Disclaimer : I don't own the characters.

Pairing : Luke x Thalia.

Set before the Sea of Monsters.

Sorry for the misspellings, I'm French.


Dearest Thalia,

While I'm writing this, you're a tree. A freaking tree. The day you died was the worst day of my life, I was broken. Why did you leave me? Why did you have to be the hero? I knew you had always wanted to be one, but it doesn't explain why you abandoned me. I was alone. Sure, there was Annabeth, but she wasn't you. I used to come to your tree every day, and I could almost picture your smirk. But after my first and last quest, I stopped to visit you. I just couldn't. I was ashamed, hurt, and full of hate. I still am. Zeus could have saved you, the day you died. Isn't he the most powerful god? But he didn't. I hate him for not saving you, I hate Hades because he sent his monsters after you, and I hate Hera because I know she broke you, even if I don't know how.

I will revenge you, I swear it. But to succeeded, sacrifices need to be made.

Kronos started to visit me in my dreams. At the beginning, I didn't want to join him, I knew he was evil. But then, he said he could bring you back. The thought of seeing you again made me feel alive again. I needed to see you, I knew you would be on my side. I hope you will be, when you'll be back. I do not want to be your enemy, Thals. I will never be. Perhaps we could say I'm your almost lover, your best friend. I did all of that for you. I would have killed to see your face again, and I'll. I will poison the thing I love and I hate the most in this damn world. Your tree. It will hurt, but I hope you won't be mad at me. You just need to know that it's the only way to bring you back, that's what Kronos said.

I asked to one of my spy to put this letter in your cabin, I hope you will find it and that you won't destroy it. I'm a traitor now, after all. A traitor to the camp, but not to you. I will always be loyal to you, always.

Forgive me, please.

I love you,

Luke.


Did you like it? I will write a second part, when Thalia finds the letter.

EDIT : There was a small paragraph missing in the story, sorry. I will write the second part very soon.