Darkness was all you could see in my eyes. I wasn't ever going to be the same. I saw blood and people dead everywhere. There were almost a million people dead. I couldn't believe it. We fought the giants and won,but at what cost for the mortals. They were lying dead on what was left of the streets.
The whole city was destroyed. Then when it was my mood was at its worst. We got to Camp Half Blood and I saw the old centaur, Chiron lying there in cold blood. I screamed, "No! Let me get to him! Please!"
Frank,Piper,Hazel,Leo, and Jason were holding Annabeth and I back. I started kicking and I got to him. I cried, "This can't be true! You can't be dead!"
He lifted his head and said, "Goodbye... Annabeth and Percy."
He turned into golden dust and I started punching the ground. Octavian stood by laughing at me. He said, "Ha Jackson! You're so pathetic! Crying over a centaur!"
I stood up with rage in me. Annabeth grabbed me and she turned me towards her. She said, "Percy don't fight him."
Octavian spoke, "Hey shut up you stupid girl. I was the one who killed the centaur!"
I couldn't take it anymore. The wall in my mind snapped and I went berserk on Octavian. I broke Annabeth's grasp and I pulled Riptide out. Blood spilled on the porch and I realize what I did. I dropped Riptide and I scooted back as far as I could. My mind bender and I curled up in a ball. Annabeth held me and whispered, "Shhh Percy. You'll be okay. We'll figure this out together."
That's when my mine shut down for a long time. Conversations went on with my parents and Annabeth while I just stared at the emptiness of space. My mind was in ruins and I kept seeing the images. Blood, screams, explosions, and death was only in my brain. I was basically gone forever at that time.
Was my mind truly gone? Appointments were set up for me. Therapy was lIke breaking into a bank vault. I felt like my humanity was lost and I was gone. Everyday Annabeth visited me and comforted me, I was glad for that.