Chapter 1. More than you can imagine.
Clare POV
I stood there. Waiting for the heartache to come.
He was torturing me just standing there.
Elijah Goldsworthy, what did I do to deserve this?
"im sorry clare." he finally spoke.
His words cut me like a knife. I just couldnt handle it. I wanted to scream
"why?" my words finally came out.
I waited for his response. Was he really doing this? After everything, after vegas night, after we kissed...he was breaking up with me..
not caring about the answer, I walked away. Maybe adam would be there for me. Or someone anyone. Not alli. She wouldnt understand. Not my parents. Then it hit me. With everyone being like this, I truly have no one.
I felt a tear escape my eye but the harsh cold quickly froze it in its tracks.
I dont need to cry. I need to live.
Live. Dangerously.
Eli's POV There was a reason I did it.
Isnt there? Its all of fitz's fault. He just couldnt leave adam alone. My adam.
Woah. Hold up did I just call adam MINE? well I know hes transgender, ftm, but that doesnt mean I have to have feelings for him. No way.
Its just to weird. Adam is my bestfriend. And clares.
Adams POV
I didnt like clare. I didnt. But with elijah out of the way it would give me a chance...WOAH! No, I couldnt.
I heard some type of crying and went downstairs to see clare crying in drews arms. "um..." was all that could come out of my mouth.
"oh adam! Its horrible. Eli..he..he...broke up with me!" with that she ran into my arms. I wanted to comfort her but how would eli feel about this?
Clares POV
I loved how adam was always there for me. But he seemed distant lately, unaware. I wanted to ask whats wrong but all that had been on my mind was elijah goldsworthy. I still dont see how he could do this to me. I mean I thought I was a good girlfriend. I saved his ass from fitz, thats for sure!
Sometimes I think what it would be like if eli would have just let it go.
But that could be dangerous thinking. I loved how eli had this "badass" reputation. I almost craved it. Then it hit me. What would eli think if he saw me with adam? He would freak. These thoughts of jealousy creeped into my mind and I knew what I had to do. I looked up at adam, my blue eyes looking into his and I kissed him. He didnt expect it. He froze. I knew what was coming. The rejection the part where he would say eli is his best friend and it wouldnt be right. Then, he did the unexpected. He cupped my face and kissed ME. "You have no idea how long ive waited for this." he whispered inbetween kisses. "im guessing a while?" I said. "more that you can imagine." and with that he kissed me again. This time it lasted a lot longer.