TITLE: Done Out Of Love
AUTHOR: Hayley
RATING: PG-13
DISCLAIMER: I own no one
DISTRIBUTION: Ask first please
CHAPTER 1
"Wait Matt! It might be yours..." She replied tugging on his arm as he turned around slowly, the most pained expression on his face.
"It might be mine?" He asked softly, his eyes big and heartbroken at the fact that his girlfriend was pregnant and it may not be his. He turned his back to her as he walked out of the building, knowing full well he was incapable of being around her and unable to restrain himself if he did something he would later regret.
She whimpered as she fell to her knees, clutching her unborn child, tears streaming down her confused and torn face.
Unable to move, she felt a pair of warm hands help lift her up off her knees. Startled, the redhead looked up and was met by a pair of sympathetic brown eyes and blonde hair.
"Li I'm sorry..." The 5"11 diva said as she helped the woman up to her feet. "I-I don't know what to say...this wasn't how it was supposed to be..." She comforted as she led the other woman back to the dressing room. Lita sniffled back some tears as she looked out into space, wondering where he was, and what he was doing right now.
"It has to be Matt's baby...I know it is." said Lita, her voice soft and lost. "N-no way can I give birth to a monster." She grimaced, "What Kane did to me...how he treated me...no way am I going to let this baby turn out to be his!" She replied more aggressively as the reminder of what he did to her fueled her anger. "I'm not a bad person, why am I being punished like this? I only...slept with him," She cringed at the sentence, "I only did it to protect Matt, Stacy, I really did!" Lita said honestly. "I only did it to protect Matt and so that he would finally leave us alone. He told me he would...but he lied..." She replied, the last phrase almost a whisper. "He lied..."
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Matt got into his car, eyes blazing with unrelenting fire. He looked out straight ahead, hands clenching the steering wheel before he turned the key and started the engine. He drove quickly down the busy streets, until he finally made his way to the hotel. Taking the stairs in hopes of relieving his pent up anger and frustration, 7 floors later and he was still the same. Sliding in the key card, he frowned when he saw her stuff laid on the only bed in the room. Slowly, he made his way and began to unzip her bag, not knowing what he was doing or what he was looking for. He found nothing of interest but clothes, makeup and hair products when a note caught his attention.
What am I going to do?! How the hell did I get myself pregnant?! And not know who the father is?! This can't be happening...so help me god I'll kill myself if it's...his...that monster's.
It can't be though, the way he...touched me and threw me like I was nothing...a child cannot be conceived that way! He was horrible, aggressive, crued, decieving, coniving...everything Matt's not.
Matt. It has to be his, the way we made love, the way he held me close, and kissed me tenderly, that's how a child is supposed to be created.
Not because I was forced to sleep with a man! Not because I had to sell myself to a monster to protect the man I love! I shouldn't have degraded by body for such a human being. But when it comes to Matt, I'd do anything for him, even if it means doing the horrible deed in order to get Kane to leave us alone and to never hurt Matt or me again. But he lied... HE LIED!!!
What am I going to do?
Matt held the note helplessly in his hand, crumpling it up and ripping it into shreds. He was angry, angry at her for not telling him about a lot of things. Why didn't she just come to him instead of agreeing to his demands? Did he threaten her? Did he tell her something worse would happen? How much did, or does, she love him to do such a thing to protect him?
He sat on the edge of the bed, confused. He didn't know how to feel or what to do now. It was easier to be mad at her for lying, but what she did she only did out of love. When she said she'd do anything for him, she meant it.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out the ring.
"You're supposed to be on her finger right now..." He said tracing over the diamond cut to perfection for only her. "Not in this box."
He heard a soft knock on the door, as he stuffed the ring back in his pocket. Getting up to answer it, his heart broke when he saw her standing there, timidly asking if she could just grab her things and she'd leave right away. He moved out of the way, watching her pale face and puffy eyes search to make sure she had everything before walking out the door with her head down.
"Wait-" He said grabbing her arm as she looked up at him.
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ahh! my muses wouldn't leave me alone so I HAD to write this. I don't know if I'll continue but yeah, hope you liked, read and review. Thanks!