Hello. This, as some of you may know, was written a long time ago. Also I gave it a crappy ending. I'm here now, to appologize to all of you for such an ending. I am re-writing this entire story chapter by chapter and it will be in third person instead of Kendall's POV.

I hope that you all are happy and enjoy this story. (the ending will be much better I promise)

I will warn you ahead of time, this is writing, fan writing. You do not have to read this. You do not have to love this. This is slash fiction. Again, you do not have to read, or like this. Characters maybe some what out of character. This is fan writing. Not a show script. Nothing and nobody is perfect.

Thank you for your time.

We're hip to hip, chest to chest, and now we're face to face.

That line from Rihanna's song Don't stop the music plays over and over in Kendall's head. As completely and oddly inappropriate a sit was for the situation he and James found themselves in. The sheet that they had tried to roll Gustavo off of and onto the wheeled stretcher with, was now completely entangled in their limbs.

"I can't be trapped in this sheet much longer!" James yelled thrashing about under the thin cloth and nearly punching Kendall in the face several times. His thrashing helps nobody and only made the entangling worse.

"James, calm down," Kendall said attempting to fight James's hands to his sides.

"I'm feelin' trapped! You know I get claustrophobic when I'm trapped!"

Kendall got a good grip on James's forearms and held them together in front of him, "Be quiet. You're yelling and Gustavo is going to wake up."

"Kendall, I can't stay trapped!" James cried loudly thrusting his hips towards Kendall's and inevitably making them collide.

Kendall felt the warmth of his friend's waist grinding into his for what felt like an eternity. He knew James probably had no idea what he was doing and just thought he was pushed against Kendall's stomach, which would have been any better either. Kendall's hands left James's and found their way into his hair. James was making so much noise at this point Kendall was surprised half the Palm Woods wasn't' awake let alone Gustavo.

"Kendall, let go of my-!"

James was cut off as Kendall's mouth crashed over his. It was a last chance effort to silence James and it worked. Both boys had their eyes open, each desperately searching for some sort of answer that wasn't' going to be found. Neither of them were breaking the kiss. James's eyes fell shut and he began moving his mouth slowly against Kendall's.

Kendall's internal voice, his conscience went crazy, "What am I doing? James is my best friend, my brother. Why am I kissing him, how did this come to this? I'm not gay or even bi! I'm with a girl, I'm with Jo and I LIKE Jo. James is pretty attractive, but I'm not gay! I've honestly never thought of him like anything other than a brother. Why the hell do I like this? Y'know what, I'm just gonna let this happen. Let it happen and see where it all goes."

James pulled away and looked at Kendall in a way that sent shivers down his spine.

Kendall could just hear all the questions with out answers boiling over in his mind, "Shit, what if he's gay? Did I just lead him on? Is that why he never has a girlfriend? Wouldn't or shouldn't I know if he was gay? What if he isn't? How will our friendship be from now on? What will he think of me? Will he tell? My life is over…"

"What the fuck?" James hissed coming down from his high.

"I don't know."

"You, I, We, you kissed me!"

Kendall knew that this was the point where he'd start regretting his actions, "I know I did!"

"What the hell, man?"

"I don't know!"

Gustavo grunted and James fell silent. He looked up in the general direction of where their boss slept on the bed above them. Terror passed over the both of them, but was quickly washed away with relief when the fat man resumed his snoring. Kendall turned over on his back and the sheet pulled tightly across his face making it hard to breathe. James turned on his back as well and the sheet spun free and both of them could now see the dark ceiling of the apartment.

"Kendall," James whispered.

"What?"

"This is going to sound weird, but, I kind of liked it."

Kendall knew James was referring to the kiss and secretly he liked it too, "It was so wrong."

"Secret then?" James asked.

"Secret," Kendal agreed just as footsteps thundered down the hall.

James and Kendall stood up just in time to see Logan jump into Carlos's arms like a girl. James battled the sheet off himself and said, "It's just us!"

Kendall tossed aside the sheet and pointed to Gustavo, "And Gustavo, who's STILL here!"

First part of re-write.

I know these chapters are still short. I'm sorry, but there is only so much I can add to each one.