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It was never easy to forget the person you loved most, especially when you have a constant reminder of your past. You wanted to forget but you can't, you can lie to anybody but you can never lie to yourself. You could always love again but you feel you couldn't as your heart won't let you. You may be at peace for the time being but a single moment of silence brings back all the unwanted memories.

Pain, hatred and betrayal, some sort of feelings that you could never understand. Love, something you cannot let go easily. Friendship, something you to keep but somehow was stolen. Memories, something you would like to banish yet keeps on replaying. Past, something you wished you could return. Regret, something you hoped you didn't do. Happiness, you can't find it anywhere if you are sad. Sadness, a feeling when you see your loved one reminding you of a cruel nightmare. Joy, something you longed for but you can't find. Everything may seem abstract but you find it surreal.