Title: Liv (for now)
Rating: T for the moment
Fandom: Law and Order: SVU
Pairing: Alex/Olivia
Disclamer: not mine...DUH!
Spoilers: mostly season one i think, i really screwed with the time line becuase we dont actually meet Alex till season 2 and the episode i mention in this is season 1 but oh well!
Summary: Central park, it wasn't exactly the most original place to go and think but it had always been a place for her to collect her thoughts. It was also one of the only places she could think of where her mother had actually been a normal mom instead of an alcoholic.
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AN: This is something i have had on my computer for a while and i keep going back to it so im still unsure if i should continue it so let me know what you think. oh i havent given up on my other story im still working on it...slowly :D oh and for now its untitled coz i couldnt think of any thing.

And just a warning for everyone its going to be femslash so if you dont like dont read.

Read...Enjoy...Review :D

Central park, it wasn't exactly the most original place to go and think but it had always been a place for her to collect her thoughts. It was also one of the only places she could think of where her mother had actually been a normal mom instead of an alcoholic. When she was eight her mother had taken her to central park to roller skate, it was the day after her birthday and the only thing she had wanted was a pair of new skates. It was one of the happier times even if she had fallen over at least 12 times and scrapped both her knees and elbows trying to get her balance right. But her mother had told her never to give up and that she believed in her and in no time at all she was skating on her own, if not looking rather dorky doing it.

She smiled at the memory but she couldn't help but wish she had more of them. It wasn't like her mother was all bad it was just that she was different to her friend's moms. She knew her mom loved her as much as she could and that she never blamed Liv for what had happened to her, most of the time. When she was drunk it was almost like having a different person inhabit her mother's body. It was like Serena no longer existed, alcohol had always been apart of their lives and she resented her mother for it being the third person in their relationship.

She had always wondered what her father was like growing up, she couldn't actually remember when her mother had told her what her father was, it had always just been so. Looking around at the park she couldn't help but smile at the laughing children with caring parents. Her thoughts drifter back to the case they had just closed, fruit from the poisoned tree was how she had put it to Elliot. She had always thought it was possible if not probable that she might carry the same darkness within her that her father had. It was her worst fear, becoming her father or passing on those genes to an innocent child if she ever had them.

"Is any one sitting there?" she was startled out her internal monologue by a friendly feminine voice.

Turning her head her breath was stolen from her at the sight of the blond beauty standing in front of her. Her gaze travelled from long slender legs wrapped in what looked like a designer suit to piercing blue eyes framed by black professional yet incredibly sexy looking glasses. Letting out a breath she didn't know she was holding she addressed the woman in front of her.

"No….help yourself." Without another word the blonde slowly sat down next to Olivia and began reading her copy of The New York Times. Before she could get back to her own train of thought her cell phone came blaring to life. Reaching into her coat pocket she answered it without looking at the caller ID, knowing it would be Elliot checking up on her. "Benson….yeah El I'm fine…..no I'm not at a bar….Central Park…..just thinking that's all ….no honestly I'm fine…yeah I'm gona head home soon….I know you are El …thanks partner" closing her phone and slipping it back into her pocket she almost forgot she wasn't alone when an almost teasing voice broke through her inner monologue.

"I'm going to go out on a limb here and guess you're a cop." The statement was definitely something she wasn't expecting and she had no idea she was that obvious.

"You assume correctly…I didn't realise I was that obvious" Olivia let her gaze travel over the woman sitting next to her and she couldn't help the wave of arousal that passed over her, and that was from just looking at this gorgeous blonde.

"Your not but most cops answer the phone like that and….I saw your badge when you reached for your phone." She still hadn't taken her eyes off the newspaper she was attempting to read but she knew she had the brunette's attention.

"Well then….that would make you a lawyer…..ADA?" that definitely got the blondes attention, lifting her eyes from the newspaper she looked directly at the mysterious woman sitting next to her.

"I didn't realise I was that obvious." The words that Olivia had just used herself brought a small smile to both of their faces as Olivia continued to observe her bench companion.

"Your not…im just a good Detective." Turning back to her news paper Alex couldn't help but smile at this stunning woman. The sound of a ringing phone interrupted Alex's rebuttal to the statement and she watched silently as the Detective reached for her phone again.

"Benson….yeah I'll be right there." Closing the phone and placing it back into her pocket she gave a heavy sigh and stood up. Turning to the blonde for a moment she couldn't help but regret not getting to know this woman better. "Duty calls." And with that she was gone.