So I'm currently sitting in the doctors office waiting to be checked for asthma. And Ill be here for a good hour so I decided why not update hello. I've had this little ole story sitting in my notes for quite so time. This is intended to be a multiple chap fic, but only if you guys show an interest in it.

And on a completely different note I was utterly depressed over the sudden eclare breakup and so of course I turn to fanfiction. And I learn that my absolute favorite story has been put to an end. Now I'm sure you can imagine I'm past depressed. So I really want this story to be continued so if you haven't already go read AND REVIEW If We Hold On Together by TurboWiz70. And if you have already read it GO REVEIW. WE WILL GET THIS DAMN STORY BACK.

Anyway here's the story morning glories. I hope you enjoy xo.

It has been a good year since I got married. I can still remember the last year as if it was only a day ago.

About two months after I graduated from college with a writing degree, Eli proposed. He had been out of NYU for a year already and that was a relief for both of us. We maintained a long distance relationship for 4 years qand he finally came back to me.

Eli moved into my small apart with me when he came home, he began looking for work, directing and such, as I finished off my senior year in college. I graduated in June, smile on my face and diploma in my hand. Then two months later in august Eli took me on a suprise date.

Being his annoying self Eli smirked and blindfolded me as we drove. Ive always hated suprises and I still do, but Eli insisted this would be a good one.

We arrived to our destination not long after and I was lead out of the car. I could smell the fresh summer air.

Eli untied my blindfold and I gaped at my surroundings. We were back at the old abandoned church. I felt my smile stretch across my face.

"Eli this is insane, we haven't been here in over three years," I giggled

"I know," Eli turned from me and scratched the back of his neck.

I touched his shoulder, "Eli is everything okay?"

Eli turned to me and grabbed my hand.

"Clare," he took a deep breath, "I love you more than you'll ever know. From the moment I layed eyes on you I knew I'd never see another women the same way. You're my everything, and I'm not really sure how or why you chose me, but you did. I want nothing more than to love you with every ounce of my being for the rest of me life. Clare Diana Edwards-" Eli got down on one knee, still holding my hand. I gasped, tears welling in my eyes, "will you do me the pleasure and be my wife for now until forever."

"Of course yes," I breathed as I felt the tears roll down my cheeks.

From that day foward the year sped by. We told our families and friends our wedding news, plans were made, locations booked, and all that good stuff.

That November Eli and I got married at that same exact location- the abandoned church. We felt it we necessary for us. I remember the feeling of my silky white dress falling down my curves and the way Eli flashed a full fledged smile as I came down the aisle. I remember the smell of lilacs and roses and the way Eli's eyes shined as he said, "I do." I can still feel Eli's lips embracing mine with so much love that I felt faint. My wedding day was more than I've ever dreamed it would be.

Now here we are, December, a year later. Eli and I still lived in our cozy, little appartment. I began my writing career, multiple drafts of things strewn around my home office. Eli also began his career, he decided to shift more towards screenwriting and he was hired in a small indie film company. For both of us it wasn't much, but it was a start. We definetly had enough money to suffice and we live comfortably together, happy.

And now here I was on this Wednesday afternoon pacing about our bedroom. I was beyond nervous. I bit my lip and change my direction.

Eli was still at work, but he was bound to be home any minute and I had no idea what to do.

My period was late, for the second time. I decided it was time to look into this oddity. I went to the local drugstore and got a pregnency test while Eli was at work.

I took it about two minutes ago. One more minute and our lifes could change forever. I paced a little faster. I heard a beeping coming from the bathroom. My face paled, time was up. I slowly made my way to the small, brown room. I inched towards the counter, my eyes shut tight. I peaked out of my left eye.

Two pink lines.

Tears fell down my cheeks and my body began to shake. I slid down the bathroom wall and hugged my knees to my chest.

Pregnant.

What if Eli isn't ready? I mean were still young, with me 26, and Eli 27. We've barely had more than a year as a married couple. I began to hyperventilate.

Ive always wanted kids. Ever since I was little I dreamed of having my own family. What if Im not ready?

I felt so scared, I touched my flat stomach, marveling at the fact that a life was in there. Inside of me. A baby.

"Clare sweetheart, I have the greatest story to tell you," I heard the front door shut. Eli was home.

"Clare where are you?"

I quickly locked the bathroom door, "In here!" I pushed the quivering sound out of my voice and began to frantically wipe my face with tissues.

I heard Eli bound down the hall and into our room.

"Are you okay Clare?" Eli's voice was laced with concern.

I bit my lip, was I okay?

"Just give me a minute." I said, quickly putting the test in a tissue and shoving it in my back pocket.

I heard Eli sit on the bed as I splashed my face with water. I quickly dried it in a towel and unlocked the door.

Eli looked up at me with a smile, "Hello , how are you today?"

Eli stood up and kissed my lips.

I stared a the wall when he released his grip on me.

"Clare is everything alright, you look like you've seen a ghost." Eli put his hand on my cheek and gently rubbed with his thumb.

I felt my eyes begin to fill with tears again.

"Clare whatever it is everything is alright, don't cry." Eli pulled me to his chest and rubbed my back as the tears left my eyes once more.

"Tell me what's the matter,"

"Eli?" I asked.

"Yes?"

"Do you promise to love me forever, no matter what?"

"I'm pretty sure my vows stated that," Eli smirked.

I bit my lip.

"Cmon blue eyes tell me what got you crying,"

"I.."

"You..?"

My voice got caught in my throat and I couldn't speak. I looked up at Eli and his eyes watched me carefully.

"Whats that?" Eli raised his eyebrow.

"I love you Eli," I said as I pressed the test in his hands.

Eli unwrapped the tissue and looked inside. His mouth hung open and his eyes went wide.

"You're pregnant," he breathed.

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