A/N Hey, you guys! I just love Sakura and Syaoran together...well, this is just something really cliche and simple...
There isn't a single girl in the world who wouldn't want to be loved. No matter how different they are compared to each other, they always share one thing in common. And that's they always want themselves to be happy and to be loved by others.
It's no different here with me. Hi. My name is Sakura. I just turned 18 this week and the 'best' part about me is that I am a girl that hates guys. They are all jerks, playing around with girls emotions all the time. Especially after what happened to my best friend Tomoyo, and yes, for the fourth time, my theory is proven even more strongly.
Tomoyo met this guy in her tuition class, Kokaiji. He is undeniably hot and cute. Well, at least I didn't say that out loud. But with Tomoyo-chan, it's a different case. She immediately reacted and made it real obvious that she's courting him. Overall, they went out for five months in exact. He's a pianist. Whenever I saw them together, they were always talking and laughing and for a period of time there, I felt really left out. I thought that Tomoyo was forgetting about his best friend of hers and was starting a new life herself. I didn't have a boyfriend before. So I kindda didn't know how it felt like to have a boy courting you or how it felt like to just have a boyfriend. It was like in a total different world than mine.
But then one day, he got an offer to go to one of the best music schools in Sydney and he accepted it. He told Tomoyo that his dreams are more important and that if he ever get another chance to choose again, he would have done the same thing. And the worst part is, he told her during Valentine's Day. I was shocked when I heard his departure.
She cried for about a week and didn't get over it until a month. I can see that she really cared about him and eventhough he's not her first boyfriend, she cared about him as much as she cared about the other four boyfriends she had. Well, I think that it's a bit overboard because as you can see, we're only 18 and still students. But then even after that, Tomoyo still tells me that love is the most wonderful thing in the world and that it is beautiful. She told me that I should really find a boyfriend for myself because love is the best thing in the world a girl could ever get from anyone.
Yea, yea...ya right. After seeing you hurt by it like that and I'm still gonna believe you?! Ya right...uh-huh. No way. Simply because I refuse to believe that love is 'beautiful' and ot can still hurt you that badly in the heart, leaving an unbearable heartache and a scar that could never recover or be erased. My dad was an alcoholic and my mom likes to gamble. When I was just four, they divorced. At first, my mother was an accountant that worked in a bank. But then my dad had ran away with all her money and that's when she started gambling. I stayed at home, always waiting for her to come back from the bank.
I didn't know the truth about what she was really doing everyday until I was in middle school. It was when a guy with some other people that looks like gangsters came over to our house asking for money from my mom. She didn't have any so they burned down our whole house. I was only seven at that time. She left me there and fleet for her life. It was the firemen that got me outta there. From that day onwards, I became independent. Working part time for the granny that has a store selling sushi who lives next door. She was very nice. And I think that she's the only one that treated me like a real human being back then.
Then when I was twelve, she passed away. I worked with her daugther, Yomisuki Hanasaki ever since. They gave me a place to stay and three square meals a day. They send me to school and provided me with studying materials. That's why I work free in their store for them whenever I'm free.
She has a son. His the only guy I approved of so far. His like a brother to me. His name is Ryuosuke Hanasaki. His father passed away when he was two. He always makes fun of me and all but when it came to trouble, his always there to look out for me. We went to the same school and because his like a 'boss' or some sort in that school, people listens to him. He's sometimes like a gangster but if you get to know him a little better, you'd realize that he never pick on the weak. He protects them. Them including me. When I say all guys are the same, it excludes him.
I always thought guys weren't worth the aggravation and insisted that there were much more important things other than them. And most of all, I assumed that they were all bastards and jerks just like my father. Irresponsible and a piece of junk.
But then, here, I'm gonna tell you about a guy that is totally different from the others. Even better than Ryuosuke. At least that's what I think.
His name is Syaoran Li.
A/N So? How was it? I'm not really that confident with it...so, please...R&R! Be generous! -wink wink-