Author's note: Okay so this is my first Mikiley fanfiction, and I thought I'd do something a little different. Just about everything you will read is something that's actually happened to me but I'm willing to change the storyline if you'd give me some ideas! Actually this is pretty much my first fanfiction ever on this site and after reading it so far it sort of sucks but I figured I'm not gonna lose anything by posting it, so please review so I can finish it sooner, constructive criticism is welcome!

Disclaimer: I do not own Hannah Montana or any song that is used in this story.

Miley POV

It's been three years now since I felt like i was in heaven and suddenly dropped dramatically skipping Earth heading straight for hell. Sometimes it feels like it started just yesterday, but at other times I realize just how long ago this was. This is my story, I hope someone out there will read it and learn to stop before I did.

Regular POV

Robbie dropped Jackson and Miley off at Seaview High.

"Bye Dad see ya later!" Jackson said quickly as he jumped out of the car.

Miley laughed at her older brother's escape from a lecture she knew was coming.

"Daddy could ya not lecture me you know I wanna get in there and start studyin as soon as I can on my first day of high school!" she joked.

Robbie wasn't really planning on lecturing her, he was just a bit worried for her, and he's felt uneasy about almost everything his children do since his wife passed away the year before.

"You sure you're alright? You know we can always home school you if you decide to be signed as Miley Stewart instead of Hannah Montana, Bud." Robbie implored. Miley just rolled her eyes at her father.

"Look I know you haven't decided yet but won't ya regret it if you decide to be 'Miley' instead and then you start makin all them fake friends?"

"No Daddy I'm fine quit worryin please? It's 9th grade it's not like I'm goin to college." His daughter giggled. "Love ya bye." She said as she shut the car door.

Miley knew she could have been home schooled and she was almost positive she wanted to go through with this Hannah Montana gig. She'd already recorded a CD and the last step was to choose if she wanted to live a life of a pop star or live the double life she'd been seriously thinking about. She knew that she would need friends at this school but she also understood that if she sang as Miley Stewart people would treat her differently as well.

A new school, a new house, and an old accent should have been nerve racking for her but no problems, she found Malibu to be interesting enough to begin with and it was probably the best way of keeping her mind off her deceased mother. Miley was secure, in fact, Miley almost felt as though it was a one day thing and then tomorrow summer would be waiting for her, but she wasn't stupid and knew this wasn't the case. The 9th grade had to endure a long description of what they are to do, which wasn't too bad because it meant they'd miss the first three periods. Finally, that time came. The bell rang and the entire hallway was packed, with cocky seniors, sex crazed juniors, over confident sophomores and scared freshmen. Miley walked into 4th period and suddenly it hit her how she had no friends.

"Take a seat" Ms. Riley said.

So Miley took one and the second she gazed up she saw the most beautiful thing she's ever seen. "I HAVE to be friends with her" She thought.

"Hi I'm Miley!" she said extending her hand to the girl.

"Um okay" the girl replied not interested.

"What's your name?" Miley shot back ignoring the girls tone.

The girl's only answer was a turn of her cold shoulder.

Miley was fascinated by this girl, regardless of the attitude she showed her she felt that she needed to be friends with her.

She was snapped out of her thoughts by the bell, but she couldn't help but think about this mystery girl.

Miley was walking home from school, still thinking about the girl, "i wonder what she's doing right now..." - BAM

She had walked right in the way of a girl skateboarding and caused them both to fall. "Ow" the one with the helmet cried.

"Sorry! I don't know what i was thinking are you okay?" Miley said eyes full of concern. The girl looked up, "Hey you're the new girl, Miley right? I'm Lilly."

Miley looked confused, "How'd you know?" Lilly skillfully stood up with her skateboard in hand, "I'm in just about all your classes"

Miley really hadn't noticed her before. She was already occupied with that mystery girl who was in every one of her classes as well.

"Really? Oh yeah I remember now..." she lied.

"Nice one." Lilly smirked. "Hey i was gonna head for the beach by Rico's wanna come?"

"For sure!" Miley said really geeky causing Lilly to laugh, "Who's Rico?"

"He's one annoying little boy but it's just a place we like to chill and get hotdogs" Lilly smiled hoping Miley would come.

"Okay!"

They spent the rest of the day there talking and getting to know each other, Miley even shared about her mothers death.

Suddenly, Miley saw THAT girl again.

She looked dazed, "Wow she's so gorgeous and those curves and... oh wow" the last part accidently came out of her mouth.

Lilly looked at her, "Hah! Look at that now Mikayla's getting attention from girls too huh?"

Miley shot up, "Mikayla??" thats such a gorgeous name it fits her entirely...

"Yeah... she's only one of the biggest popstars in california" Lilly said casually.

