He May Lie , But I Could Never Hate Him
He lied to me . He never loved me . We spent three years in a marriage . I spent it all loving him . He spent it all by fucking me and the red haired mousey bitch Karin . He said he just married me so that his clan could live again . She could not have children . He said that he never loved me . He said that he loved her . I hated her , but I could never hate him .
I could say that I hated him , but that would be a lie . I could never hate the man that was the father of my twin son and daughter . He gave me the two best things that could ever happen to me .
He said that he loved them . But , he also said that he loved me . It was a lie . Our whole life together was a lie . I watch as he walks away from me with Mikoto sitting on his shoulders , and Kyo running ahead . They are going to the house that we shared for three years . The house that he now shares with Karin .
Maybe he was lying to her too . Maybe he said that he loved her but , it was a lie .
I sit at the table in the den drinking a bottle of sake . I said to everyone that I loved having two whole days to myself , away from my children . That was a lie . I hated that every Friday that I would have to watch him walk away with my children . I let the poison flow into my mouth . It helps to dull the pain of the lies that he has told me .
I sit there wishing I could go back to a time where I thought that he loved me . I wish I still did not know that when he said that he loved me that it was a lie . I hear a knock at my door . I stagger to the door and open it . I see Jugo standing there with a good horror movie in one hand and a bottle of vodka in the other . I smile and let him in .
" Another bad friday ? " he ask even though he knows the answer .
" Every Friday is a bad one . " I reply as Jugo slides the movie into the DVD player . Jugo was a good friend . The only person from team Hebi that stayed on my side when Sasuke and I split . Karin was happy that she finally got Sasuke . Suigetsu was happy that he no longer had to listen to Karin whine about Sasuke still being married to me .
" What movie did you get ? " I ask .
" Friday the 13th . " He states as we watch the previews of coming movies .
" Which one ? " " The old one . The new version doesn't have enough blood and gore in it . " I smile because he knew just what made me feel better on Fridays . I love to see other people suffer , but only if I don't love them .
" I hate friday . " I say .
" I know . " He says while hitting the play button . We watch as the movie starts and a lake comes on screen .
" Do you hate Sasuke ? " He ask .
" Yes . " I lie and he know it .
" I know you don't . "
" I know . "
" Don't you hate lies ? " I ask .
" Yes . " I snuggle into Jugo's side and watch the movie role , but not really watching it . I am still thing about the lies . I grab the bottle of vodka and drink a few swallows . The drinks help me live another day full of the lies . One day I think , I'll ask him if he still lies .
Lie : Anything that decevies or creates a falsehood .
That is what Sasuke Uchiha did to me . He told me lie after lie , but I could never hate him .
Disclamer : I do not own Naruto !
A story to celebrate spring break ! Three weeks out of school !
Later !