AN: Bella never jumped off the ard never went ot the volturri.
Bella
20 years...20 years since I've heard from Eduard Cullen.Even then I dont
want to see the loook on his face or hear the words the words that he said."It will be as if I never existed"
huh. As if that could ever be.Even if I was atill human , that's right if .It was 20 years ago that I came home from school only to find charlie dead on the floor with his neck snaped.She didnt even bother with his bood. She was only looking for one thing.Me.I was actually on my way to jakes and I decided to see if charlie had wanted to come. It was dec.12.
It was a cold as the blood that would no longer run through his veins. Cold just as it would be the rest of my life. 3 hours later my heart was still and cold. All I could fell was the pain .The fire that burned through my viens in every part of my body.It was completely unberable.Luarentte was right when he said he would be doing me a favor.Victoria had totured me for what felt like yaers slowly and painfully breaking probobly every bone in my body.Then there were warm worried hands soft caresses as someone held onto me.
Jake says I had been writhling in pain for only 2 days but it felt like forever. Later I had woken up in jakes warm bed.When I finaly came down the hall he engulphed me into a hug but then almost imediatly dropped me.His scent burned my nose and his blood was taunting to me. Calling out to me I heard his pulse quicken as he saw me scratch at my throught.
But to be completey honest I wasnt that uncomfortable sure the scent was prety teasing but it still had a bad after taste that it left on my tongue as I tasted he air.
"Jake I cant take it anymore ! You guys still cringe around me when I walk in the room . You and quil are the only ones who dont seem effected anymore and pual is always trying to kill me!" I sighed and threw up my ahands in a frustrated failed attmpt to get jake to let me out of the house that always left me exasperated.
"I'll be back I promise its no like its gonna be forever.And we have some time I mean you havent aged a bit in 20 years! I promise."We had had this dicussion many times before but I had never gotten this close to braking him down.I of course was presmed dead so I wasnt allowed to go outside of the reservation.Isabella marie swan had been murdered oalong twith marie swan on dec.12 along with charlie swan police chief.
Now there was a perfect bella named Isa.Get it Isa-bella? Ya I know its lame but I couldn think of anything else but that and all the other names just sounded wierd to me with my face."Fine but make sure you come back Im not happy about this bella. Im really not."Jake over the years had grown to sound alot like charlie.Jake wasnt happy about he idea bu teven though he hated the stink he definatly prefered me better when I was still within seeing distance of him.
I had already saved up the money and went packing to france. Originally i had thought about going over to denali but I wasnt sure about running into the cullens and I definatly didint want to have them knowing about my change.
Eduard didnt want me then he wouldnt want me now.I couldnt handle that again. I mean how many times can you mngle a heart? Even a dead one.
So I headed toward france. Since I dont sleep my new apartment was already set up. I draw now one of my many talents. No. Not those talents. I dont know if I have speacial talents due to being a vampire I never tried. Although I have had alot of practice in the patience department I dont know how long I could stand it! Any way i draw now and mostly of my memories ones that I dont remember to well and want to keep forever.But mostly just of me and him our medow the field. That day.the day that he left. The days after he left. The day I died.I might open up a gallery after graduation. yep.Graduation again I cant believe that im gonna be going back to highschool.Like I didnt have enough right? But what else am I supposed to do with the endlessness?
So im going back to junior year the year that everything in my life changed. where all those fairytale stories canme true and landed on my face with a happily never after .So grabing my backpack off the floor and running outside to my buetifully polished motorcycle fit for me it was a Harley Black Widow that jake would have loved and I promised he could ride when I came back. I got ther in under two minutes which was fine with me . I ent to my first period and read one of my favorite books.Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespear.Oh and by the way Im not always this dull. Its just today is a special day. Today just so happens to be December 12.