Miley smiled knowing that pretty soon she'd be a "popstar" as well. She had just finished recording the cd and the record company

said they were good to go. But she had mixed feelings about if she wanted to be known as Miley Stewart, or the fake "rockstar"

her childhood self had created, Hannah Montana, complete with a blonde wig and all. That reminded her, she had to go home

because her father was still awaiting the big answer.

"Sorry Lilly I gotta run i'll see you tomorrow?" Miley smiled.

"Yeah! Sure" Lilly couldn't finish before Miley sprinted off. "...bye" she whispered to herself.

Mikayla suddenly gained interest in the blonde girl and her lonliness. "Hey Lils!!" she fakely exclaimed.

"Mikayla I dont feel like doing this now alright leave me alone for once you know you've done enough.

"Chill Lilly i just wanted to know that girls name."

"Miley."

"Kay thanks friend!" she started to walk away.

"Don't try messing with her Mikayla she's new here, her mom just died and she doesnt need your shit."

"Like i would even try to be friends with her." and she left.

"Dad dad dad! I wanna be Hannah okay call them up we know now fast do it do it do itttt!" Miley exclaimed knowing that the real reason she chose this is becasue she didnt want Mikayla thinking

'Miley' was a loser by herself so maybe she could be friends with 'Hannah'.

"Bud are you sure about this..?" Robbie Ray said hoping she wouldn't go through with it.

"YES! Call them call them."

She went to her room and fantasized about Mikayla, if she was famous she could find pictures of her everywhere right? Hehe she thought. Wait... why was she feeling like this about her...?

This wasn't normal she's never felt like this about ANYONE. Her thoughts were interupted by her fathers voice

"Get ready tomorrow night is Hannah's big opening. They said all they needed to do was put a name on the CDs and that they'd be out in stores in the mornin"

"Wait..." She started

"Yep bud that means your first concerts tomorrow."

"Sweet niblets!" she whispered to herself.

The next 7 months went by, filled with Hannah events. Miley and Lilly had become the best of friends up till last month. Mikayla had decided she wanted to be friends with Miley, leaving Lilly by herself.

Miley didn't even think twice about it, she wanted to be friends with Mikayla and SO much more it never occurred to her that she was dropping Lilly.

Strumming her guitar she was singing a song, still trying to get it down right. Writing the words in her journal and trying every now and then to strum a note to see if it matched what she imagined in her head.

Then she heard the phone ring and when she saw the caller ID her face lit up.

"Hello?" she knew that statement made no sense when you already knew who was on the other line, but she didn't know what else to say to Mikayla.

"Miles i know your not famous and all but i know you like concerts so do you wanna come to mine tomorrow night? We can sleep at your place tonight if you want, you choose." Miley slightly blushed at her new nickname and was thankful she was only on the phone. But her stomach had butterflies just thinking about sleeping with Mikayla... not like that! She mentally slapped herself.

But it'd be their first sleep over.

"Yeah sure sleep over sounds cool Mickey" She squeaked until Mikayla gave her a deadly silence.

"Don't EVER call me that, got it? I'll come over in 10 minutes bye." She hung up the phone. This is perfect, she thought. - her thoughts were once again interrupted by her father.

"Whaddya up to?" He said.

"Nothing daddy Mikayla's sleeping over tonight." Miley said casually, her father gave her a serious look.

"... I mean can she sleep over?... Please?" Miley batted her eyes after making the statement.

"Yeah, yeah sure thing. Just make sure you don't try nothing, I know how you feel about the girl-" He started to tease but was stopped as he heard a knock on the door. Miley practically sprinted down the stairs to open the door, so thankful for her friend's timing.

"Ayyy meet me in your room." Mikayla said as she pushed passed her and up the stairs. Miley LOVED her confidence and how bossy she was. But what she really loved was the view she got when Mikayla went up the stairs swiftly. She was wearing a tight laced black tank top with a noticeably short pink skirt. Ahhhh...

Miley ran to the TV screen in the living room as a desperate attempt to make sure she looked alright.

"Talk to ya later Dad, way later." she smiled as she emphasized on 'later'.

"You think you'll want some popcorn later Mile?" her dad questioned.

"I don't think so!" Miley didn't really even hear what he had said because she was always on her way climbing the stairs to see the gorgeous girl that had made such an entrance earlier.

The brunette opened the door and walked to the bed where Mikayla was sitting, counting her every step to make sure she couldn't give Mikayla anything to laugh about. She took a seat next to her, cautiously trying to avoid the girl's eyes.

"Took ya long enough." Mikayla teased.

"S-sorry" Miley murmured.

"Oh my gosh your hair looks amazing today!" she said as she tucked Miley's hair behind her ear and slowly brushing her finger across her shoulder afterwards.

Miley's face turned crimson, "Tha-anks... you too." she managed to get out. She always got nervous around her no matter what, she didn't really know how to reply to a compliment and the brush of Mikayla's fingers didn't help too much.

