LET ME BE THE ONE TO LOVE YOU MORE…
Authors note:
Since writing and music are the biggest passions in my life, every chapter is named after a song, this first one reffers to Illegal by Shakira (Featuring Carlos Santana in the guitar)
I don´t own Sailor Moon, its all Takeuchi´s sama honour. (Hopefully in the near future I´ll have my own jajajaj) Now, enough bla bla bla: enjoy!!
1. It should be Illegal to deceive a women´s heart...
--So, let´s go in…
Serena was stuck in the door, completely shocked by the view of the room where Darien took her. There were a lot of his friends and many other popular guys and girls from their university and some others. Many of them were dancing a completely crazy music that seemed to have the power to overcome the slightest thought of prudence. There were many couches and people lying on them, drinking all kinds of alcohol available in this planet, kissing whoever was around and smoking some stuff Serena didn't want to even imagine. Some people came out from rooms, still sharing kisses and touching each others, while others were taking their turns in the rooms. Serena was able to hear some moaning that overcame the loud music and the laughter from the many guests…
--It´s… It´s a…--said Serena in total disbelief…
--Yeah, now let´s get in or we will miss some funny stuff…--he said while grabbing her hand to take her inside. She looked at him and knew that she had to act or she would be participating in that orgy without end. She snapped her hand out of his hold and turned to get out.
--Wait, Serena!!
She wanted to cry, she wanted the earth to open wide and shallow her for being stupid enough to think that someone like Darien could answer to her feelings like she dreamed. She began running into the city without actually caring about the freezing temperature outside.
--Serena!! What the hell is happening to you?—he said when he could reach for her and catch again her hand. She was shivering and even if he couldn't see her eyes, her cheeks were amazingly red and her lower lip was trembling.
--I thought it was other kind of party, Darien—she said trying not to sound more idiotic than what she already felt. Darien looked at her and felt her anger. She was starting to sound really childish…
--Come on, Serena—he said trying to calm her down—What other kind of party can adult people have? Let´s go back, I thought you wanted to be my girl and to be with me. Is going to be ok, we can have a great time together and also make love…
Serena was thunderstruck when she heard that, she looked at him in the eyes and saw a very cynical smile in his face. The serious face that she loved so much was not there anymore; in its place was just a total stranger that wanted to drag her into a bacchanal where only God might know what could happen. Then, she remembered how after her confession of love for him just a day ago, she looked into those eyes and thought they were clear as the sea and full of love for her. The memory of the smile he gave her in that moment came back and she felt that the person she was in front right now was a broken image of the man she fell in love with. It was painful, her heart was soaring with pain and her eyes got full of tears of indignation and resentment. The next second, her anger exploded and the result was Darien getting slapped in the left cheek, like no other girl in his entire life had done before…
--How dare you bring me here!! How can you even talk about making love together in such a dirty place!!—she yelled trying to get all that frustration out of her soul—I´m not that kind of girl and I thought you respected me but now I see it's not the case…
Darien was now the one shocked. The rumors proved to be true and Serena was a childish girl after all. He thought she wasn't when she confessed to him. Despite her dresses and her hairstyle, regarded by the rest of the university as the most immature from all the campus, he still found her quite attractive and beautiful. The kind of girl good to have a great time for a while… Now, he saw that her expectations were not directed in the same direction as his… By now it was obvious that she looked for a formal boyfriend and a serious relationship, which he was not into at all.
She turned and made him understand that there was no way she was going inside that place with him. She began walking slowly and trying to suppress the tears that she needed to shed.
--I thought that you were more of an adult, Serena…--he said still shocked…She stopped and turned to face him one last time. He saw a sadness that no girl before showed him. Her heart was broken and her eyes, usually blue like the clear sky in the summer were totally blurred with tears that began to fall down her face. Still, her voice was clear and firm when she spoke.
--I thought you loved me as much as I love you, Darien… But now I see I was mistaken...
Thanks a lot for reading!!