Disclaimer- As awesome as it would be; I don't own Big Time Rush. I only own the story; and even then the plot isn't very original.

You lay awake in your bed; tossing and turning. Tears were running down your cheeks. You couldn't sleep. You hadn't been able to ever since he left. Your heart ached for him. You needed him here to tell you it would be alright.

"But if he was here, I wouldn't be crying" You think. It had been exactly 3 days since your husband, Logan Henderson, had left to go on tour with his band 'Big Time Rush' and you missed him so much. You hadn't gotten any sleep since he left; you weren't able to.

You knew when you started dating him what you were signing up for. You knew that he would be gone a lot because of work. You knew that you`d rarely see each other, but neither of you cared. You cherished the moments you had together.

He had missed so many important moments. Your 3 year anniversary, the birth of your son, Liam, your moms funeral. All very important and special moments.

You tried to be strong though, you didn't want anybody to worry, and you especially didn't want Logan to feel guiltier then he already was. But every now and then you`d break. You wanted Logan to be there, but you didn't want to get in between him and his career.

You continued to toss and turn when you heard your front door open and close. You shot out of bed and grabbed a pillow, the only thing you could find that was even close to being a weapon. You slowly tip-toed out of your room and made your way to the living room. You saw something coming towards you, and before it could do anything you hit them with a pillow, repeatedly.

"Stop it, (y/n) its just me!

You knew that voice anywhere. You stopped hitting the mysterious figure with a pillow, and tackled them instead.

"LOGAN" You screamed, giving him a big kiss "Wait what are you doing here? I thought you were in Europe!"

"I missed you" Logan answered

"I missed you too Logan, but what about the tour, your fans!" You said freaking out a bit. As much as you missed him, you didn't want to be the reason he ruined his career.

"Calm down, (y/n), the tour was cancelled when a crazy fan tried to jump onstage and injured herself." Logan said.

"Well is she alright?" You ask, voice full of concern.

"Well she lived, if that's what you me-" Logan started

"Mommy, what`s wif all the noise" You hear your 4 year old son, Liam, say, while he rubbed his eyes"

"What are you doing up so late, bud?" Logan says, and Liam`s eyes shoot open.

"DADDY!" Liam yells, running to his dad, giving him a big hug.

"Hey buddy." Logan says, hugging him back.

"I missed you, daddy." Liam says.

"I missed you too bud" Logan replies. You all share a group hug, knowing that tonight you`ll all be able to sleep completely content.

Okay I hated that ending. I`m not proud of it. At all. Not the best ending. But I hope you liked the rest, at least…