"How about..." Mikayla spotted a pink journal on Miley's desk, "Whats this? A diary? Ohhhh maybe ill finally find out about this person you like hmmm?"

Miley panicked, this entire journal was filled with things about Mikayla she cringed as she saw her open it, "NO DON'T!"

"Wow Miles this is really good..." Miley let out a sigh of relief hearing her say that realizing she only opened to the last page, which was a song she had written. "uh thanks" she said as she grabbed the journal back.

"Can you sing it for me? I never heard you sing i didnt know you wrote songs... Pleaseeeee?" She begged giving Miley a puppy dog pout.

"well... I don't really want to..." Miley looked up to see Mikayla's gorgeous face. She was whipped and she had a feeling Mikayla knew it. She couldn't resist her. "Oh alright fine but I'm only doing it because it's you. Let me get my guitar." Miley gave in. Her face was a slight shade of red, and she didn't even know why, she knew she wasn't embarrassed, maybe it was getting hot in here?

"Thank you! You're the best Miles!" Mikayla ruffled her skirt lifting it up playfully, it wasn't meant to be sexy, but it had turned out that way when Miley saw her black and pink panties. Miley felt a huge feeling of warmness in her stomach, she began to get really hot and it clearly had shown on her face. Mikayla smiled at this, she was completely aware of the power she had over Miley and loved it.

"Uh- um..." Miley was at a loss for words, she forgot why she had a guitar in hand as well.

"The song?" Mikayla reminded her.

"Oh right, duh. Just promise you won't laugh?" Miley said trying to buy herself time before embarrassing herself.

"Laugh?" Mikayla started, "Miles your my BEST friend i'd never laugh at you... well i would but not at a song!" she winked at her.

"Okay well... it's not that good and I don't know what it's -" she gasped, seeing Mikayla lay herself down on the bed getting comfortable, giving her a perfect view down her shirt.

"Um, it's just not that good..." she tried to pick up from where she paused but she could feel the heat in her face and was sure her friend could see it just as well.

And she did. Her friend giggled and motioned for her to get on with the song.

"Okay well... here." Miley started playing the notes on her guitar and sang her heart out to the girl who was the inspiration for this song.

So this is it the feeling that i've missed.

The subtle kind of pain that keeps me from sleep.

Tried to explain how your touch drives me insane.

And I can can't spend a night without wishing I was with you.

I wanna tell you a secret and leave it on your lips, wanna sing it through your

body wanna tell it through this kiss. If I told you my secret would you swear to keep it?

Watching you dance, seeing you smile. Still getting butterflies every once in a while.

Feelings insist on falling a twist on lust, a choice to care a wish to touch.

Wanna tell you a secret and leave it on your lips wanna sing it through your body wanna

tell it through this kiss. If i told you my secret would you swear to keep it?

You say never, I'll say lie. When you say always I'll say true. When you say love, i'll say you.

I'll say you. I'll say you. I'll say you. (A/N: This song is by Asteria)

Miley was glad that was over, she ducked her head from the strap as she put the guitar down.

"Miley that was incredible!" Mikayla said as she hugged her friend.

She only scoffed at this comment.

"I mean it Miles, it was... wow"

"Thanks" Miley whispered. Mikayla just stared at her, and Miley couldn't help but feel that she must be in love with this girl, she was amazing, everything about her was amazing.

"Do you wanna watch a movie?" Mikayla broke the silence while getting up from the bed to pick out a DVD. Miley smiled at this, she knew this wasn't meant as a question, she knew it was more like, "We're going to watch a movie and you're not allowed to say no." She usually hated being bossed around but something was different about Mikayla taking control. It was hot when she did it.

"Anything you want." Miley beamed until she realized how whipped she must have sounded. Could Mikayla possibly know how she feels? Ahh.. she's so amazing, she thought. I'd do anything to be with her.

"Okay we're watching 'But I'm a Cheerleader' cause I've never seen it." Mikayla grinned.

Miley had to catch her breath, maybe she does know? Who are you fooling Stewart she's a pop star... but then again so are you, she thought.

"O-okay" Miley sat next to her on the bed as Mikayla simply made herself at home getting under the covers.

The scene that Miley had been dreading finally came, the one where the two girls are making love for the first time. She used to like the scene because she would imagine her and Mikayla in the same situation but right now, now she fought with God trying to understand why on earth Mikayla had to choose THIS movie out of all of the straight ones she owned. She kept looking over to Mikayla to see if she could somehow read her expression, but it was blank. In reality Mikayla found it amusing how Miley kept looking at her and every time she would turn to face Miley, her friend would spring her head back and glue it to the screen.

"Miles I'm hungry..." The dark eyed pop star broke the silence.

