Me: Hello! This is my new story on my profile: 'Never Alone, Ever Again'! I'm not sure if people wanted this but I was dying to write it!
May: CSgirl98 does not own pokemon or Simple Plan's 'Welcome to my life'.
Naruto: BELIEVE IT!!
Never Alone, Ever Again
Drew's POV
Do you
ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like
somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
That was me. I always feel alone. Even with the fans around me, I feel like I'm falling in a black abyss.
Do
you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With
the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
I've
always wanted to run away, my life is a disaster. Ever since mom and
dad had to go to that conference, I've felt like the biggest loner
in school. No you don't know what it's
like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's
like
To be like me
Honestly!
I hate my life so much! When I was born, my real parents died. No one
goes and comforts me, I always shout when I go to my room, staring at
a knife. Will I do it? No, not yet. To
be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
when you're down
I've felt pains in my life. No one notices my depression and anger. How? Why? I hide it. I'm a coward, seeking attention. I'm disgusted with myself. No one deserves this but me.
To
feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking
down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what
it's like
Welcome to my life
No one
will dare to save me from her. That witch, that beast, that child
abuser. My aunt, who is like a murderer no one, can catch. Do
you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left
out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life
is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of
everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While
deep inside you're bleeding
I may seem
fine on the outside, but deep within me, there are bruises, wounds,
scars, all because of her. I always get left out at school, I hardly
talk to anyone. I hate this so much. Outside, a fake face, on the
inside, a bleeding heart, and a face with so much depression. No
you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You
don't know what it's like
To be like me
No one
will like me. I have my friends, but it's not worth it. The past
pains inside is so much, I'm crying. My heart is filled with
depression and I fell miserable. To be
hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be
on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No
you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one can
save me now. Not even May can do it. I have to go through this on my
own and be brave. For my own sake of living. No
one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in
the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be
okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to
work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's
like
I know that only I experienced this. My friends? No misfortune in their lives. I always appear arrogant, cool, and not under pressure. Now, I feel naïve, nervous, uncertain, and shy. This is the real me.
To
be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be
on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No
you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
My eyes
sting with more tears and I let them fall. So what if I cried? I let
all that emotion out, remembering the past abuse. Breaking down, no
one saving me, being pushed around, that is how I feel now. Like the
inner me is dying piece by piece. To be
hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be
on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No
you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my
life
Welcome to my life
I am Andrew Shuu Hayden that is my life and my misfortunes. No one can save me, since I am alone in this journey of pain.
Me: What a masterpiece I made!
Dawn: O.O You have out done yourself.
Me: I dedicate this chapter to Riikani. She is like a great friend and gives me helpful tips. READ HER STORIES NOW!!
Dawn: Review so she can update!