What must be said before the end.
Summary:
What happened after Miroku declaration to Sango, and ask her to be his wife. An alternate ending of that episode or what happen after this episode (Episode 132: The Most Dangerous Confession of monk Miroku) you choose. What If Inuyasha had already choose between live or died, become a youkai, human or stay hanyou and about staying with Kikyo, Kagome or alone. What Miroku said this time make Inuyasha wanted to tell only Kagome this, but there's some prices to pay for his secrets to be revealed what might that be?
(Character name) thought
Baka: Stupid, Asshole, Moron, Idiot etc.
Goshinboku: God Tree.
Miko : Priestess.
Kitsune : Fox Demon.
Chapter 1: All secrets out!
It was sunset almost the night when the declaration of the monk, hit Sango heart by asking her to be his wife and bear his child.
Kagome P.O.V:
How romantic! Well, in a way! I wish Inuyasha would be the one saying those words to me... What am I thinking? He love Kikyo, I'm just his shard detector, but sometime he act like we're close friends. I wonder what I really represent for him. (Sigh)
Normal P.O.V:
(Inuyasha): Keh! The pervert finally gets Sango the right way... Well, for the moment!
He than turn is head toward Kagome who looked to be in deep thought. She was smiling and looking at the nice scene with a loving smile until a blush appeared on her cheeks, but quickly fade away to become a very sad look that just crush the young hanyou heart. She was on the edge of tears he could smell it. Even if her face returns to a smile, he knew her too well. This was one of her fake smile she put up when he follow is undead former lover's soul collector to meet her. Since Naraku had killed her for the second time, Inuyasha was feeling twice as guilty about her death. It soon changes when the young miko was kidnapped by Naraku's incarnation while he had followed a false lead of Kikyo's survival. She nearly died because of his foolishness.
He had time to think of his priorities like with who he's in love with and why this one not the other. He knew the girl from the future's feeling toward him, since she yell it before he burst into the room where she as been held captive. He didn't say anything and didn't have any reaction, since she was in danger he just didn't thought about it at that moment. It was his entire fault, he felt even guiltier about it.
Today he know for sure of witch his heart desire the most, is soul was at home every time with this miko of the future. Yes, he was in love with Kagome, he didn't tell her that he choose her because of Naraku's tricks, he couldn't bear seeing another woman he love deeply being kill or turn against him.
(Inuyasha): Miroku has a point, if I died before telling her then that was pointless.
He knew that the monk and Sango would stay there for a while and then come back to the village. So quickly and without a sound, he turns toward his beautiful angel he then shows her a quiet sign. She nodded to him; he then picked her bridal style.
(Inuyasha): I must find the perfect place without any interruption and someone seeing us! Wait I got it!
He started heading toward a very special tree that both he and her knew the Goshinboku. When they were there he climb with her still in his arms. He then carefully put the girl in his lap so she wouldn't fall. She was looking at him with a confused look; he smile at this knowing that she'll have strong emotions coming. It takes a deep breath because of the long trip without rest and with quite a speed he just did with Kagome in his arms. It takes him almost the night just to come here.
With Sango and Miroku:
They were holding hand and sitting side by side, loving each other company. Until something jump out of the bush and got onto Miroku's shoulder.
Shippo: Miroku! Sango! Sniff... Sniff! Kagome and Inuyasha left me all alone!
Sango: When exactly did they leave you and where were you? (Blush)
Shippo: Well... We were spying on you two, then when you finished talking they storm off without me.
Miroku: Well they understood that we needed sometime ALONE!!! (He was really in a strange mood tonight)
Sango: They're probably at the village so go there and if they're not, then wait for us to come back. It that okay with you, we'll come soon?
Shippo: Kay... (His tiny voice answer, with some sob he walks away).
He disappear heading toward the village, but Inuyasha was farther than that!
Sango: You shouldn't have yell like that, he's just a child and those two are like parents for him.