"It's like 1 am." Miley retorted trying to sound annoyed but she knew it was a failed attempt.

"Please... popcorn?" the girl whined once more.

"Alright fine." she winced realizing how easily she gave in and in such an obvious manner. Mikayla could only smile to herself as she continued watching the film.

"Do you want me to salt and butter your popcorn?" Miley said while getting up looking into her eyes. Mikayla couldn't help but laugh this time as she found it hilarious how nervous Miley looked after she realized what she said.

"I mean, I didn't mean... I just meant..." Miley stuttered. Mikayla nodded her head indicating she wanted both.

Miley walked out the room and down the stairs quietly hoping not to wake her father or brother. "What's wrong with you Stewart your really gonna blow it!" she yelled-whispered to herself as she put the popcorn in the microwave. She was so frustrated with herself for saying that to Mikayla, she was frustrated with everything she said to Mikayla this evening actually. After finishing with the butter and salt she tip-toed back up the stairs and into her room while shutting the door with her back quietly.

She walked over to the bed but found Mikayla to be fast asleep already and the TV muted.

"So much for the popcorn." Miley was annoyed, but not too annoyed. She decided to sleep on the floor, not only because she wasn't sure if Mikayla would let her sleep with her but also because Mikayla was spread out across the entire bed. So she grabbed her pillow and a blanket from her closet and fell asleep on the floor.

Mikayla woke up in the night slightly confused. She look around and found Miley on the floor, "Miles wake up. Miley..."

"Hmmm what?" Miley shot up from the floor incoherently.

"Can you sleep by me this is a sleepover remember. I don't know why you're even on the floor." Mikayla joked.

"No it's okay I'm comfy down here!" Miley said sarcastically.

"Come on Miles please?" the girl pleaded but Miley just turned her head the other way.

"Sleep with me Miley." she begged once more. Miley couldn't help but be turned on, she knew she hadn't meant it that way but just hearing the words got her stomach turning.

"Alright alright Mikayla." Mikayla laughed hearing Miley act like she didn't really want to sleep in the bed. She knew very well that Miley had wanted to.

The girl rolled herself onto the bed, she thought she'd fall right to sleep but right then she felt Mikayla unintentionally pushing her butt into herself.

"M-mikayla" she mumbled subsiding a moan, but Mikayla was already asleep. It was too much to take she thought she was about to explode. It felt good, she didn't know why but it definitely felt good. A little too good, she thought. "Oh Mikayla you have no idea what you do to me, you have no idea how much I love you." she whispered to herself knowing Mikayla was asleep. How was she supposed to fall asleep? Of course she finally did, but that's when she dreamt something she'd never actually thought about before.

Miley was in Mikayla's bed by herself it seemed. Mikayla strutted out of the bathroom in nothing but a tight green cami and booty shorts.

Miley found herself looking Mikayla's body up and down hungrily, "Wow you look good"

She blushed after realizing what she had just said. Mikayla walked slowly, towards the bed before she propped herself on top of Miley, straddling her hips.

The body contact caused Miley to let out a loud moan. Mikayla leaned in, her mouth against Miley's ear while purring, "Thank you."

She leaned back inches away from Miley's mouth, Miley could feel herself getting hot. She gazed into those chocolate eyes lovingly and bit her lip as she realized she zoned out. The beauty only giggled at this and crashed her lips into a shocked brunette's. Miley's eyes were still wide open trying to understand what had just happened, but she felt no need to push this girl away. As she closed her eyes and the kiss became passionate, she felt a tongue brush its way passed her lips. Was that an accident? She thought to herself. Again, she feels the tongue lick at her own lips, begging for more. She parted her lips as she granted entrance to the tongue. Miley suddenly felt a hand go up her shirt, and all around as she moaned into the kiss. "Mmm don't stop..." she found herself saying. Mikayla was turned on by the sudden vibration in her mouth and let a hand slip into the girl's shorts and find its way to her most sensitive spot. Miley's mouth started to go dry as she felt Mikayla rub her. She licked the roof of Miley's mouth as she herself let out a moan. Miley felt her body boil like a pot of water but she was in no hurry to turn the blazing stove off. In fact she wanted it to burn hotter until finally pot overflowed with her erotic water spilling over the top and all over the stove. She started shaking ferociously as she felt her entire being erupt like hot lava -

Miley gasped and moaned, now wide awake but with her eyes sealed shut, she had never truly imagined Mikayla doing this to her the thoughts used to be just "She's hot" but now it was so much more, she continued to moan, "Yes... Oh my God I think I'm going to... ahhh yes please please don't stop."

She suddenly opened her eyes to see none other then the love of her life staring at her with her brown eyes wide in shock.

"M-mikayla..." she stuttered hoping she was still asleep in her amazing dream.

Author's Note - Tell me what you think please!