My White Angel

It's a cold night, the full moon is shining brightly in the sky and the stars are out. I'm standing on the balcony of a tall building, looking out at the brightly lit up city. But the city isn't the only thing I'm looking at.

I'm looking across the balcony at the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, more beautiful than the pale moon, more beautiful than the stars, more beautiful than the lit up city. It's the girl of my dreams.

My knees feel weak and my stomach is in knots, I've had her as a team partner for a long time, and we were just friends, but I want more now, I want her in my arms, I want to hold her, kiss her and protect her.

As I continue to stare at her, I see her shiver like a loose leaf in an autumn wind, her pure white fur shines in the bright moon making her even more beautiful, she then turns to look across to me, and my heart skips a beat, her green eyes are so beautiful, so entrancing.

I can never take my eyes off of her, the way her white fur shines in the moonlight, her purple wings that remind me of an angel, and her graceful lean body, just looking at her makes me want to go over and touch her.

She smiles, oh God! I feel so weak, weak because I'm in love, I walk over to her, she's shivering more with cold, I take off my long black leather coat and put it around her shoulders, she thanks me. I look into her eyes again.

She looks into mine and smiles again shyly, that beautiful smile, I put my arm around her and pull her towards me so I can give her my body heat. She looks up at me and smiles, her cheeks have gone a bit pink, she looks even more beautiful when she blushes.

She looks into my eyes and thanks me, she then places her hand on mine which is resting on the balcony, I can feel myself getting hot all over, her sparkling eyes make me melt. Without thinking I put my hand on her shoulder. I cannot help it but her touch makes me so happy, so loved, every-time she touched me it would feel so pleasant, so warm, for I deeply loved her.

The next thing I know, she leans up to move her face close to mine, one hand moves up to my shoulder, I can feel myself getting very weak, as her hand moves up higher, I slid one hand around her waist. I then lean towards her, the next thing I feel is her soft lips on mine.

Oh God! I feel like I could faint! Her kiss is so sweet, sweeter than I imagined it would be, and her body, she's softer than the petals of a rose, all my anger and torment of my past seems to melt away, I could stay like this forever.

She pulls away, she's blushing, I nuzzle her forehead with my black nose, I swear I have never felt more love than ever before, not since my previous love was murdered before my eyes, my tears sting when I remember it, but now my new love is here, I feel it easier to bear now, it's what she would have wanted, for me to be happy.

She pulls away from me, her lips slid from me, she's breathless, I swear I've never felt so happy I've kissed the girl of my dreams. She looks up at me and smiles; she then whispers those words I never thought I would hear her say. "I love you". My heart begins to soar. I hold her close to me, she nuzzles her face against my chest fur, "I love you too Rouge" I whisper to her, I kiss her forehead and hold her closer, not wanting to let go.

I think back to Maria, this is what she wanted, for me to be happy, and I am, I'm here with Rouge, the one who cares for me, the one who will keep me standing, now I believe that for the first time in my life, that my heart has fully healed.