FH: Well, hello readers! This is the first time I've ever written a really sad story.

Please enjoy it!

Kai: Great...just what I need...more angst…

FH: Shut up Kai! I like it! Now do the disclaimer!

Kai: Fine! Kera doesn't own Beyblade, the song, or any of the characters; though she wishes she did. :whispers: So she can kill us...

FH: I heard that Kai! Now on with the story!

Song: It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing

Artist: Shania Twain

(Recommended to listen to the song on youtube while reading)

.......................................Hilary's POV................................

I don't know how it happened. I don't understand why I wasn't good enough. Why...he didn't want me.

No...No, no, no...

I hope life's been good to you,

since you been gone.

I don't know what went wrong. All I know;...is that he loved her.

I'm doin' fine now,

I've finally moved on.

But; I can only watch, as I slowly die inside. As he holds her, laughs with her, smiles at her, and kisses her. I don't even want to come to practice anymore. But, I still go. Just to see him.

It's not so bad,

I'm not that sad.

I'm not surprised just how well I survived.

I'm over the worst,

And I feel so alive.

I know that there are more fish in the sea, but it is so hard to set this one free.

I can't complain,

I'm free again.

I can't help watching him, even though he is with her. I may seem okay, but I'm not; I still cry myself to sleep at night. Why? Why did this happen? Why did it happen…to me?

And it only hurts when I'm breathing,

My heart only breaks when it's beating,

My dreams only die when I'm dreaming,

So—I hold my breath,

—To forget.

I tried to forget him, to say that there are better guys out there, but it's no use. My heart belongs to him, to Kai, no matter what. Because no matter what I do, I still can't stop thinking of him.

Don't think I'm lyin' 'round,

cryin' at night.

There's no need to worry,

I'm really alright.

I need to move on, but it's just so hard. I don't know where to turn, or what to do. It's almost as if I've lost myself completely.

I've never looked back,

—as a matter of fact.

It just…hurts. I want it to stop. So—bad. I don't know how to get over him. Over Kai.

And it only hurts when I'm breathing,

My heart only breaks when it's beating,

My dreams only die when I'm dreaming,

So—I hold my breath,

—To forget.

……..Normal POV………

Hilary sat on the veranda of the dojo, watching Kai and the boys train. The girl he was going out with now, a blonde bimbo whose name was Kelly(imagine that..), was cheering Kai like the blonde cheerleader she was. She had absolutely no clue about Beyblading whatsoever. Hilary sighed and looked back up to the sky. It was much nicer to watch the clouds than to watch the two of them.

(It only hurts…)

Hurts when I'm breathing,

(My heart only breaks…)

Breaks when it's beating.

(My dreams only die…)

Die when I'm dreaming.

Hilary stood up and walked out of the dojo quietly, never turning around to say goodbye. No one noticed her exit. She was leaving for good. She was going to stay with her aunt in Russia. "Goodbye…guys. Especially you…Kai", she whispered, as she stood outside the gate to the dojo. She looked the place over one more time, before turning and walking down the street, with the autumn breeze at her back.

It only hurts when I—

—Breathe.

………………Owari………………….

FH: Well, that was pretty sad. Tell me how I did PLZ!

Tyson: Hey! Why wasn't I in this story?

FH: BeCAUSE! YOU'RE NOT IN IT! IT'S ABOUT HILARY!!!

Tyson: Geez! No need to yell at me like that!

FH: Whatever…Read and Review People! I need to know how I did on my first sad ficcy!