Prologue

I don't know where the next road goes

After leaving Jamie at the new studio, NBR, Jude Harrison made her way to Tom Quincy's house to talk to him about her decision. Jude walked down the sidewalk, her hands in her pockets and the wind blowing lightly in her hair. She stopped after a few feet and stood in front of the house that Tommy lived in. Jude just stood there, staring at his front door.

Come on Jude, you can do this. He won't hate you.

"Are you just going to stand there all day?" Jude heard off to the left, her thoughts being interrupted. Jude saw Tommy coming around from the side of his house, carrying Chinese takeout. "Do you want to come in for a minute?" he asked, quirking his eyebrow.

"Uh, yeah. Sure." She replied, following him up the porch steps and entered his house. They stepped into an entryway that had a nice wood finish on the walls and floors. Tommy put the sack of food on a table by the coat closet and stripped himself of his leather jacket and slipped it into the closet. Jude took her coat off and gave it to him. Tommy picked the sack back up and led Jude down the hallway to the kitchen. He sat the sack on the counter and started to unpack the Chinese containers. Jude sat on a bar stool at the island and silently gazed at him and tried to work up the courage to tell him what he needed to do. He won't hate you. He can't hate you. Just tell him. Everything will be fine.

"Chopsticks or fork?" He asked her, interrupting her thoughts once again.

"You know what I want." Jude replied coyly. He threw a pair of chopsticks at her playfully and handed her containers of rice and orange chicken. Tommy stared at her while he took a bite of beef and broccoli. "What?" she asked, seeing that he was still staring.

"Do I know why you're here?" he asked in curious tone.

"I don't know. Do You?" Jude looked away from him and lowered her head.

"You're not coming with me, are you?" he asked in a pained voice, putting his container and chopsticks on the counter.

"No. I'm not coming with you. But there are things that we need to talk about before you leave." She replied, putting her food and chopsticks down too. Jude hopped down off the stool and walked around the counter to stand in front of Tommy. She took hold of his hands and stared up into the depths of his eyes. He stared back down at her with a confusing look. "I decided that I am going to stay here and produce at Jamie and Paegan's studio. I want to go with you but there are things that you need to workout for yourself. I know the pain and stress you've gone through lately and in your past but you're not ready for me. Not emotionally." Tommy just stood there, just staring at her, the wheels in his head turning. He let go of her hands and put his hands on her hips. "I love you, Tommy, and I'm going to wait for you to come back."

"I understand what you're saying but I really want you to come with me. I need you to come with me. Who knows how long I'll be away from you." he said sadly, a tear escaping his eye.

"You won't be away from me. You know how we've always had this connection. It's going to keep us together. When you come back to me, we'll be together, really together." Her hands went up his arms and around his neck in an embrace. His arms went around to her lower back. "I love you Tommy."

"I love you too Jude." He whispered into her ear and then kissed the spot beneath it. Jude breathed in deeply, filling herself with his scent. Her stomach doing flip flops, her heart beat speeding rapidly, feeling a tingling feeling in between her legs and in the pit of her stomach.

"Tommy, I want you, before you leave." She whispered in a throaty voice. She felt him nod his head as he slightly pulled away from her. Tommy looked into her eyes and licked his bottom lip.

"I want you too. I've never wanted anything more than to be with you. Are you sure you want to do this before I leave for god knows how long?"

"Yes, more than anything." Jude whispered, biting the bottom of his ear. Tommy groaned and lifted Jude up onto the counter and kissed her deeply. Jude kissed him back as he held her arms to her sides and held her to him. Tommy removed his grasp from her arms and moved his hands over to her soft breasts and massaged them softly. Her nipples became hard, and she moaned, their mouths still touching. Tommy pulled his face away from hers and smiled. He pulled Jude off of the counter and took her by the hand and led her up the stairs to the master bedroom. Saying nothing, they moved to the bed. He sat down on the edge and Jude came up and straddled his lap and ran her hands up and down his rock hard body, and literally ripped his favorite shirt open. Tommy looked a little shocked, but didn't seem to care as she kissed up and down his chest. He leaned back as she kissed down to the waist of his pants and undid the button and zipper. She pulled him out of his boxers and got on the floor on her knees in front of him, and wrapped her mouth around him. Tommy closed his eyes and moaned as she pulled him all the way into her warm mouth. Jude used her hand to massage his testicles and moved her mouth up and down on his now fully hard member. Tommy's legs started to shake violently.

