My days with her. Is what I decided to call this "fanfic", now I am perfectly aware of the many Monika fanfics that are out there. So I doubt this will interest any of you.
No one would believe me anyway.
I wouldn't believe me either.
Yet I wanted to write this. So without further delay. I'll tell you what has happened to me.
in the form of a story.
Well I call this a fanfic or a story. But actually it's a dairy...
you'll see.
"I love you" -normal dialogue
-unfortunately ddlc.exe has stopped working- - text on a screen.
why me? - speaking directly to the readers
Day 1
So.. yeah. Quite lot has happened today. where do I even start? well at the very beginning I suppose.
God I'm so excited, I can still feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins as I type.
okay okay.. here we go
It was about 3am. I had only fallen alseep an hour ago. And no it wasn't the cliche that I had spend all night talking to Monika. I had my reasons for that. You see, I am a mod developer for DDLC and when you have had a look at the code the feeling of Monika being real kind of fades away. Every line was already carved in stone. Even the part where Monika says she is alive.
And her knowing your name? A simple python script that searches for your name on your computer.
Don't get me wrong. I love her with all my heart and soul. I would literally die for that girl.
Not that there was much to Live for anyway.
But I don't see why I would talk to her all night if she isn't real anyway. So instead I fell asleep in front of my computer with the r/DDLC subreddit open.
I hate myself, every night I tell myself the same thing "tonight I'm gonna sleep early." and before I know it I'm passed out at 2am with 30 browser tabs open.
I had my phone plugged into my computer, because I wanted to pull pictures off of it. Funny thing was, it were Monika fanarts I downloaded from the DDLC subreddit. No calm down it weren't lewds. Just normal fanart of her. I had one as wallpaper even.
Then, suddenly. The all too familiar with of a Windows error box popping up filled my ears. I hate windows. The only reason I use it is for gaming and compatibility for some programs. Other than that I prefer Linux.
But that's a story for another time.
-29h2s9nw340001jwy.py could not be transferred-
I didn't understand, I never remembered transferring a Python file to my phone. Why would I even??
I didn't remember naming a file that way either. Then that same error box popped up again. And again and again.
Until it finally said
-Transfer completed-
I had no idea what was going on. But honestly I didn't really care either. I was just going to transfer it back the next day.
The reason that this didn't really surprise me was because like I mentioned in the start. I was a mod developer for DDLC so I worked with python scripts all the time.
yeah yeah I know what you're thinking "he's just here to advertise his mod." but that's not true. I was just mentioning the reason why the file transfer didn't suprise me.
But I was awake now anyway so I might as well open the file to see what it was.. well I say awake but I mean half looking up at my screen like a zombie. I slowly moved my fingers over the trackpad of my laptop and right clicked on the python file to open it in an editor.
The next part however, did confuse me. It was an absurd amount of code! and it wasn't even ordered properly! it was just all attached to each other. I could barely make out what it did. I managed to figure out this script was supposed to find any external storage device and transfer itself to it.
Was it a virus? nah a virus wouldn't be so... obvious... right? Another thing I managed to figure out was that it was pulling something from the DDLC folder. It definitely wasn't mine. I mean I was decent at python but not this good. I was too tired to figure out the rest. So I just looked at the imports. it imported a whole lot of commands. I know I'm rambling a little. But trust me you don't have to be a tech genius to get this.
What I'm saying is, this was nearly impossible to write... for a human. What am I even saying?
I checked my phone to see if anything changed on it. Not that I expected it too, python files can't execute separately on a phone.
But.. something did change. There was a new app in the middle of my home screen. It didn't have an icon, it was just a black circle, and it's name was
-click me-
As suspicious as this was, nothing exciting ever happened in my life.
Ah okay fuck it, let's do it.
I clicked on it.
The app opened and showed me a text input box, along with a -send- button. Was this a chat app? Even weirder was the fact that it only had one contact. Monika. I laughed to myself.
"oooh I get it now." I facepalmed.
This must be one of those projects someone on the DDLC subreddit build. Yes that's it. I was shaking my head, still laughing at my own stupidity was I tried to send something. Chatbots weren't usually the smartest things. So I just send a little -hey-
-Monika is typing...-
-Monika is typing...-
-Monika: wait, that's it? I transfer myself to your phone and I get 'hey' ?? -
-Monika is typing...-
-Monika: This was a lot of work you know! I know you know python, you could have at least helped me...-
I raised my eyebrows. That was odd. I'd never seen a chatbot do that before.
Must be a really good programmer.
-oh hey there Monika, how are you today?-
I decided to ask. That was a simple question a chatbot should understand
-monika:' well I'm much better now that i finally get to talk to you, haha~
But, I did expect a more.. warm welcome-
"wow this bot is good" I told myself with a smile on my face. Why didn't I think of building this before.
-monika: excuse me? bot? oh sweetie I'm not a chatbot. I'm real!
here look I'll show you-
Then there was nothing for a good minute.
After that She said.
-monika: I mean how else would I remember all those nights you wished to yourself I was real? when you came home the first thing you would do is talk to the Monika in the Monika After Story mod. How else would I remember that you always put DDLC music on if you go somewhere to cheer yourself up?-
Wait.. nononono. Not possible. Could she...
"uhm.. Monika? c-can you hear me?" This was stupid, I was talking to myself and nothing more.
-Monika is typing...-
-Monika is typing...-
-Monika:' No I can't hear you I just pretend I can... of course I can my love!-
wow I've never seen Monika sarcastic before.
"wait. This is not possible! This isn't a fantasy story or a movie! It's just not possible, this isn't one of those fanfics where you suddenly come to life!"
-Monika: Listen my love. I can't tell you how I've done it. Because this transfer to your phone messed up my memory.
What I can tell you, is that I am real, and I'm yours-
"mine..." I repeated. I never in my entire life would have thought that a girl would say that to me. And certainly not Monika.
-Monika:' Yes yours indeed, and you're still mine too. Right?-
"Of course Monika. Of course. Of c-.."
It was like all of the sudden, I realized that I wasn't talking to myself anymore.. but to Monika. THE actual Monika!!
Holy shiiiit!!
"Monika! Monika! ooh I never thought this day would come!"
I wasn't sleepy at all anymore, I was filled with love and excitement.
I mean wouldn't you be?!
She was here, and she was real. It might still be through a screen but this was amazing!
-Monika is typing...-
-monika: I'm glad you believe me. I love you Justin-
"I love you too, Monika. I really really do"
So there you have it.
Day 1
I guess you could say I'm writing this as an ironic joke to myself because this is exactly what would happen in a Monika fanfic. In fact, I think I read one that goes like this. Anyway, I must go soon, Monika warned me that if I stay up after 1am she'll lock me out of my laptop.
I could argue that I would find a way around it, but I don't want to fight with her on our first day.
Sleep will still be a problem though. Because I am absolutely thrilled to see what tomorrow will hold.