I laid on my back wishing I was next to him. He was my true lover... my soul mate, or so I thought. I had no idea that once my life had just gotten better, that it would start to fall back apart. I had felt my heart become whole once more just a few days ago when he told me he loved me. Then... I find out that dreadful morning that he's missing. I assumed he was out training or walking around the village like he usually was, but when Naruto banged on our door, and told me what happened, I felt my heart being ripped apart by hands. I could feel the blood of hurt trickling down my chest; my mind was just that torching. I thanked Naruto for telling me, and I closed the door. I had ran to our secrete place, and I laid down to think.
He understood me in a way that no one else could. He had loved me for who I was and now... he was gone. I couldn't believe that he would betray me in this way. I gave him almost everything I had... and he turned me away at the last minute. What had I done wrong? I returned his feelings because I loved him too. Why did he turn away and leave me here all alone? He had told me his dreams and they seemed pretty unrealistic to me but I didn't say anything. I had helped him train and he had taught me a lot. But why had he turned me away?
Tears formed in my eyes making them even more hazy. I shook off the fact that I didn't know why he had left me, and I remembered all our precious memories. I sighed to myself and sat up. I pulled back my long lush black hair into a long ponytail. I placed my hands in my lap, and I heard a jingle and looked down. It was my bracelet he had given me about maybe a month ago. I placed my hand under the little silver heart. I moved it up higher, and I read the darker gray words that were engraved.
I placed the bracelet to my chest as the tears fell. I closed my eyes, and I let my long black eyelashes get wet by my hurt. I laid back again and stared at the sky with blurry eyes. I thought about the first time we met and then thought about why we had even met; about how that had happened. As I thought this, these group of words played in the back of my mind as I watched the memory of flames. Why did you leave me? Why did you leave me here on my own? Curse you; curse you, Sasuke Uchiha.
