Hinata is a murderer: Leave! Ch1.

It was another sunny day and in Konoha was a calm day, which made Konoha's shyest kunoichi happy. Hinata Hyuuga was slowly walking through Konoha's street to hospital because she had to help Sakura to heal other Konoha's ninja after Pein's attack. Hinata was the best medic ninja in Konoha and she knew that but she was happy to even change bandages because then Sakura and other medic ninja could heal people.

She walked in hospital and Sakura noticed her. –You're early. – She said while healed some guy who was badly injured. –I know. I thought that I could help out little bit more. – Said Hinata and shyly smiled. –Did you even had a rest after nightshift? – Asked Sakura and finished healing. –Yes. – Answered Hinata. She lied. Hinata couldn't rest now because there were too many people who needed help.

Hinata saw that Sakura was exhausted. –Sakura you should rest. – Said Hinata worriedly. Her cheeks as always were little bit red but Sakura noticed that Hinata looks confident in herself now. –I can't. I need to take care after injured. – Answered Sakura while started to heel another guy. Hinata came closer and placed her hands on Sakura's hands. –Look Sakura, your chakra is almost used fully and healing now takes much more time than before. If you will rest now, you will be able to heel more people later than now. – Said Hinata and smiled. Sakura knew she was right, but still she couldn't leave. –I will send someone after you if we will need any help. Don't worry. – Hinata said and took her hands off from Sakura's. –You promise? – Asked Sakura and Hinata nodded.

-I believe in you and I know that you are good medic ninja so I am leaving you as a principal for now. – Said Sakura and smiled. –Hyuuga Hinata while I am resting is main Medic Ninja so if you have any questions or need any help, ask her! – Yelled Sakura and Hinata blushed, because everyone was looking at her and Hinata wasn't used to it. –Okay. I am leaving Hinata. – Said Sakura and left. Hinata quickly changed in nurse clothes and started to work.

After eight hours Hinata was used to the rush. She had to run from one patient to another and her chakra was slowly coming to its end, but Hinata didn't want to give up easily. She remembered every time when she wanted to send someone after Sakura, that Sakura worked three days without any rest and before that she worked for a week every day for 16 hours.

Hinata came in to ward where one of her close friends was. It was Kiba and he wasn't in the best state. Hinata came closer to him and looked at his wound. He had few broken slat and it was hard to breath for him. Hinata didn't had her usual blush at face and not because it was Kiba, but because now Hinata was exhausted and she had to collect all her chakra which was left, to heal Kiba.

When Hinata was done with Kiba, she looked out of the window and sighed it was night outside and Hinata was tired. She wasn't home for third day, if not counting that she went there to change. When Hinata wasn't in hospital, she trained because after Pein attacked Konoha, there were left not many good ninjas and Hinata wanted to become stronger. She couldn't protect Naruto back then and that haunted her. *I couldn't protect the only person which I loved.* She sighed at her thought.

When Hinata was sitting in front of Hospital entrance and healing little girl, who was only about 7 years old, she saw Sakura. Sakura looked much better. She looked full of strength and that calmed Hinata, because she was too worried about her.

-Hey Hinata! How are you doing here? – Asked Sakura and Hinata shyly smiled. –P-pretty good. We healed around 60 people today. – Answered Hinata. Sakura knew that Hinata meant the whole hospital. –And how much did you healed? – Asked Sakura and Hinata blushed. Hinata finished healing girl and smiled. –This girl was 30th. – Answered Hinata quietly and stood up. –Hinata take some rest. – Said Sakura and lightly hugged Hinata. –I-I am o-okay. I'm not t-tired. – Answered Hinata and smiled. –It's okay Hinata. You did a great job today. – Said Sakura and Hinata blushed.

Hinata was innocently pure. She never doubts, never blames, never cheats and never accuses anyone. Nor did she ever steal anything that she knew wasn't hers. Be it materials, be it attention of anyone. She knew her limits. She was forgiving. She barely got mad. And when she did, a simple apology from the perpetrator was all it would take for her to soften again. She was clean. Her soul, her love. There was a truth in her.

But that didn't helped her in life. Hinata knew that someday there will happen something what will make her change her mind. Hinata knew that someday there will happen something that will make her usual blush fade away and she feared that it will happen soon, because right now everything was so strange. She barely ever was at home and she had no idea what happened there. Every time she came to change at home, there was some guy, who worked as Hiashi's partner, who was watching her.

Hinata looked at Sakura. –I will be back after few hours. – Said Hinata and smiled. *She isn't blushing and stuttering.* Thought Sakura as it seemed strange for her. Of course Hinata wasn't always really red and she didn't stutter much in front of everyone, only in front of Naruto, but Sakura never noticed that Hinata can be so calm. –Take your time to rest. – Said Sakura and Hinata smiled little bit wider.

Hinata already knew where she will go. First to her home to change in training suit, then to forest to train until she will fall asleep from helplessness. That was what Hinata usually did after Pain attacked Konoha.

While Hinata trained, she put her feelings out. The feeling of pain, self disgust and rejection that she felt every second of the day... Even when she was doing other things, somewhere, in the corner of her mind, someone or something was reminding, that Naruto didn't response to her confession. He was acting as if he has forgot, no, as if she never confessed to him. Hinata wasn't selfish and she wasn't dumb, to not notice the fact, that he liked Sakura and the fact that Sakura liked Naruto, yet, she hoped that Naruto at least will answer her, that he doesn't like her… She hoped, that Naruto will be honest whit her, but it seemed, that for Naruto it was easier to act as if he never heard her saying those words… Saying that she loved him…

Sun was already rising and Hinata headed to home, to get some sleep, because she knew, that Sakura will be exhausted soon and Hinata wasn't selfish, to think only about herself… She had to do her medic ninja job.

