"You know you are just really crazy. You are just too intense, someone…. Who cares way too much. You need some guy who wants you… it's not me" My now ex-boyfriend said over a text message before I tossed my phone to the side. It seemed like I wasn't in pain anymore when a guy treated me like this. I was always told I was too intense and cared too much. Wrestling was my escape in a world of madness and loneliness. I sat there looking at my phone before picking it back up.
"Supposedly I care too much, I love too hard and my heart maybe too full. I was dumped because of this… Now Wrestling is my escape again and maybe I need a man like WWEBrayWyatt in my life. The mix of madness and strength" I tweeted before I bit my lip noticing that I tagged him.
"Shit" I mumbled trying to delete it before seeing a notification.
"You are a beautiful creature, don't listen to that trash. Intensity creates fear in those who aren't like us. We are the fear, embrace it my dear. Our reality is others madness" I read the tweet before feeling a couple stray tears in my eyes. I saw a DM come through and instantly felt my heart start to beat quicker in my chest. I tapped on the notification and saw it was from him.
"I meant what I said, you are such a beautiful creature. Please do not let this break your heart. He is a stupid, stupid man and one day he will see the error of his ways. You see I can tell your heart soul are pure unlike much of his cruel, twisted world. Some man will be so lucky to have you one day. Believe me, I'd only be so lucky if I ever met you. I'd worship you like the queen you are. Like no man in the world has ever worshiped a woman." I read as my hands shook. The words actually made me start to feel better but I still was shaken to the core. It was so much, to someone who he did not know at all. I didn't know what I could even say.
"Thank you for that, I really needed to hear everything you said. I know you really don't mean all of that though. I mean you are Bray Wyatt and I'm… nothing." I typed before typing send. I was afraid of all of the possibilities. What if this was some sick joke that someone was playing on me? What scared me the most was, I could feel myself needing to hear more.
"You are right, I am Bray Wyatt but you, my dear, are not just nothing. Whoever made you believe that deserves to suffer. You are beautiful, so damn beautiful. I can feel your spirit and I feel like I've felt it before. I can't tell you where but I know I've felt it. Maybe in a past life or in a strange place. Forgive me if you think this sounds entirely too forward. I don't me to scare you." I read the next message and looked away thinking this couldn't be real. I knew Bray was… strange in the ring but for something like this to happen, it was almost impossible. I watched the line blink on the screen waiting for a reply.
"I've scared you away haven't I?" A line popped up as I instantly jumped, almost throwing my phone from my hands. This was my one chance to turn around but I couldn't, I felt the pull, that I needed to see where things could go.
"No, not at all. I'm just in shock that this is even real. That you could even want me at all" I typed quickly before smiling down at my phone.
The only thing to change over the next couple weeks was that we went from talking in direct messages to now texts, FaceTime, calls. I could sit for hours listening to him talk about everything in his world and sometimes the only way I could get to sleep was to hear his voice. He even recorded himself talking so I would be able to sleep on the nights we couldn't talk for hours. I knew that I was getting in too deep with him but I couldn't quit him. I stood in front of my mirror looking at myself; my hair perfectly curled, my lips with the perfect shade of red lipstick, and a black lace fit flare dress on. Bray would be picking me up soon and I more than anything wanted to impress him. He told me every day I was beautiful even though he had never seen me in perfect but I wanted more than anything to blow him away. I heard the knock at the door instantly jumped knowing exactly who it was. I could feel my stomach starting to ache in nervousness as I slid on my black wedge heels before shuffling my way to the door. I took a deep breath and straightened out my dress before pulling the door open slowly. There behind my door stood Bray, holding a dozen dark burgundy roses in his hand.
"You are stunning" Bray said his smile widening as he handed me in the roses.
"Thank you, I'm going to put these in some water if you would like to come in" I said taking the flowers and opening the door of my apartment a little wider. He walked in slowly as I moved into the kitchen to get a vase. I saw him watching me the entire time after closing the door behind him. I put the roses in water and he walked into the kitchen behind me. I could feel my hands nervously shake as he stood behind me. He moved his arms on either side of me and I looked up, our eyes instantly meeting.
"I've never gotten around to asking you something" He said as I instantly feeling my heart racing.
"Do you fear me?" He asked lowly as I searched his eyes for some idea of what he was about to do next.
"No, I… I do not fear you Bray" I stuttered trying to hide the fact that I was nervously watching his every move.
"The world fears me Darling, you are no different. I can see it in your eyes, you don't know whether I'll end your existence or be your existence. Whether I'll drag you down with me or drag you to the bedroom where I'll show you every twisted sexual urge I've had since I saw those beautiful eyes" He said as my eyes never left his.
"Yes, I do feel an attachment towards you… a magnetic force dragging me to you but you can't say you don't feel it. I know you do, but you are afraid, not of me but of what the world will see. What people will think of you, that you somehow you will no longer fit the mold of what they want of you if you choose me…." Bray said moving his face closer to mine as I shook my head.
"Darling I'd give you the world, I'd make everyone bow at your feet because I am the eater of worlds and you… you are my queen" he said as I closed the space between us, our lips crashing down on each others.