"Babe, you keep going and you're gonna have a throat full of cum", he said breathlessly. Jude just smiled and kept going. Not even a minute later, he let out a long and loud moan as he exploded inside her mouth. She swallowed the substance in one gulp and removed him from her mouth and gave the tip a little kiss. They both stood up and stripped each other slowly. Tommy, taking Jude's shirt and unbuttoning it, peeling it away from her. Tommy grabbed her by the hips and started to unbuckle her belt and pull her jeans down her legs. Jude pulled his pants down his legs while she kissed his chest and bit lightly at his nipples. Tommy reached behind her and undid her bra and pulled it from her arms gently, trailing kisses across her shoulders and chest. They kissed passionately as they lowered themselves onto the bed again. Tommy laid Jude down and looked into her eyes lovingly.

"I love you." Jude looked back up at him.

"I love you, too" She whispered back. He kissed her gently and stood up on his knees and leaned over to the bedside table and rummaged around in it.

"Shit!" he said low under his breath.

"What's wrong?" Jude asked as she sat up on her elbows. Tommy turned to her and looked down in shame.

"I don't have any protection." He said slowly. He looked up at her and thought that he would see a look of disappointment. He saw the exact opposite. Jude sat up all the way and pulled him toward her.

"It's ok. I'm on the pill." Jude saw the look of surprise and disappointment on Tommy's face. "Don't worry, you're my first and I'm on the pill because it helps regulate my monthly visitor." Jude chuckled slightly. Tommy let out a low breath and leaned back over Jude with a smile and kissed her deeply.

Tommy slowly pulled her black lacy boy shorts down her hips and spread her legs wide, rubbing his hands down the soft skin of her inner thighs. Jude closed her eyes, enjoying her love's gentle touch. Tommy got on his knees in between her legs, positioned his member at her opening. He started pumping in and out of her slowly, watching her face for any indication that she was in pain. With one hand, he lifted her leg onto his shoulder, the other rubbing her swollen clit. She moaned softly and he he took that as a que to pump even harder. He pushed into her, the momentum making her moan louder and louder. Tommy then grabbed her by the waist and pulled her onto his lap as he sat at the headboard. They kissed passionately as she used her legs and hips to spring on top of him, pushing him into her as he pressed his pelvis into her body to penetrate the best he could. She ripped her mouth from his and started moaning loudly. Tommy grabbed Jude's waist and pushed her down onto him hard as her walls closed tighter around him. Moments later, Jude could feel her muceles clench, building up to an orgasm, as Tommy was ready to cum deep inside her. They both moaned louder, and louder, until they both undone, him pumping his juices inside of her while hers mixed with his. She put her arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around her waist. Her body collapsed against his, and he kissed her all over her face and neck. They lay down on the bed facing each other, still breathing hard. Tommy pulled a blanket over their still naked bodies, kissed her softly, and fell peacefully asleep with her wrapped in his arms.

The next morning Tommy stirred in the morning sunlight realizing that the night before had been a dream come true for him. He looked down at her, still asleep in his arms. Her hair covering her eyes and her hands linked with his. Tommy breathed in deeply as he appreciated the smell of her sweat mixed in with his. He had never been happier in his entire life than he had been at that moment. Jude started to stir and tilted her head up to see Tommy smiling down at her.

"Hi." She whispered.

"Hi." He whispered back. He leaned down slightly and kissed her softly. Tommy pulled her tighter against him and he sighed deeply. "I don't want to get up but I have to. My plane leaves in a few hours."

"I know. How about we get up, take a shower, go have breakfast, and I'll take you to the airport?"

"Sounds like a plan." He replied. Kissing her softly again. Tommy got out of bed and pulled Jude with him into the bathroom.

Tommy and Jude were standing in the terminal of the airport. Sitting in the waiting area for his plane to board, Tommy was holding Jude's hand, caressing the top of her hand with his thumb.

"Are you sure you don't want come with me?" he asked, trying to charm her with his smile. Jude fully turned to him and smiled back.

"I'm sure. You need to do this on your own. I'll be here in this very spot waiting for you when you get home." She stated and kissed him softly.

"So, I take it that what we did last night was sealing the deal?" He asked with a grin.

"Yeah. A promise."

"Red Eye Flight 578, Toronto to Bangkok, Thailand; now boarding. Please have your boarding pass ready." A voice stated over the intercom.

"Well, that's me." He said, standing up and pulling Jude with him. Tommy encircled his arms around her and held her tightly against him. "I'll miss you, so much." He kissed her head and slightly pulled away to look in her eyes. "I love you Harrison. And I will be coming home to you."

"I love you too Quincy. Call me when you land so I know you got there safely." Jude replied with a smile. Tommy leaned down and kissed her hard and passionately.

"Goodbye." He whispered. Tommy let go of her and turned around to grab his carry-on and walked toward the door that led to the plane. Before he entered the tunnel, he turned in her direction and gave her a sad smile.