The first time I saw him I couldn't help but think that he was the most gorgeous creature on the face of the earth. Even when he was cold and rude, I thought him the most beautiful human in existence. It wasn't long until I found out that he wasn't human; he is something much more.
He is a vampire.
He is the subject of the darkest fairy tales and the most horrific fictions. Vampires aren't supposed to be real; they aren't meant to exist. But he exists. I sit next to him everyday in biology. Although I hated myself for it at first, I longed to see his face. I ached for his presence. All I could think about was Edward.
His perfect face.
His supple lips.
His perfection.
No, I knew he couldn't be human because humans are imperfect beings. He is the epitome of the most perfect creation. He is Edward. How can he be compared to anything else in nature? He is my sunrise and sunset; he is my world; my moon; my galaxy; my universe. Edward is the whole reason for my existence. When I think of being without him my body aches, I loose my breath, and tears automatically declare war behind my eyes.
Edward is my everything.
Every minute without him is a minute lost.
Every breath without him near to me is a breath wasted.
Why does he love me so? Edward, perfection beyond recognition, chooses me above anyone else. Who am I to deserve such a God? I don't understand it. I am nothing but a clumsy girl; average looking at best. But still, he chooses me above all else. I thank a Greater Being everyday that Edward should choose me.
Thank you Edward.
You are my reason, Edward.
I love you, Edward.
I hope you enjoyed my little stream of consciousness through Bella's perspective. Please review, they are always appreciated! Thank you much!