Disclaimer: I don't own Fairy Tail
Staring through the window with the rain falling like it was telling me that there were no more happy days for me.
Juvia, the rain always reminded me of Juvia. The woman who loved me, yes not loves but loved. She's gone. And I couldn't do anything about it.
My heart aches every time I recall the moments with her. I never took her feelings seriously, I always ignored her, I always rejected her – yet she still saved me from being dead causing her to be the one to die. She didn't get the thing she wanted the most – me. She wanted me to care for her, she wanted me to stay by her, and she wanted me to love her back. But I didn't give it to her. I didn't return her feelings. Even though she wakes up early in the morning to always cheer me up. Even though she bakes me cake everyday. Even though she gave me that scarf that winter.
If only I could turn back time. Turn back time for her to live again. For me to see her smiling face, her pouting face, her crazy face, and her beautiful face. Yes, beautiful. She was always been beautiful in my eyes. Why couldn't I have tell it to her even once when she was still alive?
Thinking through my past, I think I have only noticed that I have lost everyone whom I cared about. Ul – the one who taught me magic and acted as my mother, Ultear – the one who saved my life, Silver – who was my father, And Juvia…
The woman I loved, but I was too stupid to admit. I'm left with nothing.
Juvia was always smiling, always cheered up. Her wavy blue hair, her dark blue orbs, her pale white skin, her rosy cheeks, her soft lips, and her wonderful voice which is music to my ears. She was so perfect. But I can't see it anymore. I can't see the woman who loved me so much with her whole heart. I can't see the woman I loved for my whole life.
She gave up her life just to save mine. I wanted to save hers too, but I didn't. I couldn't.
Juvia was an extraordinary girl. She was never shy to show her affection. She was indeed unique. She holds a very special place in my heart.
I want to see Juvia so badly. I want to hear her voice. I want feel her jumpy hugs. I want to hold her hands. I want her back…
Juvia, please come back. I can't imagine my life without you by my side. I want to love you, I want to say "I love you" to your ears, I want be with you each and everyday. I should've enjoyed my times with you more, I shouldn't have complained, I should've told you that I was enjoying your company. So please, Juvia, I want you back – no, I need you back with me right now…
I love you, Juvia. Be with me once again…
A/N: I'm not too good with sad stories but hope you enjoyed it cuz I had fun writing it too. Also, I think this is the shortest story I have ever made... :3
And also, I won't accept that Juvia is dead! She's my favorite character and I just can't imagine Fairy Tail without Juvia!Hiro Mashima just can't do this, but if he really made Juvia officially dead then he has no heart! I'm gonna hate Hiro Mashima if he won't bring back Juvia by the next chapter! T^T
Reviews would be appreciated~! ^_^