I Miss His Smirk

Chapter One – Betrayal

Ana: Hey! I really should be working on my 4th chapter of Wishes, but people actually voted on my poll~! ^__^ I'm so happy. But since I don't have anything else to do today, I wanted to start this chapter!

Ikuto: Will this be.. a sad story?

Amu: Please let me hate Ikuto!

Ana: Well, Amu you.. uhhh.. I think breaks up with him..?

Amu: Works for me!

Ikuto: Aww. But I love her voice.

Amu: Wow. ..Awkward!

Ana: You bet. But the update for this story(as in 2nd chapter) might be a little slow. Since I sort of have writer's block for Wishes. But I'll update this story once or twice a week!

Amu: She does not own Shugo Chara! in any way!

Ana: If I DID, then Amu and Ikuto would be together, Tadase would be a dinosaur, Kukai and Utau are together, etc! And I would be Amu's friend~! xD

- Color My World-

Amu's POV

Flashback

"Amu.." Ikuto started. "I'm moving."

"W-What?" I stammered, tears welling up in my eyes. A part of me was hoping that he was joking, and he's tease me about taking him seriously. But the other part was actually believing him, and that part overruled the other one.

"I'm. Moving." Ikuto stated coldly. I wondered. Why was he being so cold now? We could still keep in touch, right?

"We.. can still keep in touch, right?" I asked, my voice choking on the last words.

"Yeah. We'll do video chats every Sunday." he smiled, but I could tell it was fake.

"Uhm.. when are you moving?" I tried to blink away the tears. "Why are you moving?"

"I'm going to college. I'll be majoring in Music." he replied. "D-Don't worry, it's close by.. It's only 5 hours away." he joked. I frowned.

"Oh. I love you too." I dumbly replied.

"I go I.. got to go now." he suddenly said. Something vibrated in his pocket, and he frowned. "You know, gotta go pack. And you're my girlfriend, okay?" I nodded.

"Yep. Go now. I'm happy for you." I whispered to him. He smiled a sad smile, then left.

After Ikuto Moved

I just logged on to Yahoo! (I do not own!) to go chat with Ikuto. It was Sunday night, and i was sort of excited to see him after a week. I even bought a new webcam so he can see me, and he bought one, too.

I PMed him, saying, "Hey Ikuto! I'm on now. Webcam chat, remember?"

I waited, and I finally heard a "ping!" from my computer. I placed my book on the table again and clicked on the link that said, "Request Webcam Chat".

I waited for him to accept. I couldn't wait to see his new apartment, and to hear his voice again. It seemed like forever since I didn't see his face.. or his smirk. I miss him. A lot.

The webcam light blinked, and I looked at the screen. I saw Ikuto there, and I smiled. He smirked back, and typed, "missed me? ;)"

"Yeah, so much!" I replied back.

I looked more closely at his face and I realized it was sort of.. pink? He also wasn't wearing a shirt..

"Are you blushing? xD" I typed.

"No. Psh." his answer came back onto the screen. I giggled, and looked at his video chat again. I saw a nightstand, the door to the bathroom, some sock on the floor, a bra, some panties, and.. WAIT.

A bra and a panty?

"Ikuto, you love me, right?" I typed back quickly.

"Of course, Amu. You're my only love." I decided to call him. I prayed he was drunk. He had a home phone, so might as well.

"Hello?" a girl's voice answered, and she hiccupped.

"Is this Ikuto's house?" I asked.

"Yeahh. Man, I gotta tell you.. have you ever slept with him?" she giggled.

"N-no.."

"Too bad then.. I was his first one, and he is GOOD! Ooh, I want more now.." she sighed.

"M-may I speak to him?"

"Sure!" she said, and I saw a girl come across the screen holding a blanket or towel to her body. She kissed Ikuto, and said, "Here you go!"

"Hello?" I heard Ikuto's voice over the mile say to me.

"I thought you loved me Ikuto." my voice said weakly.

"I love youuuu. Of course." he slurred. Was he drunk?

"Are you drunk Ikuto?" he nodded on the screen. The girl just sat on his lap and played with his hair.

"I can't believe you Ikuto. It's gonna kill me to say this, but.." I was hyperventilating, but I managed to stutter, "w-we're o-over. Tell you're slut that she's lucky to have you." and I hung up.

He blinked on the screen, and shrugged and hung up the phone. I forgot(and he did to) that there was a speaker on the webcam.

"Hey Ikuto-koi," the last syllable stabbed my heart. "Who was that..?"

"Oh, some girl I used to lovee...?" he said it like a question, btu when the girl kissed him, it shattered my heart into a billion pieces. He betrayed me! How could he do that?

But the billion pieces my heart shattered into just crumbled when the girl kissed him fully on the lips again, and Ikuto smiled and kissed back..

I shut off the computer. I got the webcam, hid it deep in my closet, and I went to bed and cried.

I thought I found my true love. I didn't think Ikuto would actually go and get drunk, but I guess I was wrong. The 3 words that I longed to hear from him, and got from him, faded away. He didn't love me. He never did. i told him drinking can mess you up mentally and physically, but he didn't listen. On that night, I realized 3 things.

1. Never trust anybody. Everybody that you love and care about will hurt you eventually. You'll just have to choose who's worth it. And I don't think Ikuto's worth it anymore. He was the one who betrayed me.

2. Drinking can really mess you up. Alcohol can destroy true love, puppy love, crushes, you name it.

3. The three words words, I Love You, are meaningless. They're like make-up. Makeup can cover it up, but when it fades away you will see the painful truth.

End of Flashback

And on that night, I, Hinamori Amu, vowed to never fall in love again.

Love is nothing.

The heartbreak from what you thought was love.. can ruin your life. Forever.

And I promised to myself to never speak about Tsukiyomi Ikuto. And if I ever heard his name again, then I would just ignore it and go on with my life normally.. Or as normal as it can get.

-Color My World-

Ana: Wow, this was really dramatic..

Ikuto: Who was the girl? You know, the one I was cheating on Amu with?

Ana: DENSE. Doesn't matter.

Amu: Please R&R! I cried when i read this. TT___TT

Ana: Seriously?

Amu: Not! Haha. P:

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