Yami Ryo: Helllloooooo! This is my very FIRST xxxHOLiC story! And guess whaaaaat! It's DouWata! Mwahahaha! Take that! This isn't really a chapter either it is a prologue ie: a teaser!

Warnings: Swearing, extreme violence!, and also beautiful slash!

Side Note: Is dreams Are thoughts(but not in dreams, in dreams italics and plain are switched, except for...well you put it together! I shouldn't have to hold your hand!)

Disclaimer: Yami Ryo does not own xxxHOLiC. If she did this would have been in it now wouldn't it have.

Prologue! Must Read to Understand the Story Later!

It's dark...so dark. I'm cold...is anyone there? ...Why? What's going on? The loud grind of metal on metal What's that? Is someone there? Hello? The grinding stops then starts again, it is long and the pattern is constant and always getting closer Who is it? Please...it's so dark in here...I just want...to go...Where? Where do I want to go? ...Home...I want to go home...but...where is home? A soft golden light is slowly approaching the grinding coming closer the loud clanging of metal begins to sound with the increasing grinding What is that? What...Oh Kami...No...Please someone...Anyone...SOMEBODY HELP MEEE! The sound and light are so close it reveals the true horror of the situation. A being of nightmares carrying a large executioner's axe behind it and wrapped in dragging chains came into full vision. It had no skin! Blood trailed behind it. The being was hunched but all muscle and resembled something close to a human male. The creatures teeth took up half its face and it had no eyes, a long barbed tongue slipped out between its teeth as though tasting the air. Its head turns and locks on to the only other in this dark place.

"Time to come home..." The creatures voice is deep and gurgles as though drowning in the blood its dripping in. A scream rips from the throat of the other as the creature closes in raising its rusted blood stained axe.

Watanuki Kimihiro sits up a horrified scream ripping from his parted lips, hot tears of fear stream down his face, and fear makes his slight body tremble violently. He covers his mouth to contain his screams and sobs shaking his head in denial.

"It can't be! Nooo...I haven't...I didn't even..." He breaks down into sobs his heart feeling as though it were being torn apart piece by tiny painful piece and crushed with the weight of his fear and pain. He hugs his knees and begins to rock himself back and forth in a vain attempt at comforting himself. It is hours before he dares to move and the twilight of the coming day seeps in through his window. He gets up and goes through the motions of preparing for school that day. He cooks the lunches for his friends and himself with only half a heart afraid that they may taste his fear or worse...his pain. As he prepares the lunch for his protector he begins to think of all that has been done so far by the ones he loves to protect his existence and he feels tears choke him as he think that it may all just go to waste. He breaths deep and shakes his head his usual denial coming back. No! It won't be wasted! My life won't be wasted...I have to find a way. I can't keep going on like I'm the only one who matters!

"Though...I should let them know what I really feel...In case...In the case that..." He could not even bring himself to say the words aloud. He would push his fears away and ignore the signs for as long as he could. Even so, maybe Yuuko would grant his wish and it would not matter either way! He began to hope if only a little that she would. "Please...Let her grant me my wish...before it's too late..." A choked sob escaped his throat.

TBC...

Yami Ryo: Do you want to read more? THEN REVIEW YA STINGY BASTARDS! MWAHAHAHA! Nah I'm just messing with you. I am glad you took the time to read my prologue. I do want you to leave a review though cause I may not continue if you don't remind me to.