Confessions of a Confused Teenage Boy
Been a while since my last story innit guys? This whole idea is really weird, I've never tried writing yaoi before! Try to imagine my story 'Black Holes and Revelations' and you should have a idea of the background of this story.
All you TiaXRocket fans please don't be angry with me, I LOVE them as well! Okay, I've given a warning before so if I get any flames I'm going to ignore them.
Please R&R
Disclaimer: I don't own Galactik Football or anything associated with it
(Normal POV)
"What do you mean you're leaving?!" screeched Rocket
"Exactly that." replied Sinedd in a monotone
Rocket stared at Sinedd before blurting out "After all we've been through! So you're just going to throw our friendship away for the Shadows! Fine, if you want to leave there's the door, don't hurt yourself on the way out." Rocket folded his arms, his mouth on the edge of a pout.
Sinedd could no longer keep a straight face so he broke out into a large grin on his face, laughing his head off.
"You should have seen your face! God, I wish I had a camera!" he chuckled
Rocket stared at his best friend, his mouth wide open. He then grabbed his pillow and flung it at Sinedd.
"Fish! Ex-Smog Boy! Saukerl!" Rocket yelled playfully
Sinedd grabbed his pillow, turning it into a full scale pillow fight. By the end of it, both boys were on the floor clutching their sides and flat pillows.
"Oh man, I beat the stuffing out of my pillow!" said Rocket "I'd better get to the airing cupboard."
Sinedd simply smiled at Rocket, remembering those events that brought them together. Sinedd is now an accepted member of the Snow Kids even though D'Jok and Micro-Ice can't get on well with him.
"Dude!" said Rocket, waving a hand in front of Sinedd's face "You're daydreaming again! God, I wonder what goes on in that head of yours."
"Sorry. How's Aarch?" Sinedd asked
Rocket grinned and said "In normal terms he's cool. In love terms, if you ask me, he's stuck between Dame Simbai and Adium." While standing up he said "He's going out on a date with Dame Simbai tonight! I'm going to get us some pillows."
"Yeah okay." Sinedd replied dully
For quite a while Sinedd had been feeling left out in love. After all D'Jok and Mei were always all over each other, Micro-Ice was always flirting with the girls, Thran and Ahito were happily dating twins and last but not least Tia and Rocket. Sinedd envied their relationship, wishing he had someone like Tia, somebody like Rocket...
"No, no, no! Get that stupid thought out of your head!" he thought
"Akillian to Sinedd! You're daydreaming. Again!" yelled Rocket throwing a fresh pillow in Sinedd's face. He then looked at his watch and his face fell. "Bugger! I'm late!"
"Late for what?" Sinedd asked
"My date with Tia! Got to get changed!" he blurted out. He grabbed a bag from his bed and ran into the bathroom.
Sinedd smiled, rolled his eyes and picked his latest edition of GF Magazine. 10 minutes later, Rocket emerged from the bathroom, walked up to his full length mirror and said to Sinedd;
"What do you think?"
Sinedd looked up and stayed looking. Rocket was dressed in a 3/4 length white shirt with a black waistcoat, black trousers along with black and white Converse.
"Well... you look really great for the lady." Sinedd stuttered
"Thanks!" smiled Rocket. He went over to Sinedd and gave him a hug. He whispered in his ear;
"I know you don't like hugs and encouraging stuff much but I'm sure you'll find somebody soon."
Sinedd breathed in the scent of Rocket's aftershave, wishing he could hold on for longer. Soon Rocket let go and said;
"Now don't go to bed too late! See ya."
As Rocket walked out, he gave the thumbs up to Sinedd. Sinedd saluted back and picked up his magazine. When he was sure that Rocket was out, he layed on his bed and sighed in his despair. "What's the point! How am I going to find someone when the only person I care for is going out with someone?" he asked himself.
1 Week Later
(Normal POV)
"There's something wrong with Rocket." Sinedd told himself, while he ate his breakfast. For the past week, ever since Rocket's date, Rocket hadn't been himself. During training he missed all the holes, made bad passes and wasn't concentrating properly.
"Sinedd?" Aarch's voice cut through Sinedd's thoughts
"Woah! Oh, coach, it's you." said Sinedd
"Sorry if I scared you. Do you know what's wrong with Rocket?"
"No. I thought you would have an idea."
Aarch shook his head before continuing "I tried talking to him but he just shrugged me aside. He needs to talk, you of all people know what happens when you bottle things up!"
Sinedd nodded. After the Snow Kids won the Cup the second time and the Shadows Smog was poisioning Sinedd, the striker and Artegor joined the Snow Kids. For the first couple of months, Sinedd felt out in the team, feeling depressed about his life. It led to a suicide attempt and if Rocket hadn't sat with Sinedd all night talking about his life, Sinedd would have been six feet under.
"Can you talk to him for me?" Aarch asked
"Of course. I'll try, you know how stubborn he is!" said Sinedd
...
