This is my second anime fan fiction.

Note: I do not own Fullmetal Alchemist

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Chapter one:

Its hard to let you go.

"While the angels sang a whisky lullaby…" The words escaped the lips of the Flame Alchemist as he set the shot glass down with a small thud on his desk. Letting the intoxicating liquid slowly take over his mind, numbing all senses. He silently got over from his chair and made his way toward the window, resting his forehead on the cool glass. His eyes traced the path of falling snowflakes, from the time they entered his vision until it gently fell onto the ground. 'I wonder if it is snowing there also…' He thought to himself as he gave a deep, tired sigh. Just then a figure caught his eye, a figure in the snow waving up to him. In that instant he pressed himself from the window and got his coat, hurrying down the multiple flights of stairs.

"…What are you doing here?" Mustang said, the amount of alcohol consumed slurred his words making them hard to understand. All the figure did was smile widely at the Colonel, holding out a hand for him to take. Roy gladly took the hand of figure. "Your hands are so cold…Fullmetal."

"Shhhhh…" Edward said as he took a step closer to the once hated alchemist, so close he could feel the warmth radiate from Roy's soft skin. "Your pain will be gone soon enough." He sweetly whispered as Roy leaned down and softly brushed his lips against the ones that he thought he would never see again.

"Lieutenant…Lieutenant…"

"I missed you Fullmetal." He said as he closed his eyes and rapped his arms tightly around the waist of the small teen, never wanting to let go.

"Lieutenant…Lieutenant…"

"I missed you too…" Ed whispered wrapping his arms around the Colonels neck, breathing softly and closing his eyes.

"Lieutenant Colonel Mustang, wake up!"

"How are you here?" Mustang said in a soft tone, looking at his lover in his golden eyes. "If your on the other side of the gate?"

"God damn it! Where is Hawkeye? …She can wake him up…"

"I'll explain it all later when there is time." The young alchemist said as he slowly began to disappear from sight even though he was still in the arms of the Colonel.

"Lieutenant Colonel, wake up you lazy son of a bitch!" Hawkeye said placing the cold tip of her handgun to Mustangs forehead, putting her finger on the trigger.

"You aren't really going to shoot him are you?" Havoc asked as he placed a cigarette into his mouth and soon lighting it.

"Of course not Havoc, you know I'd never shoot Mustang even though I want to…" She mumbled as she kicked out her subordinate's chair from under him, causing Roy to fall face first on the ground.

"AHHH! What the hell…" He mumbled as he got up, holding his head and giving a tired yawn all at the same time. Looking up at everyone he gave a deep sigh as he picked up his chair and sat back down in it. "Okay, what the hell was that for?" He commanded as he eyed everyone who had smirks and smiles on their unusually bright faces.

"Nothing sir!" Havoc said as he ran away to his desk, pretending to bury himself in the loads of paperwork that was due.

"Whatever…" Mustang mumbled again as he stood up and headed out the window, looking outside hoping to see what he saw in his dream. "Damn it, why did you all have to wake me up?" He asked more sternly then before.

"S-sir were worried about you, you've haven't been yourself." Riza spoke up in the softest, most gentle tone she could.

"Okay, so?"

"You've been acting differently sense you had to seal the gate to the other world, it's like your missing something that no one can find for you…"

"Get to the point, I have no time." He said as he pulled out a pen and began to sign the papers on his desk, trying hard not to break down and spill his heart out to someone like Hawkeye even though he knew she wouldn't think less of him.

"…I miss the kid also, Alphonse was the last of the links to Edward now that he's gone we have nothing…only memories." She whispered as she walked away, eyeing the ground.

With that last thing Mustang dropped his pen and closed his eyes. 'Only memories, only memories…memories of what? Me yelling at the kid, watching him and his brother go away. Yah what fond memories I have of Edward Elric.' He thought as he gave another deep sigh, until he felt something on his cheek, soon followed by more.

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Yay! First chapter to my second fan fic is done -does happy dance-

I'm thinking of doing a Pretear one, still not sure :

Please read and review thank you 3