I have never done a Fanfic like this before! Please note it is a long Mature (18+) Fanfic that features uraboku's Characters. It has Romance, a bit of comedy, Angst, Rape and friendships. It is also an Mpreg! Which I have not done before so please let me know what you think but if you don't like I understand just don't read it lol I hope you like it!

Our little light

Chapter 1: My dear Luka

Yuki looked around he was surprised to find his was in the Twilight garden though he didn't remember coming from downstairs.

It is the mansion, not a doubt but it looks a little different? Not as old...that doesn't really make sense. Where's Luka... maybe he brought me outside for some reason?

Yuki looked getting more worried by the second 'It's no use...you won't find him if you keep looking like that' Yuki turned to see himself no- a him from the past, a female him. He knew who she was one look and he saw himself like a cracked but still clear reflection. She was sitting at a table drinking tea, watching him quietly.

What do you mean? He wouldn't leave me- us...

'No your right... he could never he cares too much but, that doesn't mean someone won't take him from us' she looked down sad... I know what she means...Luka is strong but he keeps getting hurt for me.

He looked at her and asked what he could do? He couldn't lose him, not Luka, however she just smiled. 'I'm sorry I didn't mean to worry you that much it's just...I guess I wasn't sure how to start? Why don't you sit with me first' Okay Yuki said and sat down next to her.

'There was always one thing I wanted through practically all our lives aside from maybe the first...do you remember what that was?' No I don't remember much at all its more feelings. She nodded and poured him tea 'I wanted a family...more to the point children' she looked at him and asked 'I always liked them, you?' Surprised but he decided to answer I love them... I grew up in an orphanage and they were the best part for me...

She smiled at this answer, 'That sounds so nice...I'm sure lonely too but better than being alone right?' Yuki returned her smile and nodded. 'Yuki...a lot will happen over the coming time...and a lot of you and the Giou members will be surprised. I just want you to understand you should remember what we've always wanted...to be a little selfish in this life, it seems it will be fine since our wish was granted'.

I'm sorry but what do you mean Yuki-San? Did you wish to forget...? 'What...no I couldn't do that...I don't know why you haven't remember much yet? I wished for something selfish but don't worry it won't hurt anyone just lots of surprise' she smiled tilting her head to the side a little but then her face went dark and the air went cold.

Huh? This is...? 'I'm sorry but you have to go back I can't explain right now...he's in danger, wake up...Wake up Yuki!' And he did with a start.

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He woke up to see the one who had woke him up, it was a very worried looking Sodom, "What's the matter Sodom?" as if to answer Yuki's question, lighting struck around the mansion, cold air smashed his windows and made Yuki's curtains thrash about. Sodom had transformed into his Wolf form, growling and ready to attack, yes... Yuki knew this ice-cold aura. Ice drifted around Yuki's now cold feet as he stood by his bedside, he looked over to the intruder standing in his bedroom and as expected its Regia.

"Kanata-San how did you get through the barrier?" Yuki asked "It took longer than I care to admit but that is Takashiro for you, I assume you know Why I am here?" he asked glaring and taking steps closer. Sodom pounced at Regia but he was sent flying into the nearest wall, "Leave him alone! Your here for me, not them?"

"Yes if you understand then come here and I'll give them the order not to harm anyone anymore, the zweilt and Luka will get away with barely a scratch" Regia offered out his hand. "If I go with you, you'll kill me won't you?" Yuki knew the answer but part of him wished he'd say no. "I have found a way to win this war and please the king, without killing you would you believe that?" he said this proudly knowing Yuki was surprised.

"What? You mean it?" Yuki looked for any sense of a lie but he wasn't finding one Regia nodded and came closer still, "There is only one condition, and it should be about a year I wish you to follow it or I will be back to burn your zweilts. I'll let you come home to live out the rest of your life untouched and if you have behaved maybe even a reward, your past memories that you wish for" Regia smiled knowing Yuki would have trouble resisting that. "The zweilts they will fight without me if need be" he said looking up at the man he once called brother, Yuki knew they were trying to get inside his room.

"Ah, no need to worry there; they will not be able to come after you. Knowing this plan would work the king has made me a very special barrier just for you. So what will it be Yuki life...or death?" Regia asked getting impatient. Yuki knew it sounded too good to be true but also to good to ignore, if only he could trust him then the answer would be obvious.

"Alright but I will fight back if I find out your lying Kanata" Yuki said next now looking straight into the cold necromancer's eyes. "So be it...Lu-fen" he took hold of Yuki and the door to infernos stood open a few feet above the mansion before Yuki could blink that's where he was. "What's with the chain?" Yuki asked pointing at the ice cold metal "Believe it or not it is for your protection, some Duras don't like you very much" he answered with a small grin on his face. "Yuki!" He looked in the direction of Toko, Tskumo and Luka all looking at him from below, Luka looked worried and angry."Ah...Luka" but Regia kept a tight hold and picked him up "We are leaving" Regia said.

