1 Always yours

by willowrose1616

Summery: Buffy runs off to L.A. after she found out she was pregnant and Dawn and all the scoobies don't think Buffy should keep the baby. WARNING: deals with rape but not vivid descriptions

Chapter 1

As soon as Buffy got off the plane she started towards the hotel. Since that night a few weeks after the end of Sunnydale she doesn't like to be out on her own at night. Buffy ran as fast as she could to the hotel. Once Buffy was inside she made sure the doors and windows were locked before settling down. Buffy had just laid down when her cell phone went off. Buffy groaned when she saw who was calling her. She debated before finally deciding to answer it.

"Hello" Buffy said groggily into the phone.

"Buffy where are you? I've been calling you all day." Dawn said nervously.

"I'm somewhere Dawn and I'm not coming home so don't wait for me." Buffy said then hung up the phone. Soon after Buffy had hung up she was asleep.

"Who did this?" Giles asked standing in front of where Sunnydale once was. "Spike." Buffy said then turned around where she was faced with a man and a gun. "Give me your money." The mugger demanded. "I don't have any." Buffy said scared. She was too scared and depressed to do anything. The mugger then grabbed Buffy by the hair and threw her into his car and proceeded to rape her. Then threw her out of the car. Buffy just laid on the ground until someone came and helped her up. Buffy closed her eyes and when she opened them again she was in the hospital in front of the doctor. "Miss. Summers you're pregnant." The doctor said. Buffy closed her eyes once more and the next time she opened them she was sitting in front of Giles and the rest off the scoobies. "Buff we love you and we're here for you no matter what but you can't keep this baby." Xander said and Buffy just looked at him. "I know what you guys think." Buffy paused taking a breath then continued. "But this is Spike's child and I'm keeping it." "Buffy you know vampires can't have children." Giles said as if he was talking to a baby. "I know they're not suppose to but it's Spike's. I know it. I know it!" Buffy screamed waking herself up the tears streaming down her face. Buffy looked around the cold lonely hotel room and shuddered pulling the blanket up around her neck. The room was just too lonely, she had to get out. The room was worse then being outside at night. Buffy ran as fast as she could. She had no idea where she was running to she just ran. Soon after Buffy left it started pouring down rain, but Buffy didn't notice. The images of the mugger kept running threw her mind, that and her doctor's words 'Ms. Summers you're pregnant.' Buffy collapsed on a bench in a heap. Buffy knew that she should find shelter but she didn't care right then. Buffy was now about seven months pregnant and showed all of it. Buffy wasn't sure how long she sat there before someone came up in front of her. Buffy looked up as soon as she saw the shadow from the street light and pulled away as fast as possible.

"It's ok miss we won't hurt you, but you shouldn't be out at night alone especially in your condition." The man said and Buffy looked up at him.

"Wes?" Buffy said quietly and Wesley just looked at her.