Disclaimer: I do not own Prince of Tennis or Tenth Avenue North. I only claim my ideas.
Summary: 'I always thought that it'd be better if I were to die alone; that it would cause less pain this way. Mou, was I wrong.' Those were the thoughts of Fuji Syuusuke as he laid in a hospital bed. He kept thinking about everyone as he knew he'd never be able to tell them how wrong he ever was.
Author's Note: As you can see, I sprouted yet another idea for a fanfiction. And I absolutely had to write something down in order to remember it for later. Once I finish m original fanfiction, I will then later make a trailer to this one, post it on my YouTube account, and then start writing this fanfic. I just had to put something down. So, below is the song that gave me the idea for this fanfiction. The song is Christian-based, so if you do not believe in God, please do not bash it for what it's about. It truly is a beautiful song, either way. Also, if you are eager to read it, stay tuned on this account for extras you might miss. But also, do not rush me into updating because if you do, I will not reply or do anything really. So please be patient. Thank you.
-Kacey
Incurably Stubborn
"Hold My Heart" by Tenth Avenue North
((Fanfiction Base))
How long must I pray, must I pray to You?
How long must I wait, must I wait for You?
How long 'til I see Your face, see You shining through?
I'm on my knees, begging You to notice me.
I'm on my knees, Father will you turn to me?
One tear in the dropping rain,
One voice in the sea of pain.
Could the maker of the stars
Hear the sound of my breakin' heart?
One light, that's all I am
Right now I can barely stand
If You're everything You say You are
Won't You come close and hold my heart?
I've been so afraid, afraid to close my eyes
So much can slip away before I say if there's no other way,
I'm done asking I'm on my knees, begging You to turn to me
I'm on my knees, Father will you run to me?
One tear in the dropping rain,
One voice in the sea of pain.
Could the maker of the stars
Hear the sound of my breakin' heart?
One light, that's all I am
Right now I can barely stand
If You're everything You say You are
Won't You come close and hold my heart?
So many questions without answers,
Your promises remain
I can't sleep but I'll take my chances to hear You call my name
To hear You call my name
One tear in the dropping rain,
One voice in the sea of pain.
Could the maker of the stars
Hear the sound of my breakin' heart?
One light, that's all I am
Right now I can barely stand
If You're everything You say You are
Won't You come close and hold my my heart?
Hold my heart, could you hold my heart? Hold my heart.