-This is not a story about Bella and Jake at all I love twilight, but this is inspired off of The sirese. ( : This is my first FF and Im sorry If I had bad grammar in some places. So anything that seems like twilight I give full credit to Stephenie meyer. And Q just ask. - Peace and love LaFaye Maire

Endless attempt

I guess I should have known this was going to happen. There I sat in the police station, again but this time I got caught drinking under age. My dad would come pick me up like always and then try to tell me to behave on the way home. It never worked, but I would always say the same things. "I'm sorry Dad, I wont do it again." and yet I did it over and over. I always found some way to get in trouble, in my attempt to get attention from my dad.

My mom was another story, I know her and love her, but she's never wanted to be around me she always yelled at me. She hated me and I could not blame her. I was the product of a rape. My dad whom I've never met fled and was never caught. The only dad who I know and love was my moms best guy friend who has been there for me ever since I was born. No one know about my real dad because I would never talk about it. My dad always worked every day and never had time for me. He got up at six in the morning and got home at six at night just to leave to his friends house and get back at mid night. I am only 17 and he is 32, last year I tried to tell him I could live on my own but it never worked.

"Alex," he interrupted my thought "Are you listening to me?"

"Um.. Yeah." I answered almost to fast, I'd knew I'd been caught.

"Alex… You need to listen you cant do this anymore! Your 17 not 21, your damn lucky my best friend is one of the police! Because if he was not, you would be in a shit load of trouble!"

I didn't even argue with that because it was true, If I got caught doing most of the things I got caught doing by other cops besides Daniel would not have a license, and I would most likely be on probation.

"Okay okay. I'm sorry." I had tears in my eyes. Sam never yelled at me, not mater what it was. I put my eyes around my knees and hid my face so that he would not see the tears spilling over. I felt his eyes on me.

"…Alex… I'm sorry, I just.. I cant deal with this anymore!" He put his arm around me to try and comfort me and it worked a little. After about three minuets of silence I finally looked up and saw that we were in the drive way. I opened my door and let the cool air of October hit my face. I walked in our small kitchen and went to the stairs. I passed a mirror in the bath room and slowly walked back. I looked in the mirror and saw my long blonde curly hair which hung down to the very end of my ribs. My makeup was all over my face from crying and some got on my white t-shirt. I washed my makeup off and ran to my room. My room was a light yellow color, with white lace curtains that hung over my big window. My full sized bed had a pink and black comforter on it which I had picked out about two years ago. Other then that it was a normal bedroom. I got a pair of skinny jeans on with a plaid long sleeved that was light weight, I looked at the size on the shirt it said extra small and yet in was just a little to big for me. Many people asked if I had an eating disorder or if a worked out daily. But the truth was I ate, and never worked out but some how I kept my weight at 95 pounds. When I pulled my shirt over my head I had to be careful not to hit my new belly button piercing. I ran to the bath room and put on eye liner and then got my keys and left. I should have known that Sam already left. I ran and got into my truck which I had saved every penny I had to get, and even took a loan out. It was a black flat bed pick up. I drove over to Jake's house, he was my best friend and always have been there for each other. I secretly always loved Jake more then a friend but he never knew. I pulled up to his drive way and got out, I walked right up to the old tree fort in the woods behind there house. I club my way to the top and that's where I saw Jake. His short black hair and his fit body. Sitting there with weed in his hand, when he saw me he fumbled around with it trying to hid it.

"Oh… Hi..Um.." I laughed at him he looked so scared.

"Hey now!" I said teasing him. "It's fine. But Wait for later to do that, I'm trying to be good for a while for Sam's sake." I walked over and sat on his lap well he put it in a container and hid it away where his little sister would not find it. We sat there for a while. He grabbed me bridal style and lifted me up.

"Hey!" I protested. "I weigh way to much for you to lift me!" He looked at me and rolled his brown eyes at me.

"haha! right what do you weigh? 85, 95 pounds?" I looked up at him "95." I leaned up just a little when I said this. By this time we were walking out of the tree house, he set my down before descending down the tree. I went after him and got down there. I walked up to him and grabbed his hand and tried to pull him on the ground with me. As soon as he realized what I saw trying to do he sat next to me and laid down. He pulled me up so I was laying across his chest. I knew he liked me too, but I didn't want to ruin a life long friend ship. But I decided that, that didn't mater right now.

I moved so that I had my knees clutched to his hip, and my face hovered over his I leaned down to kiss his neck, I could fell his breathing stop and I smiled into his neck and slowly made my way up to the corner of his mouth. I paused but never pulled away, I started regretting this until he turned his head and kiss my lips and rolled over so that I was underneath him. He held his own weight know that if he didn't he would be sure to crush me. He lifted his head to look into my blue eyes.

"Now," he said his voice very husky. "What was that all about?" I blushed through my tan skin and I knew he could tell.

"… I've always liked you…" I said my voice barley a whisper. I leaned my head up so that I could take my hair from under my back.

"I have too." He looked at me confused.

"No.. that's not what I meant. I meant-" I was cut of by his lips crushing down on mine. I kissed him back.

"I know what you meant!" He said and the he got up off me and took my hand.

"Hey! I was happy where I was!" he laughed at me. He dragged me back to his house. When we walked in his mom was the first to great me.

"Hey Hun! How are you?" I smiled she was always so nice to me.

"I'm good, thanks for asking. How are you Mrs. Timber?" I always called his parents Mr. and Mrs. Timber.

"I am fine as well, and just call me Sarah. No need for Mrs. Timber." She smiled back at me. I nodded and looked at Jake.

"Mom me and Alex are going swimming in the pool." Just then Katie, Jake's little sister came in.

"Mom! Seth's over!" I guess she was not little she was 15 but still Jake's little sister.

"Hey Katie." I said and gave her a smile, and she smiled back and said hello.

"Whose Seth?" Jake asked his smile suddenly going into and angry face.

"um.." That's when the door rang and she ran out of the room.

"Mom." Jake said through his teeth.

"Her boyfriend." She said and turned around getting back to cooking. Jake grabbed my hand and walked out to the living room only to see Katie sticking her tongue down this boys mouth who I could only guess was Seth.

"Caitlyn Rose Timber!" She jumped off of Seth who was grabbing her ass. She turned around and cringed when she saw his face.

"Ah.. Seth.. This is my older brother Jake, Jake.. This is my boyfriend Seth." Jake's mussels tightened and his jaw flexed.

"No. I thought he was your friend." He said sarcastically through his teeth. "Seth I would like to talk to you. Without Katie."

"Um.. Okay." He said nervously. Katie shoot him dagger eyes and then ran upstairs and to her room.

" so, you obviously like my sister?" Jake started out, I could tell he had calmed down a lot.

"Yes. I do a lot, she's my everything." I saw Jake role his eyes.

"Alright. Well let me just tell you, you hurt my sister-believe me you will one day- and I will be right there ready to hurt you 10 times worse." He said quietly but deadly, he stared right at Seth the whole time. I could see he was getting angry so I rubbed my hand along his thigh trying to distract him.

"Katie!" Jake yelled, "Bring one of you swim suites for Alex please." Katie came running down stairs with a swim suite like Jake had requested. She throw it at me and it landed in front of me. I walked to the bathroom and changed quickly. I was in a white and black swim suite that made me look even more tanner then I was. My flat stomach with my belly piercing looked really good with the suite,