AN: Hey all! Welcome to my very first Fate/Stay Night fic! This is actually a song that I wrote. The reason why there's so much lyrics, is because it's like, a 12 minute song...Anyways, I just had a hell of a time, because I had to translate it from Japanese to English, since not too many people can read Japanese, or even understand it if I romanized it. Anyways, I felt that this song best portrayed the Shirou/Saber pairing. Enjoy! And let me know what you think!
Shirou's POV
One star-filled night, I
awoke and laid in bed.
In my head were thoughts
filled of you.
You're always on my mind,
no matter what.
Even though you have left
me, I still think of you.
We may have had some hard
times together, but does it really matter?
When your name comes to
mind, all I think about are memories of the fun we had together.
The good outweighs the
bad, doesn't it?
Our love was stronger than our discord, right?
It matters not anymore,
but I still sit up at night wondering...
If I did something
different, would you stilll be here with me?
I love you...I love
you...but do you love me?
You stated so before you left me, but
was it genuine?
I know that I should believe you, but can I afford
the risk?
Could I live with the fact that maybe you were
joking?
No...I couldn't...
But then again, why would
you lie to me?
You have no reason to.
I believe you...
Our peace was stronger
than our mayhem, right?
During our heated debates, our "ayes"
overpowered the "nays", didn't it?
It's to late to find
out the truth, but still...
I wonder if I said
something different, would you still be here with me?
I remember one night,
standing outside with you, teaching you about the stars and
constellations.
I remember that you were
fascinated.
I remember that I pointed
at a shooting star and we both made a wish.
I don't know what your
wish was, but I got mine.
To have the knowledge that
you loved me just as I loved you...
I'll never forget that
night when you and I cuddled together.
When you and I whispered
sweet nothings into each other's ear.
It seems that we've known
that we've been in love all of this time.
We were just too stubborn
to admit it, and we've only realized that we should've smartened up
before it was too late.
Well it's too late now,
and there's nothing you and I can do to change the fact that we never
said "I love you" while we were still together.
I know you're out there
somewhere...I feel your presence every day when I walk down the
street.
I feel your presence when
I go to sleep.
This is why I stay up all
night thinking about you.
So if you're out there,
and you're listening, there's something I need to tell you.
I love you, and if you
didn't catch it, I'll say it again.
I love you. I love you so
much that I'm in pain.
So much pain that
sometimes, I ask myself why I am still alive, because without you,
I'm incomplete.
So if you're out there,
and you're listening, there's something I need to tell you.
I need you, and if you
didn't catch it, I'll say it again.
I need you. I need you so
bad that I ache in physical pain, and even more in mental agony.
I don' t think you
understand just how badly I need you here by my side once more,
because without you, I'm incomplete.
So here's my wish that I
wish upon this night...
If I could steal one more
kiss from your soft lips just once...
That would be worth more than all of the gold in the world.
AN: Soooooooooooo...what'd ya think?! Please R+R! I'm dying to know how good I wrote these lyrics!
