When he smiles or laughs
Even if it's not meant for you
You can't help but smile too
(Because you love him)
But then you tear up
Realizing you're never going to be the one it's meant for
...
And then you're angry
Because you laughed and then cried
Yes, now you're angry
...
But you change your thoughts
Well, you pretend
But it hurts so bad
You can't let go
You want him
He pretends to not know
You're alive
...
Then you see the other "him"
And he smiles
(it's meant for you)
You wish he wouldn't do that
It's like a reminder
That no one ever gets what they want
-(He doesn't. You won't)-
...
You can't take it anymore
"Mitchie, why?"
You hate that question
You just can't take it anymore
...
Not the smiles
Not the tears
Not the laughs
Nothing
It's all so far behind
(At least, that's what it seems like)
...
So you leave
Yes, you leave
(Because you're broken now)
You don't need this
...
One last look
You're not leaving much behind
___
Just your life
I was reading fanfics in the dark hours of the night and tada! This is what happens when I don't go to bed at a sem-idecent hour. Haha :) I really hope you liked that. I really enjoyed writing it. Writing angsty stuff makes me happy. Is that totally creepy? Wow. Anyway...
Please review! It would put a skip in my step and a smile on my face. Thanks for reading!