Jensen's heart is beating, always beating. In the rare moments he is silent, the hacker's brain matches words, or a word to the rhythm. Cougar. Always chanting Cougar. Over and over until the hacker wishes he were insane. He forgets in those moments how crazy he is.
It ends with drinking himself into oblivion and tonight is one of those nights. Jensen's hands are already shaking though he hasn't even started the second bottle. "Fucking hijo de puta." he whispers quietly. Cougar had let himself die because he could not stop hearing his angelitos.
What did it mean that Jensen could not stop hearing Cougar?