Ah what no...I haven't had the chance to explain yet...at least let them know I'll be okay! The doors were quickly closing behind them so Yuki quickly shouted back "I'll be fine...Luka!"

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It had been a few weeks since Yuki was taken from them, the worry carved into every zweilts face, Takashiro could not find them anywhere though he was nowhere near giving up."Damn it... I can't take much more of this" Hotsuma was the most impatient or at least the one who showed it, his pacing was not helping anybody but they all understood. "We'll find him soon if not Takashiro...then you will" Sairi said as he glanced up at Luka who had his closed and was concentrating on something. "What? You mean he is actually trying to sense right now I thought he was just being sulky?" Hotsuma said surprised "That's rude Hotsuma, he would never leave him alone if he could help it, I hope Yuki is okay" Toko said when Luka said nothing while concentrating too much.

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Meanwhile more time has passed for Yuki in infernos, asleep for over a month he woke up to find himself in Regia's room. He should be back with food soon...he said he was glad I'm awake but I could tell it was because he was bored waiting not worrying. He...Regia, is acting very kind for some reason he hasn't told me what he wants yet, the only thing he did say was he waiting for the moon but...the moon is always showing in infernos so I don't get it!

At that moment Regia entered his room and locked the door behind. He placed a plate of food down and started undressing "Eat..." Yuki looked away as he got undressed grateful for the cranberry juice he could stare at, not that he hadn't seen Kanata change before but Regia seemed more humble about how he looked if that were possible.

Regia noticed Yuki's obvious train of thought and came right up to him "That reminds me..."

What the...?

Before he knew what was happening Regia had pushed him down onto the bed placing the cup to his mouth "I have yet to show you what your job is" Yuki watched as he took a mouthful of juice but to his surprise he didn't swallow it, he lent in before Yuki had a chance to process what he was doing. Harsh lips, forcing Yuki to drink before he was allowed to breathe again, with a cough he asked "What are you, what does that have to do with anything?"

What...something feels weird...I feel weak all of a sudden what was in that?

"Don't worry its only so you don't make a fuss not that I really care, just makes it easier" Regia looked down at him "Kanata-San..." Regia ran his fingers through Yuki's now longer hair "I think I like you with longer hair it suits you, it grew quick just like when we were children but I'm sure you haven't noticed how it makes you look... so humble"

Yuki went a little pink "What is this about just tell me what you want already" Regia looked at him still unmoving.

"Do you know why I kept you asleep for so long Yuki?" Regia asked in truth Yuki had no clue so he shook his head. "The King had a permeation, it's been a while since he has but even more surprising it was of your fate not mine" Regia watched Yuki as he took this in "It seems that sometime within the near future if born as a female you would have had a child, one born with so much power it would rival the king's" Yuki was stunned.

"Most would fear this from happening but instead the king was just interested to meet such a powerful being, however the king is aware you are not a female in this life which disappointed him very much so I came up with a solution to solve both our problems" He put Yuki on the bed completely and climbed on top. "I don't understand what do you mean by solution Kanata-san?" Yuki asked not being able to move at all, as well as interested in what he had to say.

"I cast a spell one that if it has worked will give me the ability to give you that child. Male or female doesn't matter it will be natural enough" Yuki was taken aback by this explanation; moreover he never thought this would be what Regia wanted from him? A child no... My child and moreover the King of Duras wants it!

He shook his head "That's insane Kanata-san, even if what you're saying is true you can't actually be thinking of just handing over a child like that I would never" "Yes I figured you would say that Yuki but it seems this was your fate before your past life wished to be a boy, now you know why she gave up the chance to be a mother, to protect it" Regia's words hit him hard.

That dream...So she was trying to warn me, looks like I realised that a little late...where to go from here?

"You look quite focused, what's on your mind?" Regia asks quickly holding Yuki's chin up "I was wondering what you were going to do next that's all" Yuki looked at him now he was feeling warm.

"I see you haven't realised yet but that's fine it'll be obvious enough soon, tell me Yuki I think I know the answer but better to ask are you still a virgin in this life." Regia watched as Yuki went bright red showing a big Yes sign, Regia laughed a little. "No need to be that embarrassed I'm only asking so I know how patient to be, but don't worry thanks to the drug from earlier even if you don't feel like agreeing your body will".

No that's...Kanata-san...he wouldn't but maybe Regia would?

