"Why are we doing this?"
"Because I love you too much."
"How can you think that is a problem what-so-ever?"
"So. Please William, don't."
"Buffy your 15 and I am only 16. We are way too far into this. We have to break apart before we get to deep in."
"I hate you William. I HATE YOU. I hate you!"
"Buffy."
"I hate you. You stupid, rude,-Oh God I love you so much it hurts."
Buffy fell into the arms of her love. Tears rolled down her checks.
"I have to get out of here. I need to go." Buffy said.
With that Buffy ran out of the small house and into the rainy night. Her legs carrying her as fast as they could. The rain that poured onto her blended in with the pain she felt.
"Buffy don't..." William yelled out to an uncaring girl.
'How could you hurt me so bad?' Buffy yelled at no-one in particular, 'How?'
Her body froze; she couldn't do anything, but sit in her small ball and cry. Her body shook in pain. She could barely breathe. Everything was being killed in her.
William began walking to her. He knew she would need time.
'It has to be this way Will,' His mind yelled to him, 'She has to get more than you.'
William saw her there sitting in the middle of the road. He saw the pain inside her. The pain inside him rose. Her body looked fragile, though usually strong and confident. She wasn't moving, just looking off into space as the tears dried on her checks.
He walked to her. She didn't move at all. She just wiped her nose.
"Buffy I..." William began.
"Will, I always thought I would like to live by the sea. To travel the world and live more simply. I don't know what happened to that dream. It's just a thought, only a thought."
"I don't know Buff."
"What do I do know?" She said looking to him.
"Whatever you want to do."
"Your best-friend I've come to be. How did I lose that?"
"You know I can't-"
"No. William, no. I love you. Everything fine detail about you. The loser in you. Every small detail. I care about your life and everything in it. But you don't feel the same about me."
"Yes I do. You know I do Buffy."
"Then what the hell is this?" Buffy yelled and rose up to her feet ready to fight out her pain. "HUH? Why kill me? Why break me? Got any good damn reason? Come on I'm listening."
"To save you from me?"
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"I refuse the hurt you. And you are unhappy with me." William said turning away.
"I was happy with you. Sure we fought but everyone fights."
"Everyday? You would get mad or annoyed everyday and I would mess up everyday."
"I was working on fixing that."
"Well I don't see it working."
"So this is it. You're just going to give up on me? NO fighting. No trying?"
"I have been fighting for 4 or 5 months now."
"Are we done for now or is this for good?" Buffy said after thinking.
"Only time will tell." William replied before even thinking.
"So much promise in your eyes."
"There will be other guys who will whisper in your ears. Say they will take your sadness and your fear. They may be kind and true; they may be good for you. But they will never care for you more than I do."
"I can't do much but be your friend."
"To the end."
"Through the end." Buffy quickly stated.
"Buff..."
"Yeah?"
"You still my girl?"
"Always."
"I love you."
"I know." Buffy began to walk back to her car, when William stopped her.
"Hug me one last time."
And she did. She wrapped her body around him. She felt his heart beat on her own. The smell of him was intoxicating. His arms felt so great where they lay softly. Everything fit. She loved him and he loved her.
Finally, after a minute holding onto each other, he pulled away. Buffy stopped him.
"Dance." She commanded.
"You sure you want that?"
"One last time."
As if some soft music was playing, they danced. Slowly barely moving at first. Just blending body movements together. Then they stopped and Buffy walked back to her mother's car. William stood and watched her go. Tears streamed down his face.
Buffy drove to the end of William's road, and stopped at the stop sign. She put it in park and cried. Her whole body shaking, her face red and tired. When she finished she drove off to sneak back into her home and finish crying.
"Because I love you too much."
"How can you think that is a problem what-so-ever?"
"So. Please William, don't."
"Buffy your 15 and I am only 16. We are way too far into this. We have to break apart before we get to deep in."
"I hate you William. I HATE YOU. I hate you!"
"Buffy."
"I hate you. You stupid, rude,-Oh God I love you so much it hurts."
Buffy fell into the arms of her love. Tears rolled down her checks.
"I have to get out of here. I need to go." Buffy said.
With that Buffy ran out of the small house and into the rainy night. Her legs carrying her as fast as they could. The rain that poured onto her blended in with the pain she felt.
"Buffy don't..." William yelled out to an uncaring girl.
'How could you hurt me so bad?' Buffy yelled at no-one in particular, 'How?'
Her body froze; she couldn't do anything, but sit in her small ball and cry. Her body shook in pain. She could barely breathe. Everything was being killed in her.
William began walking to her. He knew she would need time.
'It has to be this way Will,' His mind yelled to him, 'She has to get more than you.'
William saw her there sitting in the middle of the road. He saw the pain inside her. The pain inside him rose. Her body looked fragile, though usually strong and confident. She wasn't moving, just looking off into space as the tears dried on her checks.
He walked to her. She didn't move at all. She just wiped her nose.
"Buffy I..." William began.
"Will, I always thought I would like to live by the sea. To travel the world and live more simply. I don't know what happened to that dream. It's just a thought, only a thought."
"I don't know Buff."
"What do I do know?" She said looking to him.
"Whatever you want to do."
"Your best-friend I've come to be. How did I lose that?"
"You know I can't-"
"No. William, no. I love you. Everything fine detail about you. The loser in you. Every small detail. I care about your life and everything in it. But you don't feel the same about me."
"Yes I do. You know I do Buffy."
"Then what the hell is this?" Buffy yelled and rose up to her feet ready to fight out her pain. "HUH? Why kill me? Why break me? Got any good damn reason? Come on I'm listening."
"To save you from me?"
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"I refuse the hurt you. And you are unhappy with me." William said turning away.
"I was happy with you. Sure we fought but everyone fights."
"Everyday? You would get mad or annoyed everyday and I would mess up everyday."
"I was working on fixing that."
"Well I don't see it working."
"So this is it. You're just going to give up on me? NO fighting. No trying?"
"I have been fighting for 4 or 5 months now."
"Are we done for now or is this for good?" Buffy said after thinking.
"Only time will tell." William replied before even thinking.
"So much promise in your eyes."
"There will be other guys who will whisper in your ears. Say they will take your sadness and your fear. They may be kind and true; they may be good for you. But they will never care for you more than I do."
"I can't do much but be your friend."
"To the end."
"Through the end." Buffy quickly stated.
"Buff..."
"Yeah?"
"You still my girl?"
"Always."
"I love you."
"I know." Buffy began to walk back to her car, when William stopped her.
"Hug me one last time."
And she did. She wrapped her body around him. She felt his heart beat on her own. The smell of him was intoxicating. His arms felt so great where they lay softly. Everything fit. She loved him and he loved her.
Finally, after a minute holding onto each other, he pulled away. Buffy stopped him.
"Dance." She commanded.
"You sure you want that?"
"One last time."
As if some soft music was playing, they danced. Slowly barely moving at first. Just blending body movements together. Then they stopped and Buffy walked back to her mother's car. William stood and watched her go. Tears streamed down his face.
Buffy drove to the end of William's road, and stopped at the stop sign. She put it in park and cried. Her whole body shaking, her face red and tired. When she finished she drove off to sneak back into her home and finish crying.
