Okay this is a short about Mason because well after the last episode how can anyone not write about Mason?

Rating- PG-13

I do not own the rights to anything having to do with Instant Star

It pretty much started when I was about twelve. Everyone was running around the sixth grade pairing off into 'girl friends' and 'boyfriends' and I realized that I didn't want a girlfriend. I didn't really know what it meant at the time... I do now.

I fought it for so long, I had little girlfriends, then I went into high school and dated a couple girls but mostly focused on my music.

I came out to my parents when I was seventeen...My dad broke two of my ribs he hit me in the stomach so hard. They came around though, he still looks at me strangely though. I had my first boyfriend at eighteen, I was just out of high school. It lasted seven months, we broke up and I auditioned for Instant Star 2... they said I was the broody cowboy. Whatever, it worked for me.

I didn't tell G-Major I was gay, it would distract from my work, and it was private. Then I met Jude, I'm saying this in a platonic way, but I think she's beautiful, funny, smarter than she thinks she is. I wanted to tell her, so badly.

I thought she knew, thought she was observant enough to catch the signs. Found out that wasn't true. She asked me to that awards show and I said yes, of course I said yes. I think she's beautiful and kind and fun to be around and I was dueting with her.

Then she said that comment, it was a joke now that I think about it... Doesn't matter. It came out then, funny phrasing don't you think? Anyway, I'm glad she knows, I hope she can trust me now.

I get the feeling Jude Harrison is hiding quite a few things herself.