Edwards THGILIWT (Twilight backwards)

A/N: I don't own twilight or the characters in this story...but I do own Brock oh and this plot. :) P.s. I LOVE hearing well actually reading, honest criticism. so dish it out ladies and gentlemen.

Chapter 1

Edward's point of view

Phoenix, the big city with bright sunshine and whether hotter than hot. I loved being outside soaking up the sun and reading, or just taking a

walk. My mom, Rene had always loved the sun. This was probably why she had hated forks.

Forks Washington, the center of rain and gloom. I had visited my father, Charlie Swan in Forks every summer for two weeks from the time I was

old enough to ride in a plane alone, right up until I had turned 14. My parents, like most in a small town, got married young and had me. Shortly

after my parents had divorced. Mom says that she had loved Charlie to the fullest that her heart could at such a young age could, but she

couldn't handle the life and times of such a small depressing town.

Rene had always been a young soul. I had been the parent in most cases, I had taken care of my mom until he had arrived. Phil, moms husband

and new care taker. He was younger than her but not by much if you consider her child like heart. He was as nice as a step-father could be. Phil

was the one who got me interested in baseball, he himself been a baseball player. He made a better coach though.

But I decided it was time for me to get out of the way. Phil traveled a lot with his team, and mom always felt guilty leaving me and ended up

staying home with me. This was the last time I would hold my mom back from being truly happy. It was time for me to move in with Charlie.. I

only had two years of High School left, how bad could forks high really be anyways?

As Mom walked me to the car for our short drive to the Airport I had to constantly reassure myself and Rene that I really would learn to love

Forks. "Honey are you positive Forks is right for you?" Rene had asked me for the ten thousandth time just as we had parked her car.

"Yeah mom, I'm serious I need a change in pace." I used my most adult and mature voice to tell the biggest lie I had ever told. It was going to

be torture for me to live in a rain cloud, but I had made this dedication for my mom. And Charlie had gladly accepted me into his house.

He had only said that I would be alone a lot because being Police Chief of a small town apparently was a big job. Which was lucky for me, I

didn't mind being alone. Actually I preferred my space.

I had made it just in time to board my plane with a tear filled hug and brief I'll miss you speech from Rene. "Ill be fine mom, I love you. Tell Phil

good luck at his game."

Rene had just replied "Call me if anything goes wrong Edward, Ill be there in 15 minutes. I love you!!" I would probably consider her offer often

but never take her up on it, for two reasons. One because she would never make in 15 minutes, and two it was her turn to have a life. I needed

a new life too in all honesty, its not like I was leaving tons of friends or a girl friend or anything for that matter. All I could hope for was a

baseball team and a good book store, and hey while I'm dreaming maybe a girl friend.

I had considered all of this on my flight which seemed to be taking forever as I awaited my possible doom. A stewardess tapped me on the

shoulder as if she was waking me from a dream to inform me that the flight was half way through and asked if I would need anything to eat. I

politely said no thank you and continued to daze off into my sleep like trance and "dream"of my future home and baseball record. I wasn't a

horrible player, I just hadn't been a "brand name kid "which was what you had to be to get off the bench in phoenix.

Brand name kid was the term the other bench warmers and myself had used to describe the coaches kids, and big money kids on the team and

in the school. My drifted thoughts had been interrupted by the Pilots voice, telling us the we had landed in Washington. Though we weren't in

Forks, it was far to small for an airport. I still has an uncomfortable two hour drive in a vehicle which Charlie, which I had hoped wouldn't be his

cruiser.