This is my first ever story for Sherlock (It's terrible, isn't it? Keeping you away from homework and other aspects of life... not that I'm guilty of neglecting such things of course...), if you can call it that, so please leave CC and please refrain from flaming. Anyways I had this idea one day while I was texting my cousin about poetry. I wrote a fragment of this then, and yesterday I took it out during class (It was study hall! Though I was supposed to be working on something else...oops.) and it became this! By "this" I mean Mycroft's point of view on the reason why John has a tremor in his hand. Now that that's out of the way, I now present, "Why?".

Why?

Death beckons with a sly, knowing grin

injecting walls into your blood

till the only escape is Deaths now smiling face

Memories race

through your blood

till the only way out

Is once again,

Deaths s g face

m n

i i

l

Begs the question,

Tell me John,

do you cringe away

from the memories of

Killing

of the blood

flowing like a river

The adrenaline

racing through your veins

nearly as fast Sherlock's brain?

Or do you miss it?

The scent of blood

as it slithers into your nose?

Helping a brother go back home?

Or straight back to that

Hellhole?

Risking your life

day after day

hour after hour

minute after minute?

Why must I give you this truth?

You're not haunted by the war, Dr. Watson, you miss it.

Why?