Here comes ANOTHER song fic. There are two parts. I hope you like it!


Part One
My Oh My

What on earth is going on in my heart
Has it turned as cold as stone

Staring at the amber liquid, he felt the pain in his heart begin to throb again. He took the glass and downed it in one shot. He ignored the looks the bartender was sending his way. He knew what he looked like, he knew he was pathetic but he didn't care. His life was over.

Seems these days I don't feel anything
Less it cuts me right down to the bone

Tommy dropped his head into his hands. He never guessed that this is where he would have ended up. His life was perfect up till three days ago and now everything he'd ever loved was gone. Silent sobs racked his body as tears fell down his face. Feeling a warm hand on his shoulder, he shrugged it off. "Not now. Please just leave me alone."

What on earth is going on in my heart

Jamie shook his head and sat in the stool next to Tommy. He raised his hand to get the bartender's attention "No more drinks for this one tonight" The bartender nodded before turning back to his other customers. With his head still in his hands Tommy spoke softly "Just leave me alone. Please Jamie." Jamie heard his begging and felt uncomfortable. Never before did he ever think he would feel pity and compassion for this broken man in front of him. "Sorry Tommy but I can't do that. You see Sadie sent me here threatening me not to leave you alone and she's not someone you ignore. I'd like to keep a certain part of my body intact thank you."

Cause my oh my
You know it just don't stop

Tommy turned his head and began to stare straight ahead at nothing in particular. They sat in silence as Jamie gave him the time he needed and waited for Tommy to show he was ready to leave. Without a word Tommy stood, leaving behind a twenty on the bar. He then walked out the door not caring if Jamie followed him or not.

It's in my mind
I wanna tear it up

Outside of the bar, it had begun to rain which Tommy thought was appropriate. He walked to the corner, ignoring the protests of Jamie, yelling at him to wait. Jamie struggled with getting the umbrella open, getting more and more frustrated. "Tom!" Tommy continued walking, unaffected by the rain cascading down his body. He felt nothing and hasn't felt anything since the accident. He was glad for the lack of feeling, in fact he welcomed it. He shouldn't be able to feel anything since she couldn't anymore. He stood at the edge of the corner and looked at the light signal. Green Satisfied, he walked into the street with eyes closed. Just when he felt a car approaching, he was hastily grabbed back and fell to the sidewalk. "What the hell are you doing?" Tommy looked up at Jamie, his face red with anger. Tommy placed his head back on the ground.

I've tried to fight it
Tried to turn it off

Jamie sighed and picked Tommy up from the ground. Trying very hard to balance the both of them, he walked back to his car and placed Tommy in the backseat. He made sure that the child lock was on. He didn't want to take the risk that Tommy would decide to jump out while the car was moving.

But it's not enough

Turning on the ignition, he carefully maneuvered the car down the slippery road. He sighed in relief as the outline of Tommy's house came into view. Jamie looked back and saw that he had gotten sick somewhere along the road and made a mental note to send him the cleaning bill. "Come on." Jamie walked into the house and Tommy stumbled away from him to what Jamie assumed was the bathroom. He closed the door and searched around for some kind of light switch. Finding it, he switched it on and groaned. Dozens of empty liquor bottles were on the floor. "Did you drink all these yourself?" Jamie yelled into the bathroom. He saw Tommy slumped over the toilet and cursed Sadie. But still he went over to help Tommy out. No matter how much he might dislike Tommy, he knew that he would continue to help him for as long as he needed. He owed that much to her.

It takes a lot of love
It takes a lot of love my friend

After opening many doors with a very drunk Tommy leaning against him, Jamie finally found the master bedroom. He walked over to the bed and Tommy flopped down onto it. Taking off his shoes and wet clothes, seeing more of Tommy Quincy than he ever wanted to, he covered him with the quilt. Just as he turned to leave the room, Tommy called his name. "Jamie?" "Yeah?" Tommy sat upright "Does it ever stop?" Jamie looked at him confused. "Does what stop?" Sadness washed across Tommy's face. "This pain." Jamie sighed and walked over to the bed. Sitting at the edge of the bed Jamie looked at Tommy. "No." Tommy slumped back in defeat, placing a hand on his head. "But it does get less and less. Trust me, I know." Tommy looked at Jamie. "I don't think I can do this. Not without her." Jamie stood up "How can you be so selfish? You're not the only one that lost Jude okay?" Tommy winced at the sound of her name. A name he couldn't bring himself to think or say.

To keep your heart from freezing
To push on to the end

Jamie continued more softly "Yeah, you lost your wife. I know that and I'm sorry Tom. I really am but what about Colin? He just lost his mother and pretty soon he's going to lose his father if he doesn't get himself together!" Tommy wiped the tear that ran down his cheek. Jamie sighed and moved closer to Tommy, placing a hand on his shoulder. "You'll get through this Tom. For Jude." Tommy silently nodded and watched as Jamie left.

My oh my


Disclaimer: I do NOT own "My Oh My" by David Gray