AN: this is a story I made Months ago. I just decided to upload this because i have nothing to do on the web after quitting facebook and twitter but they are still activated, i just don't feel like opening them. so please review. It makes me upload more...thanks guys! hope u'll enjoy this...

SPOV:

I'm sitting in my bed thinking about what happened two days ago. For the past two days, I tried not to think about that, but I guess Lucy's right. I need to time to think things over; she also told me that I should not loose my cheerfulness because of a guy who seems to be a jerk.

~flashback~(two days ago)

I was walking along the hallways of Studio 2 to see what my boyfriend is doing. Yup, Chad is my boyfriend. We've been together for almost three months now. Ever since we got together, the rivalry between our two shows have slowed down.

I was about to knock when I heard Chad talking, so I stayed outside and listened.

"Yeah, I know, I should tell her but I'm scared that she might do something unexpected. We both know her." Chad said worriedly. Now it makes me wonder why is he that worried and who is he talking to?

"But she has to know this, she deserves the truth Chad!" I went pale when I recognized the voice. It was Tawni, my best friend. The conversation is really confusing and honestly, it makes me nervous.

I burst in the door to see Chad hugging Tawni and believe it or not, they were about to kiss when I came in! I can see through their eyes that they are surprised to see me standing in front of them. Tears are starting to form in my eyes but I stopped it as much as I could.

"What's the meaning of this?" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"Son-" Tawni was about to speak when I cut her off.

"What do I need to know?" I yelled once more, the tears are hard to fight at this point, and I could feel it running down my cheeks. Chad signaled Tawni to go out of the room and she did.

"Look, Sonny, I…I really wanted to tell you this ever since we started but, you were so happy for me to end it so soon…"

"WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR POINT CHAD?"

"Sonny, my point is that…Oh, Sonny I'm really really sorry." Chad tried to hold me in my arms but I stepped back.

"What Chad? Just tell me the truth Please…" I begged him.

"Sonny, the truth is, I used you to have Tawni back, yes, we used to be together before you came here. I got the opportunity to be close to Tawni again and I grabbed it. That opportunity was you, Sonny I'm really sorry…" Chad explained. I cannot take anymore of this, so I ran outside and back to my dressing room. Chad did not follow me because as soon as I get out, Tawni came in once again.

Maybe they're happy now. I locked the doors of my dressing room and I cried and cried. I can't believe that my best friend Tawni lied to me for those months! But it's much harder to accept that the person I truly love cheated on me and used me to get his ex back! I cried my heart out on my favorite bean bag and after crying for almost an hour, I decided to go back to Wisconsin since I only have three days left (actually, almost two since the day is ending already.) before my contract expires and I will take that as an advantage to leave "Hell-ywood".

~flashback ends~

Today is my final day in here in L.A but I guess that's all it takes for me to leave y dream and my heart behind. I'm going back to my hometown tonight. Tawni and Chad are not yet aware of my decision, it was only Marshall and my mom knew. But I'm hoping that they are happy together.

next chapter is up maybe tomorrow or later this afternoon in my timezone...remember, PLEASE REVIEW :)