He looked up at Regia finally understanding what he was going to do and Yuki simply said "No..." "It doesn't matter whether you agree Yuki it's already too late, you agreed to come with me so just do yourself a favour and don't fight back, the Zweilts will be fine then"

"If I'd known you meant this then I never would have...ahaaa" before Yuki could finish what he was saying Regia had sent a hand down his front. Oh no this must be the drug working...I'm reacting already...

"Hmm...Seems to be working well" Regia whispered into Yuki's ear "Your already hard Yuki? Don't hold back your voice you might as well enjoy it" Yuki tried to push him off with weak arms but Regia grab hold of his length and started to rub up and down. Yuki wanted to get away but that wasn't going to be happening any time soon, "Let...let go Kanata-San" Yuki tried pushing him away even more "Why? You're obviously enjoying this physical at least...and frankly I don't care if you want it because just this and I get what I have longed for over the past 1000 years" Yuki looked and saw the way he was watching him, with interest.

No stop it...that's not Kanata-san its Regia...I don't want this

"Ahh...no...hum" Yuki was covering his mouth but Regia pinned both of Yuki's arms down above his head with one of his own in ease. "Like I said let me hear you" Yuki shook his head but it was getting harder not to moan, tears were forming from the pain of biting his lip and knowing he needed help. "That look you're making...not bad, your close aren't you?" Regia asked but before Yuki replied he started trailing kisses and licking down his chin, neck and then started tease his nipples.

"Ahhhhnnnn..." Yuki's back arched involuntarily as he reached the edge, with white cum all over his stomach Yuki slumped back down weaker still, moreover he was hard still. "What why?" Yuki was mumbling to himself before he heard Regia again "Looks like you'll need more than that to even start to calm down".

Regia flicked the tip of Yuki's length, which made him jolt a little. "Don't..." Yuki said but looked at him out of the corner of his eye "Stop making a fuss when you know it won't stop this from happening or what...? Someone else you would rather have teased you" Regia said this with a smirk for he knew the answer was yes even if Yuki wasn't aware of it himself.

Yuki went red because of who popped into his head; he tried to shake off the thought.

What's he getting at...that doesn't change anything?

"You won't stop because I admit to that will you?" Yuki asked at him so Regia answered "No because you are truly being naive if you think being with that person would make you happy, lust brings pleasure but love that you believe in...It brings nothing more than pain but I don't care if it helps you to deal with this, why don't you imagine the Bloody Zess is the one holding you instead?" Yuki was surprised how he knew it was Luka.

"Don't look so surprised you are so see through, if he didn't care for you so much he probably would have seduced you by now, not that it matters now he is too late" Regia said all of this with a smile and before Yuki could ask him anything else he was flipped over onto his front, Regia used Yuki's striped clothes to tie his hands together.

"What are you doing Kanata-san?" "Stop it... if you call me by that name once more, I will stop being gentle" with slick fingers Regia looked at Yuki's pink hole "Not bad defiantly a virgin hole but we'll soon change that" "What do you?" Yuki tried to move but Regia held onto his hips.

"Ahhh..." What was that? His finger no...It's hot and wet...that's!

Yuki kept trying to move out of his grasp but couldn't Regia was licking and rubbing Yuki's entrance and it was making him shake whether he liked it or not. Regia stopped, forcing two fingers in scissoring impatiently. "That...It hurts, please stop Kanata-San!" Yuki asked clearly in pain Regia lent over him and whispered in his ear "No because you called me that again, I'm going to be a lot meaner than I planned to be at first". He bit down hard until blood drew from every place he touched, bruised from trying to escape Yuki had no strength but he kept trying to get away. "Please I don't want this, I only realized now but please I love Luka, only him like this so please" hearing how desperate the crying boy sounded he hesitated for a moment but made his choice.

"Then in that case Yuki tell, me where is he to save you right now? Scream in agony to show me just how much pain you are willing to take for him" Regia moved closer to him and before Yuki could do anything a sharp bolt of pain went up his hips and spine.

"Ahhhhhh, Ahhh...Ahhh, nhhh..." with each thrust it became more painful than the last Yuki was screaming as he felt blood trickle down his leg, "St...op I Ca-can't Ah"

Regia lifted him up slightly so he could thrust deeper, "So tight..." Regia was thrusting even harder now and Yuki was begging him to stop, but he kept going until feeling Yuki tighten around him they both came together. After breathing for a few seconds Regia pulled out of Yuki who tried but failed on holding back a painful scream.

Yuki was sobbing quietly as Regia got dressed until he started to walk to the door he asked "If this works will you really just hand over you own child to the King of Duras? I don't think even you want to do that Regia..." Yuki was right but as he looked back at the boy to deny him, Yuki was out cold. "Like I said Yuki...it's too late" Regia said as he made his way back to clean up and place him in bed.

Thanks for Reading, please read chapter 2!