He Saved Me
By xXShirokiryuuXx
Sooo... I wrote this pretty late at night, I've been sleep deprived for a week, and made this up having no idea what I was writing. There. Is. No. Plot. Gaah! Have you ever read those poems in The New Yorker? You know how the lines don't always make sense? Well, I tried doing that. disaster I was not meant to write poems... Yes, this completely sucks.
This is set from the Trigun Maximum manga. The italic lines are based off of one quote. Try to guess who it is! (I know it's not very hard...)
Disclaimer: If I owned Trigun, would I be writing fanfiction? No, I'd actually be putting this in the manga! (Oh, the horror...)
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I knelt and watched
Barrel of the gun pressed to my forehead
Seeing my whole life pass in front of me
You!
You who say you can save everyone
But the corrupt... will you redeem them too?
Dirtying your hands with the sins of the forsaken
Destroying yourself in the quest to help them
I remember the past
Fighting to keep my sanity among those tormenting nights when I gave up
Wishing I could die until
He Saved Me.
But I could not die there, as I hope to now
Looking around and seeing these blood-splattered walls
I regret
The things I wish I could still do
But all that matters is that He Saved Me.
Once upon a time I thought I was different. That I could stand above all the other filth.
To stay in his light and become pure
But truth...
He Did Not Mean to Save Me.
No one has ever cared about me.
He Hates Me
You pull the hammer back
Squeezing your finger on the trigger
Is that pain my heart breaking?
I cannot care anymore.
And because He Wants Me to Die...
I Will.
--The End--