STRENGTH OF WILL

woot! Came up with this while poking fuu-chan. Enjoy!

"I will not allow it!" he felt like he was being strangled. As if what he said had very little affect on his unseen enemy. He was drowning, and his body was no longer his own.

"What you want is no longer being considered, Fuuma." the dark voice of his captor told him. The voice was familiar. Like his. But not like his. Nothing like his! He was not this evil. "Shhh, Fuuma. I am not evil. Stop struggling and sleep now."

"I will keep fighting," the voice hissed at him, losing its earlier soft crooning tone. "You can't stop me!" he slashed uselessly against the invisible hands the wrapped around his throat. "Hurry up and kill me..."

"I will not kill you, Fuuma Mouno. I cannot." the thing laughed at him, dragging him deeper still into the depths of his mind. And then he heard a voice.

"Fuuma? What's wrong?" he looked, just barely able to make out the shape of Kamui.

"KAMUI! RUN FROM HERE!" but Kamui didn't listen. Kamui couldn't hear him.

"So you've decided." the evil apparition said quietly.

"Fuuma, what happened to you?" Kamui was shoved against the wall with a sickening crack that made him turn away.

"Why are you doing this?" he felt so tired. But he didn't stop struggling. He was choking and drowning and dying.

"Because it is what I was born to do." there was a tone of sadness, as if the evil creature wanted more than just killing and a useless destiny.

"Then go off and die!" he tried to swim towards the surface. But that thing pulled him down. Strangled him, held him, hugged him. What a twisted thing it was.

"I will not die. It is your fate a I am completing. Without me, you would not being able to do what you had to. I am here for you." he screamed when it picked up Kotori.

"Don't touch her, don't you dare touch her!" it was an internal battle. A test of will and strength. he couldn't gain control, it had pulled him down so deep. it had isolated him from everyone else. He was losing, so badly was he losing. It was keep him from his sister. It was going to kill her.

"Shh, Fuuma. Thank me when this is over. You wouldn't be able to do this if it was you." it made it sound as if it was a savior. As if it was looking for affection, to be accepted by him. He would never accept it. It was evil, a monster! As if he would ever thank it.

He closed his eyes. He could taste the blood on it's tongue. Kamui's blood. "You have longed to touch him like this, yet you've never had the courage. Thank me, Fuuma."

Maybe it wasn't looking for affection. It was looking to break him. It would break him, bend him, smash him. Until there was only his insanity left.

"After this, you shall always be mine. You shall stay here with me." it was a battle of will and strength. He was losing, losing.

He was going to lose.

OWARI

what do you think? I really like this idea...I came up with it last night. Woot! On to another oneshot!