After she slept for about four hours, she went to hospital and she joined Sakura… At first she was saying, that Sakura has to rest, but, even if Hinata had on a tonal crème, she still noticed blue-black rings under Hinata's eyes…

At night, when Sakura ordered Hinata, to go home, as she nearly lost her conscious, Hinata went to her favorite place in Konoha. It was a lake, where the full moon was hanging beautifully in the sky. She fell asleep…

When Hinata woke up, she had a bad feeling… Something had happened and she rushed home. There were a lot of people… Even Tsunade, the fifth Hokage. –Where were you? – She asked, when saw Hinata. –I was at the lake. – Answered Hinata seriously as Tsunade seemed angry.

Hinata made her way to her father's room, from which was heard crying and whispering… Hinata fell to the ground when she saw Hiashi, without any sign of life, lying on the ground. *He… He is dead…* Thought Hinata and felt that everyone was staring at her. She didn't have the strength to blush. The she heard someone saying. –Look how she is acting… She killed her own father and now is acting as if it's a surprise.

Someone took Hinata's hand and soon she was in her own room. –Did you killed your father? – Asked Tsunade. –That's… I would never have done that! – She replied. –I know that… But… They will never believe. It all looks so real, that only you could kill him… – Said Tsunade and Hinata sat down on her bed. Tears still were not coming out from her eyes. –What should I do? – Hinata mumbled. Even if Hinata already knew that she doesn't have many opportunities. –I wouldn't say that it's the best thing to do… But… Leave Konoha… Take everything you can with you, take money and leave! – Said Tsunade…

Hinata hesitated… She knew that Tsunade was right, yet, how could she leave Konoha behind! How could Hinata leave Sakura alone in hospital! How could Hinata leave Naruto unprotected! How could Hinata run away from problems! She promised to herself to never again do that! But what else she could do?

-Come on Hinata! That's the only thing you can do in this situation! I will do everything to not let the fact that you are under suspect about Hiashi's death spread! – Said Tsunade. Hinata got up from bed and started to move around the room as robot. She packed her bag and did everything as Tsunade ordered. –Where should I go? – She mumbled again. Of course Hinata knew what was around the Fire land, but she hoped that Tsunade had an aim where Hinata could hide…–Anywhere your eyes are showing. – Said Tsunade hesitantly and then pulled out something from her pocked. It was her purse. –Take them, you will need that. – Tsunade handed her purse to Hinata and hugged her. Hinata didn't resist. She wasn't selfish, but she couldn't say no to Tsunade as she knew that Tsunade was right…

And she left… No one even noticed her. Hinata left Konoha never looking back…

I'm still dancing
Now were burning
The heat was rising
And now we're breathing more and more

Can you see me now?
Can you hear me now?
When I'm dancing through the fear
Will you catch my fall?
Do you know me at all?
It's like you never notice me….
It's like you never notice me….

I'm still trying
I'm not tired just yet
My eyes are drying
I never dreamed that you'd forget

In my room there was doubt
Now the words can't come out?
We were friends, we had heat
Now I choke when you speak
Because you never notice me….
Because you never notice me….

Can you see me now?
Can you hear me now?
When I'm dancing through the fear
Will you catch my fall?
Do you know me at all?
It's like you never notice me….
It's like you never notice me….

I confessed right?pour my heart out?I told him that I loved him...yet nothings changed

sure the sun comes out at the same time and the birds still chirp merrily in the morning but the anguish pain I fell wont go away

So this is what they call love ...the happiness and pleasure,security is all a blanket of false hope all it gives is pain,self disgust and rejection

I know i a weird dark girl aint that of a status to match your sunny brilliance but...can't I have hope that maybe one day miraculously you might return my feelings...?Is that too mush to ask for?I guess it is...because well you forgot about the blue haired one who intervened on faith to save your life...

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Maybe he had been blind all this time. That, or he just refused to see it. The fact that he wanted someone for him to hold onto, the fact that he needed someone for him to whisper his pains to... There wasn't anyone else who could give him that kind of comfort. He knew, it could only be her.

He knew that if it wasn't her, then it was no one. Yet, he pushed her away from his sight. Drove her away from his very being. And then locked himself away from her.

…

Until recently, that is. Until just recently, that was what he had been doing. But he learned to accept everything. Her everything. Finally, he learned to accept his everything.

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"Hinata..."

Sasuke muttered as he eyed her while she was cooking their food in the kitchen. She turned her head to his way, smiling. That ever so innocent smile... never failed to give him fluttery in the pit of his stomach.

"Dinner will be ready soon. Can you wait for a little bit more?"

She misunderstood when he called her name. For sure she thought, he was being impatient for the food. Which he wasn't. But he let it go, as there wasn't a point in correcting her. He just smirked before nodding.

He then decided to watch her, his eyes following her every moves. How could have he denied her? This frail woman who was always a support to him. How could have he hurt her? When all she ever wanted was to give him the comfort he was seeking.

Because of his idiocy, he almost lost her.

"...Sasuke-kun..."

He snapped from his trance when he heard her call for him. He didn't response, instead he waited for her to say something. He waited... and waited. In the end, nothing else aside from his name had come out from her that evening.

…

…

Sasuke, who was known as a genius, wasn't really a genius when it came to her. It was as though she could point out all his failing parts. As though she could see through his dirty self. But never ever had she said all those out in words. She understood him perfectly well. And she accepted all of him, his failures, his perfection, his mistakes, his affection.

Hinata never said something that would hurt his pride. And sometimes, he'd wonder if she could read people's mind.