A little bit of angst for all those Big-Al fans who are crossing their fingers and hoping that this supposed new English Vocaloid their releasing next is Al. The least they could do is give us another boy aside from Leon.
Disclaimer: I don't own Vocaloid or any of the characters. Big-Al belongs to PowerFX, I believe.
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I've been sitting here for who knows how long. I don't remember when I started, and I don't know when I'll stop.
I just remember one day I was pacing, and then I sat down. And I just never stood back up.
I mean, really, what was the point of standing up if it wasn't time to go yet? So I kept waiting for them to say it was time. Just kept on waiting. And waiting.
But all this sitting and waiting has made my body ache.
After awhile, I started to wonder if they would ever say it was time for me to go. I heard the announcement, but...They never told the exact date.
I figured they had some extra kinks to work out, you know, last minute stuff...
Now, I've been sitting in this room for a year.
And still, they haven't told me a thing. They stopped coming in to see me after a few monthes...
Did they forget me?
Did they abandon me?
No! They couldn't do that! Not to their own wonderful creations! Like...me for example! I don't want to be forgotten. I don't want to just sit here forever, waiting for a day that will never come.
Unfortunately, that's what it looks like.
All of this sitting has made everything hurt.
But the knowledge that I've been swept under the rug is what makes my heart hurt the most.
I want to sing!
I want to see the others again! Like Leon, my best friend around! And Lola, his sister...And, the others too...Miriam, Ann, Prima...
...That Sonika...
Even though I was supposed to be before her...I'm still here. And she's out there making songs and meeting fans. She's the one who's getting cheered for and having people ask her for autographs.
And here I am, sitting in an empty room with nothing to speak for.
How is that fair?
There's still some hope left though, somewhere...I've heard little bits and pieces...Rumors, really. You hear a lot when you're stuck here. The people around you become your eyes and ears.
It's still really just a guess or a little gossip.
They say that...That there's going to be another release. Is that true? I hope it is...
Because maybe, finally, surely, it has to be me, right? Can I really leave this little room and go out to sing for them all? I want to sing solos and duets with the others...That's alright, isn't it?
But until they say yes, it's time, or until they simply delete me, I'll stay here waiting and hurting.
What else can you do when you're denied the right to do what you were made to?