I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
Ahsoka watched as Anakin and Padmé looked at the Christmas tree, they were spending Christmas Eve at Padmé's. Ahsoka had a blanket wrapped around her as she watched the happy couple from the couch. She knew all they wanted for Christmas was to be together.
Ahsoka felt a tinge of loneliness and sorrow as she remembered her own Christmas wish.
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
She could barely remember the last time she saw him; it had seemed so long ago.
His contagious smile, his hypnotic eyes, his gentle touch, it was all so vivid in her mind. She just wanted to be able to see him again.
All I want for Christmas
Is you
She just wanted to see Lux, that's all she wanted for Christmas. Just to be in his arms, to feel his warm embrace, that's all she wanted this year; to have Lux for Christmas.
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
She watched as Anakin and Padmé stood by the fire in each others arms. She pulled the blanket tighter around her and rested her head on her knees. How she wished that could be her and Lux together like that.
She glanced at the tree and at all the presents under it, she knew a few of them were for her, but she didn't care. She didn't want any of them. Lux was all she wanted; Lux was what she needed for Christmas.
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas Day
She looked at the two stockings belonging to Anakin and Padmé above the fireplace, and she thought about how she had refused to hang hers.
No amount of gifts or hot chocolate could make her happy this holiday season, only Lux could.
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby
She watched as Anakin and Padmé disappeared from the room, sighing when she saw how happy they were together. She badly wanted that for herself.
She wanted Lux to be hers, more than anything in the galaxy. She had wished so hard for the past few weeks to see Lux this Christmas, but there was never any sign of him showing up.
Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
And I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
The snow was drifting down from the clouds in elegant flakes, landing and then dissolving on the planet.
Ahsoka stood up and let the blanket fall off of her shoulders, she stared longingly at the mistletoe hanging above the door. She wished she and Lux could be underneath it, together and completely lost in each other.
She couldn't help but walk over to the mistletoe hanging there. She fingered it with her small hands and sighed deeply, Lux, where are you? She thought sadly.
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
Ahsoka had hoped and prayed that she would see Lux for Christmas, but it seemed impossible at this point.
The falling snow and frost outside the window reminded her of Lux's soft gray eyes, she knew it was against the code, but she wanted him to be hers this Christmas. She didn't want anything else that would come for her.
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do?
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You
Was it too much to ask? Was it just too much to see Lux this Christmas?
Ahsoka closed her eyes and sighed as she let her hand fall from the mistletoe.
The fire crackled, reminding her of the warmth Lux always had. She always felt so safe in his arms.
Oh all the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
Ahsoka walked over to the window that overlooked the city.
The lights were shining brightly in the starry night against the dark sky.
The tops of buildings were covered in snow; Ahsoka couldn't imagine a more romantic atmosphere. I miss you, Lux. She thought.
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need?
Won't you please bring my baby to me?
This was such a happy time of year, bringing friends and families closer together. Why was it so miserable for Ahsoka? All she wanted was Lux.
He was all she wanted in life, why couldn't she have him? It wasn't fair.
He was all she asked for, he was all she wanted, he was all she needed. She only wanted to see him, just to see him again.
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Ahsoka was about to retire to her bed when she heard a knock at the door.
She stood up and walked to the door. She opened it to see what she had been wishing for, what she had been praying to see for so long.
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You baby
She fell into Lux's arms as he hugged her tightly; he had been wishing to see her just as long.
She felt his warmth and protectiveness towards her, and she felt wanted. "I've missed you," Lux whispered to her.
"I've missed you, too," Ahsoka said breathlessly. She felt complete now that she was in his arms again.
All I want for Christmas is you
The two withdrew from their hug, lost in each others eyes.
That's when Ahsoka got a devious idea.
She looked up to see the mistletoe, and Lux looked up as well.
All I want for Christmas is you
They both looked at each other again. Ahsoka and Lux slid their eyes closed and their faces moved closer together.
Lux hesitated when he felt Ahsoka's warm breath on his face, but he overcame his fear and softly pressed his lips to Ahsoka's.
In that moment they both felt complete. Ahsoka had gotten what she wished for that Christmas, and so did Lux.
All I want for Christmas is you
Just came up with this, thought you guys might like it :-)