Written for Mystii's Freeverse Challenge
Characters: Sirius/Alice
Prompt: Disgust
He's just laughlaughlaughter
&& you so w i s h to be his
because he's gorgeous
he's funny
&& so over dramatic.
You've fallen for him
&& the bump was a little painful
because you know
That he just doesn't see you
At least not in that way.
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You are just too d i f f e r e n t
he's elegance to your
clumsiness
confidence to your
shyness
what could he ever want with you?
You pass by the m i r r o r
&& shake your head in disgust
at the creature that gazes back
She could never capture his attention.
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You're envious of those girls
the ones who stand a chance
because they are beautiful
so unlike you
No girl lasts long on his arm
it kind of gives you h o p e
maybe he hasn't met the right girl
you could be the one
but it's a foolish thought.
At every new conquest of his
you just want to crycrycry
because he never seems to notice
You are right there loving him.
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You know you don't stand a chance
because you can never be that
b e a u t i f u l
c h a r m i n g
e l e g a n t
f u n n y
Just like all those other girls.
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Look away from it, sweet girl
you know it's only lust
its nothing to be h e a r t b r o k e n about.
So maybe you aren't right girl
at least not for him
but stop putting yourself down
as though you were w o r t h l e s s
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Open up your bright eyes
&& just take a look around you
someone else is suffering
But it's you he is looking at.
So maybe he's a p r e f e c t
instead of a p r a n k s t e r
&& maybe he's h a n d s o m e
instead of d a z z l i n g
but he's so good for you.
He sees you so clearly
&& you're beautiful in his eyes
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Stop being disgusted
by what you see in the r e f l e c t i o n
nobody is ever perfect
Let go of your childish fantasy
of making the player fall in love
&& just f o c u s on your own
Happily ever after.
I really hope you enjoyed.
As ever reviews are my chocolate.
Kerr X.