Miroku: I know I don't know what came over me! We were having such a wonderful and peaceful moment.
Sango: Who said it was finish? (She put a cocky smile on her face)
With Inuyasha and Kagome:
(Kagome): What was that? Yeh I understand the respect of Miroku and Sango's privacy but to let Shippo there. Further more we're not in the village like suppose to. Instead I'm in the God tree with the Hanyou of my dream and not only this but in his lap face to face. It's so confusing! What?!? He smiled at me? It almost looks like a loving smile, but it can be... He must thinking of Kikyo.
(Inuyasha): What Happening to her? I smiled at her and she start feeling sad, does that mean that she change her mind since that day. It hurt just to think of it.
Is face fell and hide his eyes behind two band of his hair. She saw the change in his face and the way he hide himself behind those bang, she decided to confront him about his attitude.
Kagome: Inuyasha? Why are you acting so weird and why the long face? What are you thinking, you smile seconds ago?
Inuyasha: And you! Why did you pass from confused to sad, after I smiled at you?
Kagome: I didn't...
Inuyasha(Getting angry): Spare the lie Kagome, I can smell your emotion like I can smell blood miles away. I know why you were confused. It's because you were wondering why are we here alone, but why when I smiled at you, you almost cry in my face. Tell the truth for once, be careful I'll know if you lie.
(Kagome): Why does he insist so much! I can't back away now, I can't runaway because I'll break my neck. Wait if I make a deal that he can accept I may be able to get trough this without telling.
Kagome: Okay let's make a deal! I'll tell you what you want to know, only if you tell me what were you thinking back then!
Inuyasha: You got yourself a deal wench!
(Kagome): What I never thought that I'd accept! Damn!
Inuyasha : Now, before I tell you this you need to know many things. You got to promise me to listen without stopping me or thinking why I tell you that, because you may get the wrong idea. Do you understand?
Kagome: Hai, I promise!
Inuyasha: Thank you. I was thinking of your confused look, and how what I was about to say to you would change it, into probably many other look. When I saw you're confused fade away into a sad one just after I smiled back at you, it hurt my feeling.
Inuyasha : It makes me doubt about what I've heard you said some time ago. I was about to back away what I was going to say to you, but because it's you I force myself to continue what I wanted to talk you about.
Kagome was about to say sorry and ask what had she said that he heard, but Inuyasha glare at the miko making her shut her mouth and remember the promise to keep quiet until his done talking.
Inuyasha: The event of you abduction by this infant that Naraku created and something you said that day triggered something that made me think. It made me think about life and when the Shikon no Tama and Naraku will be both gone. I also thought about my foolish action toward Kikyo's appearance and her second death. Many times I left you unprotected and you almost died. I feel guilty and shameful.
Inuyasha: I realise something that only I should've known until Naraku's defeat, but the pervert made a point. How can I say what I've been holding for a while if I died in the last battle. Therefore, I want you and only you to know about this I know it will be hard to keep it to you. So I ask you to promise me to keep my three decisions until I said it myself out loud. You can speak I'm finish for now.
(Kagome): Wow! That must be serious and why just me, does he trust me that much? Three decisions? What could those be? I'll make something clear about his restrictions.
Kagome: I'm flattered that you trust me that much. If I must know this and not the others, does that mean it only apply the people of the feudal Japan?
(Inuyasha): She'll surely want to tell her family about this. It couldn't hurt to let her do it.
Inuyasha: Only your family for the moment, because it may be a big burden for you to have on your shoulder until the end.
Kagome: Thank you! Now what are those decisions, I promise not to tell anyone except my family.
Inuyasha: First, you can find yourself a wish for the jewel of the four souls because I don't want it anymore. I'm fine the way I am.
Kagome: Really... So you realise that I was right, you're already strong enough as you are.
Inuyasha: Feh! I killed so many full-fledge demons, so yes you were right.