When Sinedd came back into his room he saw Rocket sitting on the ledge of the balconey, looking out to the landscape, dangerously close to the edge. Rocket was staring out onto the Akillian landscape, feeling more numb by the second and basically contemplating his life. Sinedd gasped, ran up to the balconey and yelled;
"Rocket!! Don't jump!! Look we can talk, just don't jump!"
Rocket turned to him and merely muttered "Huh? Can't I sit near a high place? If I can recall correctly, I froze my ass off trying to tell YOU not to jump."
The captain jumped off walked into the room and sat down on his bed, his head in his hands, long chocolate hair covering his face. Sinedd sat next to him and asked;
"Are you going to tell me what's the matter?"
Rocket looked at Sinedd's face before bursting in tears. He managed to blurt out miserably;
"Tia broke up with me."
Sinedd gasped and took Rocket into his arms. To Sinedd, Rocket looked broken, not like the strong captain who led the Snow Kids to victory several times.
"Why?"
"She... she said that she'd been hadn't been feeling nothing between us for... for the past few months. She said that Netherball changed me and that things weren't the same! I'm so stupid. So so stupid. She hoped that we can still be friends but I can't even look at her." Rocket started to cry harder. Sinedd rocked him and said;
"She doesn't deserve you. You're a great person."
Rocket shook himself from Sinedd's grip and yelled "What the hell do you mean by that?! I'm not a great person. I put a sport above my own girlfriend! She must hate me." he paused and sighed before continuing "I mean, she was right, there has been some love lost between us, but it's not Netherball, it's something else and I can't think about what it is!" he blurted out;
"What something else?" Sinedd asked, putting an arm round Rocket's shoulders
"What does it matter now!" he howled harder.
Sinedd couldn't stand to see Rocket in such pain so he held him. Rocket cried, his tears staining Sinedd's top, breaking the strikers heart. He stroked Rocket's long, soft hair, whispering soothing words in his ear. After what seemed a long time Rocket broke from Sinedd's embrace and said;
"Thank you. Honestly I don't know where I would be without you, man. I'm just going to... freshen up a bit."
"Say something!! Do something now, or you'll never say it!!" Sinedd's mind seemed to cry out. Just before Rocket was about to get up Sinedd wrapped his arms around Rocket's shoulders. The captain's golden amber eyes pierced Sinedd. Putting any doubts to the back of his mind, Sinedd presssed his lips against Rocket's. The moment the two lips met Sinedd felt a tingle down his spine, the first time he actually felt some love in his life. To the striker's surprise Rocket fiercely shook himself off him, slapped Sinedd lightly across the head and yelled
"What the hell are you playing at!!"
"I...I..." Sinedd stammered. What was a moment of bliss for Sinedd was turning into an argument.
"I've just broken up with the one person who meant everything to me and you decide now is the time to make a move?! You idiot! I hate you!" Rocket yelled before running out of the bedroom, down the Academy hallways. Rocket paused before falling against the wall, curled up like a child, tucking his head in his knees. The thought of Sinedd's lips digusted him but at the same time it felt... pleasant. Sighing and thinking deeply Rocket sat there until a familiar figure came up to him.
"Rocket? Are you okay?"
Rocket looked up to see his ex-girlfriend, her face filled with concern.
"Tia. Hi. Um... I'm okay, really." he said quietly
"Rocket, I've known you for five years. Tell me what's wrong." Tia said whilst sitting down next to him.
...
"You idiot! I hate you!". The phrase played over and over in Sinedd's mind. "You asshole!" Sinedd's mind screamed to him "What the hell made you think he liked you in the first place!". Sinedd walked over to the full length mirror and looked at himself. His old depressing thoughts creeped back into his mind. "Leave, leave now and don't come back.". Just as Sinedd was about to pack a bag, Rocket walked in, sat down on his bed and motioned for Sinedd to sit down. Taking up on Rocket's offer, Sinedd was about to speak when the ex-captain said
"Don't talk saukerl. I'm sorry for calling you an idiot."
Sinedd stunned, blurted out "I shouldn't have kissed you! I... I don't know what I was thinking, I..."
"So." Rocket interuppted, looking at him and raising one eyebrow, a trick he learnt from Aarch "Are you gay?"
"I'm not sure, I..."
"Lets clarify."
Rocket leant in and kissed Sinedd softly on the mouth, then backed away, looking at his face.
"I wish I had my phone, you're blushing!" Rocket laughed
Sinedd looked at his friend before saying;
"Ever since you talked to me that night, I liked you. Now I love you, but I didn't know what you would think..." Sinedd trailed off
Smiling Rocket leaned in and whispered
"I love you too."
Moving in closer Sinedd kissed Rocket, nothing too intense at first. Then his tongue swirled around Rocket's mouth, his hands stroking Rocket's hair and sides. Sensing Rocket's need for air, he broke away gently and smiled, feeling complete.
"Well, now I know two things."
"What's that?" said Sinedd amused
"First of all, I'm gay." Rocket chuckled
"Yeah we know that." Sinedd murmured huskily "What else ex-captain?"
"Your French kiss... is like a washing machine."
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