Never Let This Go

By rainxface

Disclaimer:: I own nothing of the sort, really. Mainly just the laptop this is written on. Yeah. XP

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much

The voice was killing Max – almost to the extent of suicide.


And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

No way in hell did Max ever want to be the one taking orders – she was the leader, meaning, "I don't take orders, I give them."


Please don't get me wrong

Don't underestimate her – she's strong and powerful.


Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

Fang always thought she had lots of pressure on her. She was only 14 years old and mothering 5 out of the ordinary kids. He always thought of her as someone that he could depend on – until she took that cretin with her to save the world.


One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright

She said nothing was wrong almost everyday to 5 kids, and herself.


And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Fang couldn't show emotion, no matter how much he had in him. He was the strong one, and he had to keep it that way.


Please don't get me wrong

Fang doesn't ever give in. He fights til the end.


Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

She had to save the world, but he knew she could change her life to anything else if she wanted to. He could change the world with the three words that spoke the most, no matter how simple. She always made decisions for the best, but lately he seemed to have thought she was making some mistakes.


Let this go, let this go

Do whatever you want to, he would think.


But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

She would always be the one saving the world, trying to be the peace maker. But couldn't she have understood the three words that would help her in so many ways unexplained, but yet so simple. She always needed someone to back her up, and Fang could do just that – he would be the one saving Max from anything and everything.


I'll never let this go
I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

She couldn't let go the love of all of her family, let alone Fang. She wanted to tell him, but couldn't. She knew that sometime or another, Fang had changed and probably didn't want her.