Inuyasha: Second is that if Kikyo is alive(Kagome's smile started to fade away, but Inuyasha didn't let her erase it) I'll only help her spirit rest in peace by killing Naraku. Meaning that I won't go to hell with her, because I want to live and Kikyo's spirit won't go to hell but in heaven. By then you'll have your pure soul back to normal.
Kagome(blush): You really think I have a pure soul?
Inuyasha: Without any doubt! Ask everyone you've help in this world.
Kagome: I'M happy to hear you say that you want to live! It's selfish of me, but I always hoped that you could find the will to live without going to hell.
Inuyasha: Well, you appreciated my first decision and like my second. I hope you love the last one.
Kagome: I hope so too. Go ahead surprise me even more!
Inuyasha: Oh you'll be surprise all right! You'll also be depress because of the restriction I gave you before I start telling you all this. You remember them don't you?
Kagome: I cannot speak any of it with no one except my family and you. (She smiles at him with such happiness that he couldn't resist telling her)
Inuyasha: Damn, I much I love that smile of your!(She was now red like Inuyasha kimono) I wonder how you manage to fall in love with me, an hanyou! I don't deserve that much, but how can I resist an angel with such beautiful smile. Sit me to prove me that I'm not dreaming of such beautiful and pure girl of the future.
(Kagome): Is this really Inuyasha? Does he mean that for real, pinch me somebody!
Inuyasha: That's my last decision, I choose you. I love you Kagome Higurashi, not the copy, not the shard detector, not Kikyo's reincarnation. You the girl who fall for my hanyou side, understand and help my human side and learn to tame my demon side. The girl from the future who frees me from an eternal slumber, you're the one that break the shell around my heart built by my dark past. You've opened the path for me and I hope you for a great future together. Would you, after the final battle and if we're both alive of course, become my mate and form a family with me lord Inuyasha son of Inutaisho and lady Izayoi?
She was stunned by such confession and demand, she start crying of joy and pain because of the restriction. She would have to wait until their quest is finish and that might be long. She then smiled remembering something.
Kagome: So you heard me when I break free from that evil child!
Inuyasha: Well, you did yell and I was and hearing range so yes I heard. It takes me some time to realise my feeling, than when I realise it I kept it from you and the others because of Naraku's tricks.
Kagome: I love you too Inuyasha and of course I want to be with you after we defeat that bastard.
Inuyasha: I'm rubbing too much on you bitch!
Kagome(getting angry): What did you dare call me dog boy!
She was about to sit him into oblivion because she thought it was an insult, but the half-demon quickly put a hand on her mouth to stop her. By then, she was fuming.
Inuyasha: Come down! If it's the bitch comment well take it as a compliment after all I'm half dog demon. If you are going to be, my mate then that makes you my future bitch.
Kagome: Oh! Sorry, but since we cannot speak of this to anyone, you're only allow to call me this at home. You must explain that to my mom before calling me that.
Inuyasha: No problem. You know I feel like a big weight as been remove from my shoulder.
Kagome: That's what talking about our problem with someone else does. You know I don't want to force you, but it would help you if you could speak with one of our friends or me about what happen in your past. Like your childhood, it may help you learning about yourself and you would be less distracted in battle.
Inuyasha(sigh): Your probably right. It will take me time to tell you all, but you must share what I shared to you with your family. I'll tell you my past only in your era. Don't tell Sango, Miroku or Shippo that already too much problem and live too much. Shippo is just a kit and I don't want him to pity me. So it's your turn, what were you thinking back then?
Kagome: Well as you know I was confused on why did you just brought me here living Shippo behind. You than smile lovingly at me, but I remember that you love Kikyo so you must be thinking about her.
Inuyasha: It's my fault that your heart doubts my action toward you because I break it so many times. I couldn't see I much you mean to me, and I can said sorry enough for you to forgive me.
Kagome: I already forgive you. Now want are we going to say to the others, Shippo will see that we're not at the village. We can't just walk in the village and said we were here alone. I know that he and Kilala can smell us coming this way.