"Let's play truth or strip." Suggested Stacie everyone way in agreement except Beca. She didn't want to bare her life to everyone but stripping would also do that. The Bella's would see all the scars on her body and kick her out. Just like every one else did. 'Fuck it' Beca thought to herself as she took a swig of whiskey relishing in the burn as it trickled down her throat. It was Aubrey's turn first. "Beca" Aubrey began. "Oh come on" The small DJ muttered under her breath. "What was that bruise you had on your arm last week from?" Shit. She could say that she had hit it until it was numb or she could take off her shirt - since Stacie said it couldn't be hair ties, bracelets and things like that - "Oh I...I um...I ran into a door." Beca chuckled nervously and Aubrey didn't look convinced but let it slide. After Stacie and C-R both removing an item of clothing Jessica turned to Beca. "When was your 'first time'. No way in hell was she answering that one because her 'first time' was also the time she started cutting. "Anyone got a blanket?" "Beca you can't cover yourself up. There's rules against that." Pointed out Stacie. Stupid rules. In one swift movement Beca took off her shirt and held it across her chest for roughly 5 seconds before Stacie leaned over and took it away from her. The small Bella curled up on herself hiding the revealed skin as best as she could. Noticing this Aubrey looked at Beca with a questioning gaze but the self-conscious woman looked away. "Hey Becs are you okay?" Asked Emily "Y-Yeah why wouldn't I be?" "You've got some scratches on your arms." Beca gulped before looking around the circle with wide eyes. "Pshh no I haven't Em." "Yes you do Beca" Jutted in Stacie yet again. Couldn't she just mind her own business for once? "Beca come with me" Cautiously Beca followed Aubrey in what she guessed to be the blonde's bedroom and watched the captain sit on a desk chair. "Are you self harming Beca?" Her tone made her seem like an authortive parent and Beca wouldn't lie to someone like that. "Yes" Beca looked down at her feet playing with her hands. "Come here" The brunette did as she was told and sat next to Aubrey who placed a kiss on her forehead. "It'll be okay Beca. I'll help you. We'll help you." And for once Beca let herself belive the comforting words.
See ya next time-Zigglez