Title: Another night.
Disclaimer: I don't own any one from TF&TF or the song Unfaithful by Rihanna. This story is just for fun and I make no profit from it.
Summary: This is a one shot.
She sat on her bed looking out the window hoping that night would come soon. Everyday for the last two months it was the same thing. It bothered her that she could do something so wrong to the one she loved. The question was always Why? She didn't know. Every time she saw him, guilt stabbed her like a knife twisting around in her chest. He had been good to her, had gotten her over so many different obstacles and this is how she repaid him.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
As another sun settled to the west she stood in her bathroom getting prepared. But the reflection that stared back at her told her not to go. It was wrong yes, but she needed to get out and go see him. She had found him in a bar one night. It had been a mistake she made, one she couldn't leave. This mistake followed her everywhere in her heart. She needed him but he didn't need her as much. Yet the one she thought she loved stayed home every night and waited for her return
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
.The night he had found out was the worst night of her life. He had said nothing, just walked out of their room. She went after him but he wouldn't talk. It hurt her when she saw the hurt in his eyes, the pain that radiated from him was like the sun. After that night she told him everything, but he didn't say a word and just let it go by. Yet it hurt him and every time she got ready to go she saw him die a little more.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
She wanted it to stop, she tried to break it off. Yet she never could, she always fell and couldn't get back up. She was hurting him, something she had promised herself she would never do. She was killing his heart, killing the trust they had worked so hard to gain was going down the hill. She wants him to be happy but with her that would not happen. She hated herself for not being able to stop. She was tiered of it all, the lying and deception where becoming unbearable.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
She beings to do her make-up and sees his reflection in the mirror. Disappointment and sadness linger on his face. He steps towards her hesitantly and gives her a light kiss. She finishes, looking at him searching his face and turning away quickly. "I'm going out." it comes out ragged and in a whisper. "I know." he hesitantly tells her. They both know where she is going and that he'll be there waiting when she comes home. As she walks out she sees a little more of him dying.
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
She gets in her car and drives silently through the streets of Los Angeles. The moon hides behind dark clouds as if hiding from her. She finds her lover in a small café, the one that makes her happy now. The one she will always run to and never leave. But not because she doesn't want to but because she can't. She loves him to much.
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
She knows she loves him and she loves her lover. Unfaithful is what she is, unfaithful is what she will always be. She wants to stop, but how do you stop loving two people you can't be without? She's killing one with hurt, but she is loving the other with her heart. He looks up at her with a smile. "Glad you made it Mia. How's Vince?" she smiles at him and sits down. "His ok Johnny, how's Lance doing?" As he talks she thinks about putting a stop to this and yet she can't stop, she won't stop.
Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
And as she heads back home to Vince she sees his face. Nothing can be the same again. Her brother and Letty both want nothing to do with her. But Vince is the one she cares for, stopping this is the solution for both of them. It's become an addiction and the only way to stop it is by ending everything. She sees her solution and thinks that it's for the best. Her car plunges over the cliff as she watches her life run before her eyes making the guilt and hurt in her heart disappear.